I was confronted with a broken engagement, so I asked my boyfriend to hold me one more time before we broke up. Six months later, he died as a result of holding me.

I was confronted with a broken engagement, so I asked my boyfriend to hold me one more time before we broke up. Six months later, he died as a result of holding me.

柚木崎 史乃

My fiancé was studying abroad. Since he was going to return soon, I had been looking forward to the day we would be reunited. One day, I was unfortunately attacked by a thug. As misfortunes tend to come in succession, I fell ill shortly after. While in poor health, I had only the reunion with my fiancé to cling to emotionally, but upon his return, he said this right off the bat: "I want to break off our engagement." If his feelings had changed, there was nothing to be done about it, and I reluctantly agreed, though it pained me. However, in exchange, I made one selfish request. "Would you hold me just one more time before we break up?" When I asked this, he granted my selfish wish. And then, half a year later. News of his death reached me. Furthermore, it seems his new girlfriend also died soon after, following him. ──According to my attending physician, the deaths of those two were caused by me.

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Words 2,599
Sentences 280
Characters 5,124
Unique Words 981
1-Occurrence Words
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Unique Kanji 564
1-Occurrence Kanji
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Avg Word Difficulty 2.17
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Word List (981 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
助13.09
部屋12.30
返事12.98
それでも12.43
訪ねる13.68
つつも13.23
仮説14.14
不安12.89
そこまで12.73
気丈14.44
可愛い12.81
成果13.51
二九14.05
徐に13.96
縋る13.77
一角13.65
最後12.63
丁12.44
全て12.32
変異14.38
整え13.41
ながらも12.88
予感13.35
どうして12.71
更に12.42
垓13.39
シンプル13.78
悲しみ13.79
憔悴14.54
旅立つ13.92
教え12.64
歩く12.65
否応なしに15.09
申し出る14.15
口走る14.25
愛しい13.98
祝詞13.05
くらい12.33
見る12.00
読み13.20
長居14.34
と思ったら13.50
申し訳が立たない15.34
確かに12.39
向いている13.93
別に12.69
異常13.12
お帰りなさい13.97
いずれ13.42
あれ以来14.79
行けない14.06
ずば抜ける14.75
研究13.19
ずっと12.68
死因14.50
五12.47
かも知れません13.08
思い浮かべる13.73
被害者13.81
ようやく12.82
徐々に13.30
その儘12.51
事実12.77
取り13.16
音12.39
まさか12.68
態度12.94
早死に15.12
座る12.78
数年13.75
決して12.91
快く14.08
先祖13.97
同時期14.68
見つけ出す14.21
兄弟13.59
吹き飛ぶ13.58
正邪14.28
許す12.89
船着き場14.82
にも12.03
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