"My childhood friend says I'm cool and impressive, but I'm actually a coward and a craven person."

"My childhood friend says I'm cool and impressive, but I'm actually a coward and a craven person."

笹 塔五郎

I—Yuko Kitofuji—have someone I love. I can't remember when it started anymore, but I've loved her for so long. She says I'm cool and cool-headed, but that's not true. I'm a coward and a fraud—someone who can't even convey what I want to say. Yet there is someone who loves me despite what I am. Someone of the same gender—a girl. After receiving a confession for the nth time, I rejected her as usual. It took so much courage, yet I couldn't accept it. The name of the person I love is Akka Sada. We've been childhood friends since elementary school, and we've been together through middle and high school. That Akka showed up at the scene of someone confessing to me. This is nothing unusual—Akka always teases me as she always does. But that's fine—as long as that relationship is maintained, I don't mind. Precisely because I've always thought that way, I am a coward and a fraud. But today was slightly different. Though there was something like momentum behind it, I took a step forward toward Akka. ※This is a work also posted to 'Yuri Literature,' an event being held on pixiv.

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Reading Time
48 min
Words 1,966
Sentences 259
Characters 3,851
Unique Words 617
1-Occurrence Words
394
Unique Kanji 357
1-Occurrence Kanji
180
Avg Word Difficulty 2.11
Avg Sentence Length 7.6

Word List (617 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
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意味12.49
慣れた13.44
誓う13.69
挙げた13.28
12.54
四日13.94
速く13.79
公開13.94
直ぐに12.43
そりゃ13.16
事がある12.89
奇行14.54
何処でも14.08
で候13.44
ことが出来る12.88
抱き寄せる14.70
呼ぶ12.52
時間12.25
何とか12.77
13.23
逸らす13.35
13.42
求める13.21
直球14.57
ジャーナリズム16.46
訴える13.79
維持13.34
触発14.74
12.36
やない14.25
しようもない14.13
時には13.07
口づけ14.34
理由12.47
訪れる13.20
丸で12.60
食べる12.42
決定13.43
これから12.69
勇気ある14.91
出来れば13.04
呼吸13.43
なので12.48
驚く12.62
後から13.69
ちゃう12.74
ビシッと14.49
思ってもいない15.03
13.90
凄い12.72
見渡す13.63
恋愛対象14.87
ながら11.91
12.69
ではない12.28
すらも13.69
負担13.51
出し12.32
話し12.77
とする12.60
ばつ14.73
微笑む13.01
どうしたの13.34
あーあ14.23
欲しい12.46
染まる13.39
12.23
時折13.49
13.75
会う12.62
身体12.49
たり12.26
受け取る13.03
何か12.12
話す12.73
練習13.24
突き放す14.35
自覚13.31
13.28
不意討ち15.22
済みません13.21
ってば13.84
聞こえ12.93
同時に12.65
囲う13.93
胸元13.60
未だ12.14
こんな風に13.80
常識13.40
問わず14.02
晒す13.59
隠す13.08
あいたっ15.24
現場13.55
11.96
行動12.64
いえ12.75
妖怪13.86
12.39

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