There has never been a single day when I wrote because it was fun.

There has never been a single day when I wrote because it was fun.

足軽三郎

What was supposed to be enjoyable as a hobby at first no longer feels fun when you realize it. Haven't you experienced something like this? I have. Starting from a certain day, my motivation to write novels ceased to be because it was enjoyable. What is the cause of it no longer being fun? What kind of mechanism caused this to happen? And why do I continue writing even though it's no longer enjoyable? Here is an essay where I've organized my thoughts on these questions.

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Reading Time
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Words 737
Sentences 57
Characters 1,567
Unique Words 356
1-Occurrence Words
260
Unique Kanji 247
1-Occurrence Kanji
143
Avg Word Difficulty 2.22
Avg Sentence Length 12.9

Word List (356 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
中にも14.00
強迫観念15.18
普通12.64
世界12.18
取り残す14.19
自問14.76
事がある12.89
問題12.39
12.34
最初12.54
様な11.80
こう12.92
僅か13.17
12.85
なのだ12.41
一番12.58
書き手15.16
反面14.26
しか12.33
はっきり13.06
ずい分13.33
読者14.10
本気で13.19
新作14.13
読み13.20
メリット13.79
それ12.40
12.13
歪む13.51
次のように15.09
今思えば14.46
と言うことは13.00
片隅13.91
正直12.91
11.60
大切13.25
第二13.20
そんな11.84
ではある12.91
不眠症15.70
掠り14.81
まとめて13.56
付け12.69
と言うのは12.57
生じる13.47
しまった12.19
いえ12.75
優劣14.70
みたいな12.70
少なくとも13.05
突き詰める14.63
プレッシャー14.06
を通して13.48
格差14.60
確率的15.47
整理13.62
上記14.65
象徴13.85
どこか12.70
もう12.11
皆無13.79
13.14
ダメ12.93
許す12.89
11.75
良い12.17
動機14.23
以来13.53
には11.57
人達13.16
ながら11.91
やり直す14.36
恐らく12.72
こんなに13.14
13.00
発生13.13
あの人13.29
彼方12.51
爆死15.36
好き12.59
創造13.79
と共に12.60
様になる13.45
と比べて13.79
全然13.10
大小14.12
アニメ化15.21
切る12.91
あれ12.23
そうになる13.49
では11.75
一日13.24
きっかけ13.69
どんな12.69
但し13.11
ここ12.11
失敗13.02
私自身13.95
全く12.49
可能性12.61

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