"My childhood friend says I'm cool and impressive, but I'm actually a coward and a craven person."

"My childhood friend says I'm cool and impressive, but I'm actually a coward and a craven person."

笹 塔五郎

I—Yuko Kitofuji—have someone I love. I can't remember when it started anymore, but I've loved her for so long. She says I'm cool and cool-headed, but that's not true. I'm a coward and a fraud—someone who can't even convey what I want to say. Yet there is someone who loves me despite what I am. Someone of the same gender—a girl. After receiving a confession for the nth time, I rejected her as usual. It took so much courage, yet I couldn't accept it. The name of the person I love is Akka Sada. We've been childhood friends since elementary school, and we've been together through middle and high school. That Akka showed up at the scene of someone confessing to me. This is nothing unusual—Akka always teases me as she always does. But that's fine—as long as that relationship is maintained, I don't mind. Precisely because I've always thought that way, I am a coward and a fraud. But today was slightly different. Though there was something like momentum behind it, I took a step forward toward Akka. ※This is a work also posted to 'Yuri Literature,' an event being held on pixiv.

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Reading Time
48 min
Words 1,966
Sentences 259
Characters 3,851
Unique Words 617
1-Occurrence Words
394
Unique Kanji 357
1-Occurrence Kanji
180
Avg Word Difficulty 2.11
Avg Sentence Length 7.6

Word List (617 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
ここに22.60
はっ22.79
伝え23.05
学校23.04
22.09
反応22.69
キス23.48
逃げ込む24.06
理解22.49
振り返る22.95
逃げ23.21
笑う22.45
と言って22.71
なのに22.74
明るい23.19
それ22.40
さっき22.78
親友23.58
ここ22.11
22.85
21.89
22.74
ちょ23.41
しか12.33
一言13.11
練習13.24
下さい12.34
身体12.49
まー13.87
引っ張る13.35
ことが出来る12.88
だんだん13.78
それが12.31
に付けて13.65
仲良く13.30
だったろう14.22
ってね14.21
何処にも13.78
前に12.25
それなのに13.56
四端13.17
速く13.79
見渡す13.63
しようもない14.13
ちゃんと12.69
八つ12.93
克く12.46
何て13.87
13.13
とする12.60
姿12.21
抱き寄せる14.70
切角13.20
逃げ切る14.42
覚え12.76
いえ12.75
震え13.19
多く12.66
今も13.35
恥ずかしがる14.73
それ以上13.13
駆けつける13.76
良い12.17
だけど12.44
慣れた13.44
維持13.34
たり12.26
低位12.98
置く12.56
受ける12.66
まあ12.23
こうして12.83
こちら12.29
行為13.26
静寂13.78
ままに13.37
でもある12.97
僧尼12.52
尻餅をつく15.07
合わせる13.24
動く12.53
と共に12.60
なので12.48
波動12.63
としても12.63
柔らかい13.35
これから12.69
尊敬13.63
呼び出す13.54
茶髪14.25
タイミング13.16
言ってのける14.81
合う12.87
勝手に13.04
本当に12.34
13.23
素直13.05
不意討ち15.22
吹っ13.29
11.60

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