"My childhood friend says I'm cool and impressive, but I'm actually a coward and a craven person."

"My childhood friend says I'm cool and impressive, but I'm actually a coward and a craven person."

笹 塔五郎

I—Yuko Kitofuji—have someone I love. I can't remember when it started anymore, but I've loved her for so long. She says I'm cool and cool-headed, but that's not true. I'm a coward and a fraud—someone who can't even convey what I want to say. Yet there is someone who loves me despite what I am. Someone of the same gender—a girl. After receiving a confession for the nth time, I rejected her as usual. It took so much courage, yet I couldn't accept it. The name of the person I love is Akka Sada. We've been childhood friends since elementary school, and we've been together through middle and high school. That Akka showed up at the scene of someone confessing to me. This is nothing unusual—Akka always teases me as she always does. But that's fine—as long as that relationship is maintained, I don't mind. Precisely because I've always thought that way, I am a coward and a fraud. But today was slightly different. Though there was something like momentum behind it, I took a step forward toward Akka. ※This is a work also posted to 'Yuri Literature,' an event being held on pixiv.

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Reading Time
48 min
Words 1,966
Sentences 259
Characters 3,851
Unique Words 617
1-Occurrence Words
394
Unique Kanji 357
1-Occurrence Kanji
180
Avg Word Difficulty 2.11
Avg Sentence Length 7.6

Word List (617 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
独り占め14.48
がる12.87
口を開く13.33
染まる13.39
桃源郷15.26
滑稽14.17
すら12.67
どうしたの13.34
それで12.44
目を開く14.57
でもある12.97
切角13.20
立ち止まる13.61
二佐12.98
放課後13.96
素直13.05
面13.13
感じ12.29
だんだん13.78
維持13.34
目立つ13.21
花の顔15.78
こちら12.29
心配性14.51
柵13.75
上げる12.58
江戸っ子15.66
口づけ14.34
受け取る13.03
時12.26
突き放す14.35
こんな風に13.80
克く12.46
で候13.44
有り難い13.38
公開13.94
騒がしい13.67
ただただ13.80
嬉しい12.74
四端13.17
話す12.73
しか12.33
首を横に振る13.84
早め13.69
タイミング13.16
お互い13.30
直ぐにでも13.90
頭12.23
今日は12.66
真面目13.25
からこそ13.25
現場13.55
恋愛対象14.87
気付く12.70
食べる12.42
柔らかい13.35
時折13.49
置く12.56
動く12.53
紅12.93
かも12.76
こうやって13.68
呼び出す13.54
去る13.02
考える12.30
よー13.18
慣れた13.44
鼻13.23
微笑む13.01
これは12.28
あいたっ15.24
としても12.63
名前12.51
悪13.28
不12.72
それなのに13.56
になると13.20
前に12.25
乃至13.29
荒い13.61
抱き寄せる14.70
思ってもいない15.03
百合14.17
求める13.21
引っ張る13.35
歩度12.23
胸元13.60
弓12.92
不意討ち15.22
あーあ14.23
ちゃんと12.69
肩12.70
切手13.64
先12.68
抱え13.09
前12.31
ふくよか14.69
身体12.49
へ11.95
幾らでも13.46

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