There has never been a single day when I wrote because it was fun.

There has never been a single day when I wrote because it was fun.

足軽三郎

What was supposed to be enjoyable as a hobby at first no longer feels fun when you realize it. Haven't you experienced something like this? I have. Starting from a certain day, my motivation to write novels ceased to be because it was enjoyable. What is the cause of it no longer being fun? What kind of mechanism caused this to happen? And why do I continue writing even though it's no longer enjoyable? Here is an essay where I've organized my thoughts on these questions.

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Reading Time
20 min
Words 737
Sentences 57
Characters 1,567
Unique Words 356
1-Occurrence Words
260
Unique Kanji 247
1-Occurrence Kanji
143
Avg Word Difficulty 2.22
Avg Sentence Length 12.9

Word List (356 words)

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あっ11.98
ゴミ13.82
こう12.92
ろう14.51
という物12.99
と言うことは13.00
11.60
幾ど12.84
しかも12.72
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人達13.16
コミカライズ14.06
では11.75
13.89
の様に12.34
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切る12.91
12.04
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好きなだけ14.20
整理13.62
優れた13.66
一年13.42
しか12.33
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ここ12.11
12.85
なら12.00
本気で13.19
12.99
多数13.54
折れ13.68
回る12.52
やる12.13
もう12.11
初心者13.76
否応なく14.69
優れて13.90
あの人13.29
自覚13.31
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にしても13.12
とは11.95
11.87
戸惑い13.73
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行く11.99
折り14.28
プレッシャー14.06
多分12.94
12.55
一番12.58
中にも14.00
大切13.25
12.13
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自問14.76
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12.02
正論14.12
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いとも簡単に14.63
僅か13.17
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優位14.06
もっとも12.94
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答え12.75
こう言う12.87
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して11.31
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のに12.21
理想論15.14
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には11.57
強迫観念15.18
反面14.26
12.62
今思えば14.46
と比べて13.79
吐く12.90
低下13.67
手軽14.39
ではある12.91

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