There has never been a single day when I wrote because it was fun.

There has never been a single day when I wrote because it was fun.

足軽三郎

What was supposed to be enjoyable as a hobby at first no longer feels fun when you realize it. Haven't you experienced something like this? I have. Starting from a certain day, my motivation to write novels ceased to be because it was enjoyable. What is the cause of it no longer being fun? What kind of mechanism caused this to happen? And why do I continue writing even though it's no longer enjoyable? Here is an essay where I've organized my thoughts on these questions.

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Reading Time
20 min
Words 737
Sentences 57
Characters 1,567
Unique Words 356
1-Occurrence Words
260
Unique Kanji 247
1-Occurrence Kanji
143
Avg Word Difficulty 2.22
Avg Sentence Length 12.9

Word List (356 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
否応なく14.69
同様13.31
中にも14.00
しまった12.19
に依る12.76
強迫観念15.18
戸惑い13.73
しか12.33
何時からか14.86
以来13.53
13.14
あれ12.23
最初12.54
果ては14.43
いい12.05
と言われる13.54
愛着14.49
正直12.91
ユーザーインターフェース16.45
問う13.22
一年13.42
全く12.49
初心者13.76
ここ12.11
ろう14.51
関わり13.90
離れ13.00
様になる13.45
14.31
コミカライズ14.06
克く12.46
あっ11.98
もう12.11
無くなる13.38
行く11.99
回る12.52
一人12.46
他人13.24
良い12.17
許し13.29
と共に12.60
12.57
ながら11.91
という物12.99
多数13.54
冒頭14.56
幾ど12.84
自覚13.31
切る12.91
それでも12.43
反面14.26
完全12.65
無い12.25
と比べて13.79
喜ぶ13.26
積む13.41
を通して13.48
成功13.02
せずに13.22
執筆14.29
出来る22.15
状況22.49
評価23.17
未だ22.14
紛れ23.73
人間22.21
その21.44
哭く22.05
される22.48
だから21.99
趣味23.37
底荷22.49
投稿23.57
小説家24.45
ランキング24.04
ため22.26
21.04
落胆24.10
より22.31
あり22.26
なり22.48
抱く22.83
21.71
ない21.61
紡ぐ23.79
感じる22.58
22.26
また22.19
だが21.83
フィクション24.71
21.75
しまう22.03
一人一人24.21
22.53
それが22.31
ユーザー24.53
立つ22.58
あの22.00
であれば22.92
或いは22.96

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