There has never been a single day when I wrote because it was fun.

There has never been a single day when I wrote because it was fun.

足軽三郎

What was supposed to be enjoyable as a hobby at first no longer feels fun when you realize it. Haven't you experienced something like this? I have. Starting from a certain day, my motivation to write novels ceased to be because it was enjoyable. What is the cause of it no longer being fun? What kind of mechanism caused this to happen? And why do I continue writing even though it's no longer enjoyable? Here is an essay where I've organized my thoughts on these questions.

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Reading Time
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Words 737
Sentences 57
Characters 1,567
Unique Words 356
1-Occurrence Words
260
Unique Kanji 247
1-Occurrence Kanji
143
Avg Word Difficulty 2.22
Avg Sentence Length 12.9

Word List (356 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
の様に12.34
13.00
どこか12.70
否応なく14.69
気がつく13.38
11.60
もの11.96
当たり前13.08
と言われる13.54
それでも12.43
13.14
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優れた13.66
多い12.52
コミカライズ14.06
存在12.32
12.02
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好きなだけ14.20
厳然15.30
しかも12.72
読者14.10
はっきり13.06
執筆14.29
上記14.65
ここ12.11
折れ13.68
と共に12.60
取り残す14.19
プレッシャー14.06
なら12.00
実績13.87
殿12.18
強迫観念15.18
期待12.90
折り14.28
直面14.43
大切13.25
12.99
喜ぶ13.26
事がある12.89
立場12.93
に取って12.44
これは12.28
きっかけ13.69
14.31
答え12.75
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克く12.46
人達13.16
手軽14.39
間違い13.21
前に12.25
様になる13.45
チャンス13.55
知り合う14.06
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生じる13.47
錯覚13.81
とは11.95
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ため22.26
感じる22.58
下土22.58
ない21.61
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あり22.26
小説家24.45
また22.19
評価23.17
哭く22.05
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紡ぐ23.79
ユーザー24.53
落胆24.10
される22.48
抱く22.83
あの22.00
ランキング24.04
投稿23.57
より22.31
だが21.83
底荷22.49
だから21.99
であれば22.92
なり22.48
或いは22.96
その21.44
それが22.31
22.26
22.53
フィクション24.71
紛れ23.73
人間22.21
21.04
22.15
出来る22.15
21.71

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