I was confronted with a broken engagement, so I asked my boyfriend to hold me one more time before we broke up. Six months later, he died as a result of holding me.

I was confronted with a broken engagement, so I asked my boyfriend to hold me one more time before we broke up. Six months later, he died as a result of holding me.

柚木崎 史乃

My fiancé was studying abroad. Since he was going to return soon, I had been looking forward to the day we would be reunited. One day, I was unfortunately attacked by a thug. As misfortunes tend to come in succession, I fell ill shortly after. While in poor health, I had only the reunion with my fiancé to cling to emotionally, but upon his return, he said this right off the bat: "I want to break off our engagement." If his feelings had changed, there was nothing to be done about it, and I reluctantly agreed, though it pained me. However, in exchange, I made one selfish request. "Would you hold me just one more time before we break up?" When I asked this, he granted my selfish wish. And then, half a year later. News of his death reached me. Furthermore, it seems his new girlfriend also died soon after, following him. ──According to my attending physician, the deaths of those two were caused by me.

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Words 2,599
Sentences 280
Characters 5,124
Unique Words 981
1-Occurrence Words
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Unique Kanji 564
1-Occurrence Kanji
244
Avg Word Difficulty 2.17
Avg Sentence Length 9.3

Word List (981 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
実姉15.43
らしい12.54
旅立つ13.92
やっぱり12.64
ながらも12.88
歩く12.65
信じられない13.47
退屈13.79
我慢13.21
付く12.78
会場13.33
飲み物13.74
優れた13.66
12.96
帰る12.52
嫌う13.34
12.60
犯人13.57
メイド13.08
よし12.94
体裁よく16.81
死因14.50
当然12.54
ずば抜ける14.75
正直12.91
大戦14.05
発症14.57
責任13.30
交わす13.24
一向に13.92
繰り返し13.34
取り13.16
何時もより13.79
佝僂12.10
早々13.54
見聞を広める15.52
愛しい13.98
作る12.24
座り込む13.74
めそめそ15.30
仕様12.43
至って13.57
12.15
数週間14.52
11.97
免疫細胞16.89
無事13.09
愛し13.36
被害者13.81
塡まる14.18
表情12.35
気の置けない15.22
ぐっと13.80
しかし12.08
道理で14.11
それが12.31
釈然14.36
懺悔14.52
13.39
借り13.40
はい12.31
期間13.58
もう少し13.00
どうしても13.16
等々14.16
聞き覚えがある14.84
読み13.20
12.85
来る12.08
いつ13.24
問題点14.29
一年13.42
未練たらたら15.80
思しき13.93
口の端14.08
申し訳ありません13.44
手入れ13.12
あーあ14.23
取っ13.00
どうして12.71
その儘12.51
男爵13.29
身体12.49
談笑14.07
からして13.45
徐々に13.30
後を追う14.30
近く12.69
さっき12.78
休む13.22
13.47
座る12.78
13.21
目の保養14.95
訪ねる13.68
夜会13.82
そんな馬鹿な14.31
さて12.78
未練がましい14.98
背中12.80
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