I was confronted with a broken engagement, so I asked my boyfriend to hold me one more time before we broke up. Six months later, he died as a result of holding me.

I was confronted with a broken engagement, so I asked my boyfriend to hold me one more time before we broke up. Six months later, he died as a result of holding me.

柚木崎 史乃

My fiancé was studying abroad. Since he was going to return soon, I had been looking forward to the day we would be reunited. One day, I was unfortunately attacked by a thug. As misfortunes tend to come in succession, I fell ill shortly after. While in poor health, I had only the reunion with my fiancé to cling to emotionally, but upon his return, he said this right off the bat: "I want to break off our engagement." If his feelings had changed, there was nothing to be done about it, and I reluctantly agreed, though it pained me. However, in exchange, I made one selfish request. "Would you hold me just one more time before we break up?" When I asked this, he granted my selfish wish. And then, half a year later. News of his death reached me. Furthermore, it seems his new girlfriend also died soon after, following him. ──According to my attending physician, the deaths of those two were caused by me.

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Words 2,599
Sentences 280
Characters 5,124
Unique Words 981
1-Occurrence Words
674
Unique Kanji 564
1-Occurrence Kanji
244
Avg Word Difficulty 2.17
Avg Sentence Length 9.3

Word List (981 words)

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1170.41
1120.56
960.28
930.48
820.48
740.54
521.50
500.77
340.86
マル313.78
291.29
セル293.85
いる241.00
こと231.30
211.38
から201.17
して191.31
181.04
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152.13
だった151.58
れる131.22
121.16
121.04
先生122.72
あの122.00
けれど102.43
91.71
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言う91.56
91.48
その81.44
81.41
81.46
しまう82.03
彼の72.60
気持ち72.61
なる71.37
71.91
71.96
には71.57
しまった72.19
婚約者73.09
71.89
こんな72.33
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72.13
手紙73.07
のだ61.65
62.26
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ても61.96
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62.31
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61.60
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もう52.11
彼女51.98
気づく52.78
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51.99
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そんな51.84
前に52.25
52.15
そうだ52.18
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せる52.17
43.20
持つ42.02
ええ42.61
んです42.32
に取って42.44
けど41.79
思う41.61
42.11
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んだ41.80
ですか42.36
殊に42.16
殿42.18
魔力42.17
かも知れない42.21
だから41.99
セル画45.08
魔導士43.93
42.15
42.33
42.36
早く42.72
言葉41.96
感染症44.96
41.64
症状44.00
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