Today I am leaving you, whom I have loved for 4 years.

Today I am leaving you, whom I have loved for 4 years.

まぁ

Dating for 4 years, living together for 2 years. I had gradually come to realize it. I was only happy at first when told we were like family. I was loved and cherished every night, but that was until a year ago. Now it's like sleeping next to a stuffed animal. I did love you. But it seems I can't do this anymore. I'm writing a breakup scene realistically. Somehow it turned out more raw than I expected.

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Reading Time
15 min
Words 618
Sentences 94
Characters 1,202
Unique Words 252
1-Occurrence Words
153
Unique Kanji 149
1-Occurrence Kanji
74
Avg Word Difficulty 2.00
Avg Sentence Length 6.6

Word List (252 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
行かなくちゃ14.89
をして12.06
罪悪感13.80
年間13.72
には11.57
あいつ12.86
沢山12.94
教え12.64
頼りにする15.15
手放す13.83
いる11.00
12.31
言い聞かせる13.74
12.09
おかしい12.76
ちゃんと12.69
隠す13.08
後々13.94
12.93
なんてこと13.56
もし12.64
11.46
11.64
貴方達13.99
今日12.61
低位12.98
我慾13.43
なんか12.48
ありがとう12.86
意思13.20
ない11.61
近く12.69
時に12.57
しまった12.19
よう12.31
合わせて13.08
何時も12.58
ちゃった13.01
それも12.72
さようなら14.34
かなー13.98
褒める13.20
哭く12.05
離れる12.83
思いつく13.34
アピール13.80
今では13.48
お家13.95
それ12.40
毎回13.80
12.47
下土12.58
待つ12.41
知らない22.68
会社23.72
だから21.99
21.38
そう21.75
違う22.29
捨てる23.06
付き合い23.50
作る22.24
られる21.68
それに22.23
だけど22.44
やる22.13
そんな21.84
苦手23.32
職場24.10
在る21.55
21.04
嬉しい22.74
目玉焼き24.84
お前22.16
なー23.13
22.53
22.19
いらっしゃる23.26
れる21.22
心配22.58
22.64
あの人23.29
21.96
書く22.69
22.26
分かる22.00
フリ24.02
22.09
この21.58
とは21.95
克く22.46
連絡23.05
同棲24.91
ねぇ32.61
31.04
なら32.00
愛し33.36
意見33.05
ご免33.00
もう32.11

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