I was confronted with a broken engagement, so I asked my boyfriend to hold me one more time before we broke up. Six months later, he died as a result of holding me.

I was confronted with a broken engagement, so I asked my boyfriend to hold me one more time before we broke up. Six months later, he died as a result of holding me.

柚木崎 史乃

My fiancé was studying abroad. Since he was going to return soon, I had been looking forward to the day we would be reunited. One day, I was unfortunately attacked by a thug. As misfortunes tend to come in succession, I fell ill shortly after. While in poor health, I had only the reunion with my fiancé to cling to emotionally, but upon his return, he said this right off the bat: "I want to break off our engagement." If his feelings had changed, there was nothing to be done about it, and I reluctantly agreed, though it pained me. However, in exchange, I made one selfish request. "Would you hold me just one more time before we break up?" When I asked this, he granted my selfish wish. And then, half a year later. News of his death reached me. Furthermore, it seems his new girlfriend also died soon after, following him. ──According to my attending physician, the deaths of those two were caused by me.

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Reading Time
64 min
Words 2,599
Sentences 280
Characters 5,124
Unique Words 981
1-Occurrence Words
674
Unique Kanji 564
1-Occurrence Kanji
244
Avg Word Difficulty 2.17
Avg Sentence Length 9.3

Word List (981 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
腰掛け14.00
奴12.57
なんだ12.26
整え13.41
寝込む14.29
自力13.88
子供12.60
さて12.78
裏切る13.46
酷い13.02
たまに13.27
無理12.63
身なり14.18
ほう12.88
期間13.58
大柄14.04
ある日13.73
廃位13.18
活躍13.42
切れる13.26
沢山12.94
塡まる14.18
思い出す12.70
精神13.21
被せ14.34
丁12.44
庭内12.27
苛む14.20
体裁よく16.81
考える12.30
許す12.89
現実13.06
ご免なさい13.18
傷つける13.50
馬鹿12.99
底荷12.49
大戦14.05
付く12.78
幸いにも14.21
強姦14.88
黒幕14.06
そう言えば12.80
感覚12.95
たり12.26
破落戸14.67
祝詞13.05
読む12.89
否応なしに15.09
変異14.38
事実12.77
祈る13.47
何年13.79
で候13.44
闇12.79
倦怠感14.66
明日12.80
うーん13.12
約13.47
去る13.02
無事13.09
ニカッと14.94
させる12.36
気分12.99
自分でも13.59
表情12.35
気が引ける14.49
それに12.23
嬢13.21
繰り返し13.34
放っておく14.13
そうか12.72
体調不良14.44
傾げる13.21
浮かない顔14.80
あくまでも13.48
一族13.38
致死率15.50
安静14.48
分け12.31
演技13.74
三男14.09
聞こえ12.93
ほぼ13.03
かのように13.02
貴族12.46
責任13.30
肌13.16
魂13.01
見11.96
当時13.28
一向に13.92
大丈夫12.38
体よく15.44
中でも13.22
喪失感14.68
出で立ち14.45
それ12.40
解熱剤15.69
意に反する15.74
憑依14.14

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