There has never been a single day when I wrote because it was fun.

There has never been a single day when I wrote because it was fun.

足軽三郎

What was supposed to be enjoyable as a hobby at first no longer feels fun when you realize it. Haven't you experienced something like this? I have. Starting from a certain day, my motivation to write novels ceased to be because it was enjoyable. What is the cause of it no longer being fun? What kind of mechanism caused this to happen? And why do I continue writing even though it's no longer enjoyable? Here is an essay where I've organized my thoughts on these questions.

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Reading Time
20 min
Words 737
Sentences 57
Characters 1,567
Unique Words 356
1-Occurrence Words
260
Unique Kanji 247
1-Occurrence Kanji
143
Avg Word Difficulty 2.22
Avg Sentence Length 12.9

Word List (356 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
期待12.90
綺麗ごと15.33
整理13.62
ものの12.77
どんな12.69
取っ付きやすい16.39
と言うのは12.57
と比べて13.79
様になる13.45
しかも12.72
直面14.43
生まれる13.03
積む13.41
それ12.40
やり直す14.36
無い12.25
しか12.33
苦しい13.37
書き手15.16
動機14.23
やる12.13
14.31
とは11.95
苦悩14.20
優れた13.66
吐く12.90
上記14.65
なら12.00
幾ど12.84
執筆14.29
いとも簡単に14.63
普通12.64
そう11.75
世界12.18
12.04
以来13.53
12.57
と言われる13.54
多数13.54
手軽14.39
行く11.99
一つ12.53
なのだ12.41
12.02
少なくとも13.05
価値13.23
どこか12.70
優劣14.70
して11.31
生じる13.47
折れ13.68
他人13.24
歪む13.51
答え12.75
ある種14.04
他者13.68
として11.89
理想論15.14
前に12.25
という物12.99
経過13.58
更に12.42
11.86
チャンス13.55
最初12.54
読み13.20
同様13.31
どう12.34
反面14.26
を通して13.48
そうになる13.49
当たり前13.08
こうなると14.11
今思えば14.46
考え12.19
許し13.29
では11.75
大小14.12
11.87
に対する12.99
ながら11.91
存在12.32
新作14.13
殊に12.16
12.99
入る12.14
好き12.59
確率的15.47
愛着14.49
にしても13.12
し得る14.39
初心者13.76
気がつく13.38
あやふや14.47
一人12.46
好きなだけ14.20
11.75
全然13.10
12.55
中にも14.00

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