There has never been a single day when I wrote because it was fun.

There has never been a single day when I wrote because it was fun.

足軽三郎

What was supposed to be enjoyable as a hobby at first no longer feels fun when you realize it. Haven't you experienced something like this? I have. Starting from a certain day, my motivation to write novels ceased to be because it was enjoyable. What is the cause of it no longer being fun? What kind of mechanism caused this to happen? And why do I continue writing even though it's no longer enjoyable? Here is an essay where I've organized my thoughts on these questions.

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Reading Time
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Words 737
Sentences 57
Characters 1,567
Unique Words 356
1-Occurrence Words
260
Unique Kanji 247
1-Occurrence Kanji
143
Avg Word Difficulty 2.22
Avg Sentence Length 12.9

Word List (356 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
答え12.75
懸12.62
あれ12.23
手軽14.39
そう11.75
正論14.12
一日13.24
入る12.14
爆死15.36
こう12.92
には11.57
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せずに13.22
多数13.54
しか12.33
一人12.46
好きなだけ14.20
もっとも12.94
では11.75
か11.46
優劣14.70
積む13.41
フェア14.48
もう12.11
しまった12.19
様になる13.45
価値13.23
多分12.94
まとめる13.82
発生13.13
戸惑い13.73
そうになる13.49
今思えば14.46
気がつく13.38
どう12.34
はっきり13.06
立場12.93
して11.31
人11.87
繰り返す13.34
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ろう14.51
あやふや14.47
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夢12.91
少なくとも13.05
プレッシャー14.06
大多数14.25
チャンス13.55
なのだ12.41
否応なく14.69
折り14.28
知り合う14.06
と言うのは12.57
しかも12.72
やる12.13
回る12.52
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という物12.99
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ここ12.11
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メリット13.79
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ても11.96
象徴13.85
折れ13.68
自問14.76
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果ては14.43
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心12.57
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合う12.87
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声12.02
だった11.58
許す12.89
共12.85
恐らく12.72
優れて13.90
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低下13.67
生じる13.47
と共に12.60
し得る14.39
したい12.75
私達12.90
もの11.96
しかし12.08
思える12.63
世界12.18

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