I was confronted with a broken engagement, so I asked my boyfriend to hold me one more time before we broke up. Six months later, he died as a result of holding me.

I was confronted with a broken engagement, so I asked my boyfriend to hold me one more time before we broke up. Six months later, he died as a result of holding me.

柚木崎 史乃

My fiancé was studying abroad. Since he was going to return soon, I had been looking forward to the day we would be reunited. One day, I was unfortunately attacked by a thug. As misfortunes tend to come in succession, I fell ill shortly after. While in poor health, I had only the reunion with my fiancé to cling to emotionally, but upon his return, he said this right off the bat: "I want to break off our engagement." If his feelings had changed, there was nothing to be done about it, and I reluctantly agreed, though it pained me. However, in exchange, I made one selfish request. "Would you hold me just one more time before we break up?" When I asked this, he granted my selfish wish. And then, half a year later. News of his death reached me. Furthermore, it seems his new girlfriend also died soon after, following him. ──According to my attending physician, the deaths of those two were caused by me.

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Words 2,599
Sentences 280
Characters 5,124
Unique Words 981
1-Occurrence Words
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Unique Kanji 564
1-Occurrence Kanji
244
Avg Word Difficulty 2.17
Avg Sentence Length 9.3

Word List (981 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
謝罪13.36
一日も早く15.26
正直12.91
切れる13.26
全身全霊14.39
それ12.40
間近13.76
確かに12.39
暮12.46
支え13.37
一角13.65
知らせ13.68
眠気14.06
作業着14.83
と言うことは13.00
退職14.80
一呼吸14.59
具合13.52
スラム街14.20
違和感13.28
二12.60
犯人13.57
無理12.63
付き合い13.50
嬉しい12.74
縋る13.77
側12.68
道理で14.11
ひたすら13.47
気が引ける14.49
安心12.88
読み13.20
先祖13.97
思しき13.93
呟く12.77
獄中15.49
選ぶ12.84
どうしたの13.34
逸る14.51
ダメ男15.48
夏風邪15.81
長居14.34
早くても14.91
よりも12.48
来る12.08
未練たらたら15.80
徐に13.96
一人12.46
重い13.10
かと思えば13.93
背後12.92
横に13.00
その頃13.75
其れだけ12.66
奴12.57
本当のところ14.68
助け13.10
一説14.88
わけが無い13.49
無理やり13.54
大戦14.05
見据える13.53
浮かぶ12.94
出来る12.15
いつ13.24
内容12.74
何だい13.95
巴豆12.47
ノック13.54
どっと14.44
プライド13.80
それが12.31
精神13.21
かも知れません13.08
言う通り13.39
強い12.36
弟子12.49
歩く12.65
聞き入れる14.27
放心状態14.89
死亡13.75
沢山12.94
皆12.30
いらっしゃる13.26
よな12.69
外国14.10
優れた13.66
うーん13.12
医学14.61
出し12.32
駆使13.94
黒幕14.06
所謂13.49
弟13.14
返す12.90
疲れ13.16
無さそう13.37
気まずい13.71
交ず12.82
風邪13.90
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