"My childhood friend says I'm cool and impressive, but I'm actually a coward and a craven person."

"My childhood friend says I'm cool and impressive, but I'm actually a coward and a craven person."

笹 塔五郎

I—Yuko Kitofuji—have someone I love. I can't remember when it started anymore, but I've loved her for so long. She says I'm cool and cool-headed, but that's not true. I'm a coward and a fraud—someone who can't even convey what I want to say. Yet there is someone who loves me despite what I am. Someone of the same gender—a girl. After receiving a confession for the nth time, I rejected her as usual. It took so much courage, yet I couldn't accept it. The name of the person I love is Akka Sada. We've been childhood friends since elementary school, and we've been together through middle and high school. That Akka showed up at the scene of someone confessing to me. This is nothing unusual—Akka always teases me as she always does. But that's fine—as long as that relationship is maintained, I don't mind. Precisely because I've always thought that way, I am a coward and a fraud. But today was slightly different. Though there was something like momentum behind it, I took a step forward toward Akka. ※This is a work also posted to 'Yuri Literature,' an event being held on pixiv.

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Reading Time
48 min
Words 1,966
Sentences 259
Characters 3,851
Unique Words 617
1-Occurrence Words
394
Unique Kanji 357
1-Occurrence Kanji
180
Avg Word Difficulty 2.11
Avg Sentence Length 7.6

Word List (617 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
放課後13.96
教え12.64
自覚13.31
話し12.77
呉れ手12.75
笑顔12.66
引く12.90
時折13.49
とする12.60
なので12.48
知らない12.68
上げる12.58
それが12.31
いけない12.71
口を開く13.33
これは12.28
静寂13.78
はっきり13.06
そうになる13.49
掛け声14.15
震え13.19
会う12.62
何でもない13.50
切れ13.38
すらも13.69
尊敬13.63
目11.99
経つ13.15
表情12.35
心配性14.51
就いて13.02
常識13.40
しか12.33
四日13.94
分かる12.00
不意討ち15.22
せる12.17
これから12.69
受け取る13.03
遮る13.43
柵13.75
欲しい12.46
様子12.34
上12.23
アクセサリー13.93
したい12.75
だろ12.69
膝13.14
尻餅をつく15.07
同時に12.65
音12.39
確かめ13.70
済みません13.21
次12.53
そりゃ13.16
今日12.61
僧尼12.52
直ぐ12.97
現場13.55
四端13.17
維持13.34
不意に13.38
なあ12.86
そうじゃなくて14.17
どれ位13.57
直ぐにでも13.90
合わせる13.24
でもある12.97
チョップ14.66
凄い12.72
ただただ13.80
別に12.69
受ける12.66
二回13.82
ので11.80
ちゃんと12.69
驚き12.99
で候13.44
紅12.93
やない14.25
姿12.21
恋愛対象14.87
切手13.64
あいたっ15.24
てね13.19
晒す13.59
にあって13.76
染まる13.39
高校13.71
売淫13.60
速く13.79
頭12.23
懸12.62
恥ずかしがる14.73
壊れる13.33
くすりと14.13
良いこと13.92
そう11.75
悪13.28
だけど12.44

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