I was confronted with a broken engagement, so I asked my boyfriend to hold me one more time before we broke up. Six months later, he died as a result of holding me.

I was confronted with a broken engagement, so I asked my boyfriend to hold me one more time before we broke up. Six months later, he died as a result of holding me.

柚木崎 史乃

My fiancé was studying abroad. Since he was going to return soon, I had been looking forward to the day we would be reunited. One day, I was unfortunately attacked by a thug. As misfortunes tend to come in succession, I fell ill shortly after. While in poor health, I had only the reunion with my fiancé to cling to emotionally, but upon his return, he said this right off the bat: "I want to break off our engagement." If his feelings had changed, there was nothing to be done about it, and I reluctantly agreed, though it pained me. However, in exchange, I made one selfish request. "Would you hold me just one more time before we break up?" When I asked this, he granted my selfish wish. And then, half a year later. News of his death reached me. Furthermore, it seems his new girlfriend also died soon after, following him. ──According to my attending physician, the deaths of those two were caused by me.

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Sentences 280
Characters 5,124
Unique Words 981
1-Occurrence Words
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Unique Kanji 564
1-Occurrence Kanji
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Avg Word Difficulty 2.17
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Word List (981 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
横に13.00
その儘12.51
一日も早く15.26
内容12.74
明日12.80
立ち上がる12.96
可愛い12.81
おっと13.55
成果13.51
避け13.12
相手12.18
もう一度13.13
選ぶ12.84
それ12.40
剔12.60
会話12.82
恵まれる13.79
納得12.79
係る13.24
経験12.96
祝詞13.05
取っ13.00
身なり14.18
それどころか13.58
あーあ14.23
分け12.31
謝罪13.36
異端13.26
様です12.87
かも12.76
医学14.61
数年13.75
みたいだ12.84
膨大13.67
二日13.62
僧尼12.52
からして13.45
眠気14.06
口走る14.25
何時もより13.79
囚われ13.98
どんどん13.33
離れ13.00
来12.47
行けない14.06
苛む14.20
どんなに13.61
ぐっと13.80
浮かぶ12.94
あんなに13.52
欲しい12.46
違う12.29
全身全霊14.39
等々14.16
別に12.69
体よく15.44
そうです12.73
わけでは無い12.90
すると12.35
身体12.49
小さい12.69
勿論12.47
サロペット16.81
先に12.69
幸いにも14.21
別れる13.63
具合13.52
悲しみ13.79
快く14.08
処方14.88
ダメ男15.48
我慢13.21
肌13.16
いるか12.92
その日13.31
退屈13.79
呟く12.77
によって12.54
差出人14.66
問題点14.29
求める13.21
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