I was confronted with a broken engagement, so I asked my boyfriend to hold me one more time before we broke up. Six months later, he died as a result of holding me.

I was confronted with a broken engagement, so I asked my boyfriend to hold me one more time before we broke up. Six months later, he died as a result of holding me.

柚木崎 史乃

My fiancé was studying abroad. Since he was going to return soon, I had been looking forward to the day we would be reunited. One day, I was unfortunately attacked by a thug. As misfortunes tend to come in succession, I fell ill shortly after. While in poor health, I had only the reunion with my fiancé to cling to emotionally, but upon his return, he said this right off the bat: "I want to break off our engagement." If his feelings had changed, there was nothing to be done about it, and I reluctantly agreed, though it pained me. However, in exchange, I made one selfish request. "Would you hold me just one more time before we break up?" When I asked this, he granted my selfish wish. And then, half a year later. News of his death reached me. Furthermore, it seems his new girlfriend also died soon after, following him. ──According to my attending physician, the deaths of those two were caused by me.

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Reading Time
64 min
Words 2,599
Sentences 280
Characters 5,124
Unique Words 981
1-Occurrence Words
674
Unique Kanji 564
1-Occurrence Kanji
244
Avg Word Difficulty 2.17
Avg Sentence Length 9.3

Word List (981 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
信じられない13.47
13.11
全然13.10
我慢13.21
否応なしに15.09
以来13.53
難点14.42
後を追う14.30
受け入れる13.42
引き止める14.17
それ12.40
交ず12.82
ばればれ16.00
13.01
にも12.03
大柄14.04
急に13.14
各地13.69
被せ14.34
巴豆12.47
退職14.80
ほぼ13.03
もう少し13.00
底荷12.49
所謂13.49
宥める13.82
ニッと14.86
そこまで12.73
中断13.88
向け12.69
正邪14.28
歩度12.23
庭園13.79
吊り上げる14.35
三男14.09
倦怠感14.66
当たる13.06
違う12.29
気の置けない15.22
助け13.10
12.15
唖然13.69
勉強熱心15.12
処方14.88
死亡13.75
ちょう度13.29
雇う13.53
姿見14.70
他に13.02
準備12.67
言い方13.46
それでも12.43
何年13.79
出来る12.15
12.68
強姦14.88
ものだから13.61
14.05
外国14.10
様です12.87
その儘12.51
発見13.22
進行13.82
これ以上13.04
メイド13.08
姿12.21
立ち上がる12.96
乗る12.77
僧尼12.52
免疫細胞16.89
作業着14.83
いつ13.24
部屋12.30
現実13.06
なんか12.48
一年13.42
然も13.66
それが12.31
別れる13.63
みっともない14.25
何を12.46
相手12.18
重い13.10
仕方がない13.28
するべき13.77
行けない14.06
旅立つ13.92
決心14.13
何だか12.94
何時でも13.33
もう一度13.13
11.97
過ぎ13.12
無さそう13.37
説明12.63
参加者13.85
全て12.32
13.67
若しかしたら13.16
ところを13.26

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