I was confronted with a broken engagement, so I asked my boyfriend to hold me one more time before we broke up. Six months later, he died as a result of holding me.

I was confronted with a broken engagement, so I asked my boyfriend to hold me one more time before we broke up. Six months later, he died as a result of holding me.

柚木崎 史乃

My fiancé was studying abroad. Since he was going to return soon, I had been looking forward to the day we would be reunited. One day, I was unfortunately attacked by a thug. As misfortunes tend to come in succession, I fell ill shortly after. While in poor health, I had only the reunion with my fiancé to cling to emotionally, but upon his return, he said this right off the bat: "I want to break off our engagement." If his feelings had changed, there was nothing to be done about it, and I reluctantly agreed, though it pained me. However, in exchange, I made one selfish request. "Would you hold me just one more time before we break up?" When I asked this, he granted my selfish wish. And then, half a year later. News of his death reached me. Furthermore, it seems his new girlfriend also died soon after, following him. ──According to my attending physician, the deaths of those two were caused by me.

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Words 2,599
Sentences 280
Characters 5,124
Unique Words 981
1-Occurrence Words
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Unique Kanji 564
1-Occurrence Kanji
244
Avg Word Difficulty 2.17
Avg Sentence Length 9.3

Word List (981 words)

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1170.41
1120.56
960.28
930.48
820.48
740.54
521.50
500.77
340.86
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291.29
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211.38
から201.17
して191.31
181.04
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152.13
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121.16
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121.04
あの122.00
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91.71
91.48
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81.46
その81.44
しまう82.03
81.41
婚約者73.09
こんな72.33
72.13
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71.96
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には71.57
71.91
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71.89
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61.60
62.31
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62.26
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51.99
せる52.17
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もう52.11
52.15
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けど41.79
んだ41.80
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かも知れない42.21
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43.20
42.36
42.13
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言葉41.96
42.15
症状44.00
まま42.40
42.12
42.11
42.33
殊に42.16
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