"My childhood friend says I'm cool and impressive, but I'm actually a coward and a craven person."

"My childhood friend says I'm cool and impressive, but I'm actually a coward and a craven person."

笹 塔五郎

I—Yuko Kitofuji—have someone I love. I can't remember when it started anymore, but I've loved her for so long. She says I'm cool and cool-headed, but that's not true. I'm a coward and a fraud—someone who can't even convey what I want to say. Yet there is someone who loves me despite what I am. Someone of the same gender—a girl. After receiving a confession for the nth time, I rejected her as usual. It took so much courage, yet I couldn't accept it. The name of the person I love is Akka Sada. We've been childhood friends since elementary school, and we've been together through middle and high school. That Akka showed up at the scene of someone confessing to me. This is nothing unusual—Akka always teases me as she always does. But that's fine—as long as that relationship is maintained, I don't mind. Precisely because I've always thought that way, I am a coward and a fraud. But today was slightly different. Though there was something like momentum behind it, I took a step forward toward Akka. ※This is a work also posted to 'Yuri Literature,' an event being held on pixiv.

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Reading Time
48 min
Words 1,966
Sentences 259
Characters 3,851
Unique Words 617
1-Occurrence Words
394
Unique Kanji 357
1-Occurrence Kanji
180
Avg Word Difficulty 2.11
Avg Sentence Length 7.6

Word List (617 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
なの32.22
元気33.07
ちょっと32.29
こう言う32.87
伝える32.98
後輩33.79
32.22
どうして32.71
のだ31.65
様な31.80
昨日32.87
えー33.52
に対して32.68
です41.71
でしょ43.03
42.97
気持ち42.61
格好いい43.76
でよ43.78
42.65
くれる41.97
にも42.03
こんな42.33
なんて42.13
クール44.16
怒る42.88
違う42.29
女の子42.92
言える42.62
なぁ42.56
来る42.08
答え42.75
何処までも43.59
41.46
在る41.55
哭く42.05
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と言う41.58
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もう42.11
イメージ43.19
臆病者44.54
分け42.31
42.05
には41.57
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貴方52.53
聞く51.95
じゃない52.26
52.09
デート53.62
51.71
けど51.79
言葉51.96
何で52.52
勇気53.56
きっと52.65
とか62.08
けれど62.43
佝僂62.10
61.64
追いかける63.34
として61.89
61.97
なる61.37
61.29
だから61.99
友達63.17
して71.31
する71.24
いい72.05
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ない71.61
71.38
ずっと72.68
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のに82.21
だって82.30
そんな81.84
思う81.61
81.87
告白83.52
れる81.22
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しまう92.03
てる91.65
そう言う102.36
様に101.76
101.59
でも111.70
132.51
その131.44
いる131.00
だった141.58
って151.78
151.48
171.04
181.04
191.16

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