I was confronted with a broken engagement, so I asked my boyfriend to hold me one more time before we broke up. Six months later, he died as a result of holding me.

I was confronted with a broken engagement, so I asked my boyfriend to hold me one more time before we broke up. Six months later, he died as a result of holding me.

柚木崎 史乃

My fiancé was studying abroad. Since he was going to return soon, I had been looking forward to the day we would be reunited. One day, I was unfortunately attacked by a thug. As misfortunes tend to come in succession, I fell ill shortly after. While in poor health, I had only the reunion with my fiancé to cling to emotionally, but upon his return, he said this right off the bat: "I want to break off our engagement." If his feelings had changed, there was nothing to be done about it, and I reluctantly agreed, though it pained me. However, in exchange, I made one selfish request. "Would you hold me just one more time before we break up?" When I asked this, he granted my selfish wish. And then, half a year later. News of his death reached me. Furthermore, it seems his new girlfriend also died soon after, following him. ──According to my attending physician, the deaths of those two were caused by me.

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Words 2,599
Sentences 280
Characters 5,124
Unique Words 981
1-Occurrence Words
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Unique Kanji 564
1-Occurrence Kanji
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Avg Word Difficulty 2.17
Avg Sentence Length 9.3

Word List (981 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
処方14.88
仕様12.43
婚約破棄13.72
付く12.78
お香13.15
11.96
助け13.10
さっき12.78
ノック13.54
底荷12.49
ボサボサ14.64
呟く12.77
12.96
13.39
気分12.99
と言っても過言ではない14.27
お陰で13.60
参加者13.85
了い13.04
進行13.82
悲しみ13.79
仮説14.14
伯爵12.86
決心14.13
ったら13.88
感覚12.95
話し始める14.39
回る12.52
沢山12.94
宥める13.82
歳月14.57
言い方13.46
一礼13.63
詰まるところ14.25
ご免なさい13.18
正直12.91
での12.60
あーあ14.23
格好悪い14.82
耐える13.10
全て12.32
姑く12.89
休む13.22
弟子12.49
別に12.69
予感13.35
口の端14.08
どうしたん13.53
態度12.94
安心12.88
どうか13.04
メイド13.08
歩度12.23
ずっと12.68
もう一度13.13
12.38
かのように13.02
願い13.38
11.96
と言うと13.52
可哀想13.78
プライド13.80
隙間13.44
つかぬ事15.21
12.74
私自身13.95
喪失感14.68
求める13.21
12.85
見る12.00
何となく13.07
わけが無い13.49
恋仲14.70
あくまでも13.48
わざわざ13.09
12.60
だが11.83
12.74
11.97
一角13.65
そうです12.73
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