I was confronted with a broken engagement, so I asked my boyfriend to hold me one more time before we broke up. Six months later, he died as a result of holding me.

I was confronted with a broken engagement, so I asked my boyfriend to hold me one more time before we broke up. Six months later, he died as a result of holding me.

柚木崎 史乃

My fiancé was studying abroad. Since he was going to return soon, I had been looking forward to the day we would be reunited. One day, I was unfortunately attacked by a thug. As misfortunes tend to come in succession, I fell ill shortly after. While in poor health, I had only the reunion with my fiancé to cling to emotionally, but upon his return, he said this right off the bat: "I want to break off our engagement." If his feelings had changed, there was nothing to be done about it, and I reluctantly agreed, though it pained me. However, in exchange, I made one selfish request. "Would you hold me just one more time before we break up?" When I asked this, he granted my selfish wish. And then, half a year later. News of his death reached me. Furthermore, it seems his new girlfriend also died soon after, following him. ──According to my attending physician, the deaths of those two were caused by me.

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Sentences 280
Characters 5,124
Unique Words 981
1-Occurrence Words
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Unique Kanji 564
1-Occurrence Kanji
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Avg Word Difficulty 2.17
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難しい12.74
それに12.23
何だか12.94
整え13.41
ハッと13.80
傾げる13.21
信じられない13.47
安静14.48
死に13.20
その日13.31
お香13.15
ニッと14.86
早い12.99
最後12.63
聞こえ12.93
聞き覚えがある14.84
巴豆12.47
犯人13.57
差出人14.66
早々13.54
馬鹿12.99
あんなに13.52
で候13.44
13.01
みっともない14.25
一年間14.49
ダメ男15.48
12.38
そう言えば12.80
相手12.18
もう一度13.13
意に反する15.74
詰まるところ14.25
眠気14.06
笑顔12.66
準備12.67
当たる13.06
責任13.30
態度12.94
会話12.82
呟く12.77
罪悪感13.80
可哀想13.78
肝心13.74
何を12.46
よな12.69
体よく15.44
長居14.34
二十代14.20
医学14.61
喪失感14.68
必死12.99
明日12.80
かと思えば13.93
何故なら13.52
事件13.20
12.30
二人12.19
強い12.36
無症状16.81
正邪14.28
伯爵12.86
一人12.46
欲しい12.46
病む14.31
私自身13.95
寝込む14.29
質の悪い14.92
それを12.10
スラム街14.20
要するに13.62
容赦なく13.80
見知らぬ13.93
否応なしに15.09
一族13.38
見開く13.32
ある日13.73
ボサボサ14.64
返す12.90
小さい12.69
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