"My childhood friend says I'm cool and impressive, but I'm actually a coward and a craven person."

"My childhood friend says I'm cool and impressive, but I'm actually a coward and a craven person."

笹 塔五郎

I—Yuko Kitofuji—have someone I love. I can't remember when it started anymore, but I've loved her for so long. She says I'm cool and cool-headed, but that's not true. I'm a coward and a fraud—someone who can't even convey what I want to say. Yet there is someone who loves me despite what I am. Someone of the same gender—a girl. After receiving a confession for the nth time, I rejected her as usual. It took so much courage, yet I couldn't accept it. The name of the person I love is Akka Sada. We've been childhood friends since elementary school, and we've been together through middle and high school. That Akka showed up at the scene of someone confessing to me. This is nothing unusual—Akka always teases me as she always does. But that's fine—as long as that relationship is maintained, I don't mind. Precisely because I've always thought that way, I am a coward and a fraud. But today was slightly different. Though there was something like momentum behind it, I took a step forward toward Akka. ※This is a work also posted to 'Yuri Literature,' an event being held on pixiv.

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Reading Time
48 min
Words 1,966
Sentences 259
Characters 3,851
Unique Words 617
1-Occurrence Words
394
Unique Kanji 357
1-Occurrence Kanji
180
Avg Word Difficulty 2.11
Avg Sentence Length 7.6

Word List (617 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
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すら12.67
こうやって13.68
恋愛対象14.87
それで12.44
波動12.63
そう11.75
くすりと14.13
出し12.32
良い12.17
合う12.87
良いこと13.92
時々13.53
12.57
ながら11.91
決定13.43
行動12.64
何処でも14.08
抱き寄せる14.70
知る12.11
外竹13.94
晒す13.59
直ぐにでも13.90
あーあ14.23
かっこ悪い15.08
同時に12.65
話す12.73
判断12.74
事がある12.89
恋人同士14.51
にして12.30
奇行14.54
言い方13.46
掛け13.00
公開13.94
としても12.63
悪い12.37
涙目13.75
特に12.62
様子12.34
取る12.69
12.70
言ってのける14.81
入る12.14
決定的13.96
お互いに13.53
出口13.76
想い13.32
姿12.21
挙げた13.28
ちゃんと12.69
ばつ14.73
花の顔15.78
12.36
負担13.51
何処にも13.78
にあって13.76
見渡す13.63
勿論12.47
思ってもいない15.03
別に12.69
逃げ切る14.42
一歩13.21
呼ぶ12.52
問わず14.02
向かう12.31
なのだ12.41
ではない12.28
12.54
震え13.19
生粋14.40
庭内12.27
もて14.27
しか12.33
だろ12.69
でもある12.97
やって来る13.06
江戸っ子15.66
人付き合い14.76
書く12.69
華やか14.02
をして12.06
二佐12.98
になると13.20
意味12.49
丸で12.60
切れ13.38
売淫13.60
真面目13.25
と共に12.60
ってね14.21
やない14.25
てな13.27
駆け13.38
12.26
チョップ14.66
驚く12.62
多く12.66
13.69
自覚13.31

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