There has never been a single day when I wrote because it was fun.

There has never been a single day when I wrote because it was fun.

足軽三郎

What was supposed to be enjoyable as a hobby at first no longer feels fun when you realize it. Haven't you experienced something like this? I have. Starting from a certain day, my motivation to write novels ceased to be because it was enjoyable. What is the cause of it no longer being fun? What kind of mechanism caused this to happen? And why do I continue writing even though it's no longer enjoyable? Here is an essay where I've organized my thoughts on these questions.

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Reading Time
20 min
Words 737
Sentences 57
Characters 1,567
Unique Words 356
1-Occurrence Words
260
Unique Kanji 247
1-Occurrence Kanji
143
Avg Word Difficulty 2.22
Avg Sentence Length 12.9

Word List (356 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
思える12.63
私自身13.95
コミカライズ14.06
許す12.89
と共に12.60
爆死15.36
ずい分13.33
立場12.93
一日13.24
生まれる13.03
回る12.52
12.91
問う13.22
あの人13.29
しまった12.19
苦悩14.20
合う12.87
の様に12.34
価値13.23
錯覚13.81
12.57
売上14.61
なら12.00
発生13.13
あれ12.23
きっかけ13.69
続ける12.56
ろう14.51
そう11.75
確率的15.47
チャンス13.55
11.60
に対する12.99
ゴミ13.82
12.04
始める12.48
という物12.99
適用14.32
12.99
殿12.18
取っ付きやすい16.39
前に12.25
更に12.42
吐く12.90
しかも12.72
格差14.60
ある種14.04
僅か13.17
しか12.33
ダメ12.93
打ち切り14.87
どこか12.70
14.31
与え12.95
全く12.49
推敲15.26
整理13.62
に依る12.76
片隅13.91
一人12.46
ため22.26
状況22.49
立つ22.58
人間22.21
21.75
気にする23.51
21.04
21.71
また22.19
22.15
なり22.48
出来る22.15
より22.31
抱く22.83
感じる22.58
あり22.26
下土22.58
あの22.00
フィクション24.71
紡ぐ23.79
される22.48
趣味23.37
ない21.61
だから21.99
であれば22.92
紛れ23.73
ランキング24.04
或いは22.96
ユーザー24.53
小説家24.45
一人一人24.21
未だ22.14
投稿23.57
評価23.17
落胆24.10
底荷22.49
哭く22.05
22.53
22.26
だが21.83

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