There has never been a single day when I wrote because it was fun.

There has never been a single day when I wrote because it was fun.

足軽三郎

What was supposed to be enjoyable as a hobby at first no longer feels fun when you realize it. Haven't you experienced something like this? I have. Starting from a certain day, my motivation to write novels ceased to be because it was enjoyable. What is the cause of it no longer being fun? What kind of mechanism caused this to happen? And why do I continue writing even though it's no longer enjoyable? Here is an essay where I've organized my thoughts on these questions.

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Reading Time
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Words 737
Sentences 57
Characters 1,567
Unique Words 356
1-Occurrence Words
260
Unique Kanji 247
1-Occurrence Kanji
143
Avg Word Difficulty 2.22
Avg Sentence Length 12.9

Word List (356 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
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こそ12.75
象徴13.85
掠り14.81
筆14.31
適用14.32
取っ付きやすい16.39
自問14.76
アニメ化15.21
あやふや14.47
行く11.99
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プレッシャー14.06
好きなだけ14.20
ろう14.51
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可能性12.61
大切13.25
ではある12.91
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しかし12.08
ここ12.11
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創造13.79
し11.60
爆死15.36
もう12.11
戸惑い13.73
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しまった12.19
後で12.94
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ゴミ13.82
優位14.06
そう11.75
と言うのは12.57
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他12.34
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ても11.96
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丈21.71
や21.75
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日22.53
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時22.26
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或いは22.96
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される22.48
であれば22.92
だから21.99
投稿23.57
それが22.31
ランキング24.04
人間22.21
ため22.26
その21.44
下土22.58
しまう22.03

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