"My childhood friend says I'm cool and impressive, but I'm actually a coward and a craven person."

"My childhood friend says I'm cool and impressive, but I'm actually a coward and a craven person."

笹 塔五郎

I—Yuko Kitofuji—have someone I love. I can't remember when it started anymore, but I've loved her for so long. She says I'm cool and cool-headed, but that's not true. I'm a coward and a fraud—someone who can't even convey what I want to say. Yet there is someone who loves me despite what I am. Someone of the same gender—a girl. After receiving a confession for the nth time, I rejected her as usual. It took so much courage, yet I couldn't accept it. The name of the person I love is Akka Sada. We've been childhood friends since elementary school, and we've been together through middle and high school. That Akka showed up at the scene of someone confessing to me. This is nothing unusual—Akka always teases me as she always does. But that's fine—as long as that relationship is maintained, I don't mind. Precisely because I've always thought that way, I am a coward and a fraud. But today was slightly different. Though there was something like momentum behind it, I took a step forward toward Akka. ※This is a work also posted to 'Yuri Literature,' an event being held on pixiv.

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Reading Time
48 min
Words 1,966
Sentences 259
Characters 3,851
Unique Words 617
1-Occurrence Words
394
Unique Kanji 357
1-Occurrence Kanji
180
Avg Word Difficulty 2.11
Avg Sentence Length 7.6

Word List (617 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
てよ33.40
に対して32.68
待つ32.41
じゃん33.55
逃げる32.85
寄る33.37
屋上33.93
何でも33.05
簡単32.68
32.38
何時も32.58
離れる32.83
様な31.80
クール44.16
なぁ42.56
と言う41.58
42.97
んだ41.80
女の子42.92
言える42.62
怒る42.88
そんな風に43.28
来る42.08
哭く42.05
格好いい43.76
なんて42.13
気持ち42.61
分け42.31
42.65
でしょ43.03
こんな42.33
にも42.03
です41.71
41.46
だろう41.78
もう42.11
でよ43.78
42.05
臆病者44.54
には41.57
くれる41.97
イメージ43.19
違う42.29
何処までも43.59
答え42.75
在る41.55
今度52.69
けど51.79
勇気53.56
言葉51.96
デート53.62
51.71
きっと52.65
聞く51.95
貴方52.53
何で52.52
52.09
じゃない52.26
61.97
とか62.08
佝僂62.10
友達63.17
なる61.37
けれど62.43
だから61.99
追いかける63.34
61.29
として61.89
61.64
関係72.73
ずっと72.68
ない71.61
する71.24
また72.19
71.38
いい72.05
して71.31
れる81.22
思う81.61
少し82.13
81.87
そんな81.84
告白83.52
だって82.30
のに82.21
しまう92.03
てる91.65
101.59
そう言う102.36
様に101.76
でも111.70
いる131.00
132.51
その131.44
だった141.58
って151.78
151.48
171.04
181.04
191.16

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