There has never been a single day when I wrote because it was fun.

There has never been a single day when I wrote because it was fun.

足軽三郎

What was supposed to be enjoyable as a hobby at first no longer feels fun when you realize it. Haven't you experienced something like this? I have. Starting from a certain day, my motivation to write novels ceased to be because it was enjoyable. What is the cause of it no longer being fun? What kind of mechanism caused this to happen? And why do I continue writing even though it's no longer enjoyable? Here is an essay where I've organized my thoughts on these questions.

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Words 737
Sentences 57
Characters 1,567
Unique Words 356
1-Occurrence Words
260
Unique Kanji 247
1-Occurrence Kanji
143
Avg Word Difficulty 2.22
Avg Sentence Length 12.9

Word List (356 words)

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折れ13.68
次のように15.09
皆無13.79
もの11.96
チャンス13.55
取り残す14.19
嘴12.99
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の様に12.34
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ならば12.57
に対する12.99
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ても11.96
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優劣14.70
気12.13
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と言うのは12.57
答え12.75
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作14.04
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共12.85
では11.75
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か11.46
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前に12.25
声12.02
板11.29
抔12.04
もう12.11
読み13.20
推敲15.26

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