"My childhood friend says I'm cool and impressive, but I'm actually a coward and a craven person."

"My childhood friend says I'm cool and impressive, but I'm actually a coward and a craven person."

笹 塔五郎

I—Yuko Kitofuji—have someone I love. I can't remember when it started anymore, but I've loved her for so long. She says I'm cool and cool-headed, but that's not true. I'm a coward and a fraud—someone who can't even convey what I want to say. Yet there is someone who loves me despite what I am. Someone of the same gender—a girl. After receiving a confession for the nth time, I rejected her as usual. It took so much courage, yet I couldn't accept it. The name of the person I love is Akka Sada. We've been childhood friends since elementary school, and we've been together through middle and high school. That Akka showed up at the scene of someone confessing to me. This is nothing unusual—Akka always teases me as she always does. But that's fine—as long as that relationship is maintained, I don't mind. Precisely because I've always thought that way, I am a coward and a fraud. But today was slightly different. Though there was something like momentum behind it, I took a step forward toward Akka. ※This is a work also posted to 'Yuri Literature,' an event being held on pixiv.

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Reading Time
48 min
Words 1,966
Sentences 259
Characters 3,851
Unique Words 617
1-Occurrence Words
394
Unique Kanji 357
1-Occurrence Kanji
180
Avg Word Difficulty 2.11
Avg Sentence Length 7.6

Word List (617 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
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後12.36
速く13.79
一言13.11
得意13.23
早13.69
もん12.71
をして12.06
かも12.76
なんか12.48
上12.23
花の顔15.78
でもある12.97
触発14.74
良いこと13.92
姿12.21
に付けて13.65
ことが出来る12.88
すら12.67
分かる12.00
冷たい13.11
お互い13.30
引く12.90
隠す13.08
一歩13.21
後から13.69
克く12.46
運動13.74
求める13.21
男女13.58
通り12.74
なー13.13
と共に12.60
常識13.40
日12.53
だんだん13.78
て言うか13.79
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囲う13.93
直ぐ12.97
慣れた13.44
想い13.32
百合14.17
曖昧13.67
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えへへ13.96
こちら12.29
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駆けつける13.76
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駆け13.38
意味12.49
出口13.76
付き合う13.28
ふざける13.70
ふざけ14.01
これは12.28
どうしよう13.29
表情12.35
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どれだけ13.08
訴える13.79
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適す14.33
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呼ぶ12.52
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花丸15.49
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前に12.25
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時間12.25
同時に12.65
知る12.11
行為13.26
面13.13
直ぐに12.43
僧尼12.52
ふくよか14.69

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