"My childhood friend says I'm cool and impressive, but I'm actually a coward and a craven person."

"My childhood friend says I'm cool and impressive, but I'm actually a coward and a craven person."

笹 塔五郎

I—Yuko Kitofuji—have someone I love. I can't remember when it started anymore, but I've loved her for so long. She says I'm cool and cool-headed, but that's not true. I'm a coward and a fraud—someone who can't even convey what I want to say. Yet there is someone who loves me despite what I am. Someone of the same gender—a girl. After receiving a confession for the nth time, I rejected her as usual. It took so much courage, yet I couldn't accept it. The name of the person I love is Akka Sada. We've been childhood friends since elementary school, and we've been together through middle and high school. That Akka showed up at the scene of someone confessing to me. This is nothing unusual—Akka always teases me as she always does. But that's fine—as long as that relationship is maintained, I don't mind. Precisely because I've always thought that way, I am a coward and a fraud. But today was slightly different. Though there was something like momentum behind it, I took a step forward toward Akka. ※This is a work also posted to 'Yuri Literature,' an event being held on pixiv.

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Reading Time
48 min
Words 1,966
Sentences 259
Characters 3,851
Unique Words 617
1-Occurrence Words
394
Unique Kanji 357
1-Occurrence Kanji
180
Avg Word Difficulty 2.11
Avg Sentence Length 7.6

Word List (617 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
逃げ出す23.33
明るい23.19
学校23.04
同じ22.31
何時から23.95
結局22.91
おかしい22.76
定着24.30
ん22.09
唇23.15
振り返る22.95
なり22.48
口22.30
それを22.10
その事23.14
太る24.17
じゃあ22.61
キャラ23.48
ええ22.61
だよね23.23
って言う22.83
される22.48
彼女21.98
柵13.75
庭内12.27
くすりと14.13
理由12.47
逸らす13.35
後12.36
体現14.30
取る12.69
ってね14.21
てな13.27
前12.31
もて14.27
正直12.91
立ち止まる13.61
名前12.51
欲しい12.46
隠す13.08
一歩13.21
言ってのける14.81
呼び出す13.54
わっ13.63
売淫13.60
壊れる13.33
負担13.51
口を開く13.33
冷たい13.11
みたい12.65
すら12.67
前に12.25
誓う13.69
からこそ13.25
タイミング13.16
現場13.55
駆けつける13.76
てね13.19
にあって13.76
下手13.26
滑稽14.17
触発14.74
これから12.69
なー13.13
尊敬13.63
になると13.20
逃げ場14.17
仲良く13.30
紅12.93
それが12.31
驚き12.99
茶髪14.25
感じ12.29
こうやって13.68
会う12.62
いえ12.75
へ11.95
肩12.70
息を切らす15.54
優しげ14.05
ふざけ14.01
自覚13.31
あーあ14.23
はっきり13.06
あいたっ15.24
ふざける13.70
一緒に12.46
後から13.69
恋愛対象14.87
に付けて13.65
品柄12.63
荒い13.61
切れ13.38
でもある12.97
曖昧13.67
一つ12.53
九12.87
ねぇ12.61
受け取る13.03
なんか12.48

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