I was confronted with a broken engagement, so I asked my boyfriend to hold me one more time before we broke up. Six months later, he died as a result of holding me.

I was confronted with a broken engagement, so I asked my boyfriend to hold me one more time before we broke up. Six months later, he died as a result of holding me.

柚木崎 史乃

My fiancé was studying abroad. Since he was going to return soon, I had been looking forward to the day we would be reunited. One day, I was unfortunately attacked by a thug. As misfortunes tend to come in succession, I fell ill shortly after. While in poor health, I had only the reunion with my fiancé to cling to emotionally, but upon his return, he said this right off the bat: "I want to break off our engagement." If his feelings had changed, there was nothing to be done about it, and I reluctantly agreed, though it pained me. However, in exchange, I made one selfish request. "Would you hold me just one more time before we break up?" When I asked this, he granted my selfish wish. And then, half a year later. News of his death reached me. Furthermore, it seems his new girlfriend also died soon after, following him. ──According to my attending physician, the deaths of those two were caused by me.

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Reading Time
64 min
Words 2,599
Sentences 280
Characters 5,124
Unique Words 981
1-Occurrence Words
674
Unique Kanji 564
1-Occurrence Kanji
244
Avg Word Difficulty 2.17
Avg Sentence Length 9.3

Word List (981 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
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数日後44.04
に取って42.44
検査44.11
42.15
感染症44.96
為に42.22
唐名32.55
届く32.86
それで32.44
31.90
直ぐに32.43
以内32.31
半長34.72
られる31.68
人間32.21
32.39
結婚32.95
会う32.62
でも31.70
殺し32.99
ない31.61
ため32.26
ふと33.07
32.19
何故か32.92
とても32.67
です31.71
侍女33.20
少し32.13
帰国34.18
様子32.34
使う32.10
お嬢様33.17
主治医34.81
なら32.00
悪い32.37
ながら31.91
32.43
きっと32.65
以上32.42
まで31.84
31.86
原因33.06
パーティー33.12
向かう32.31
である31.76
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出す32.43
とは31.95
との事33.24
だろう31.78
31.59
なの32.22
襲う32.75
31.87
何故32.62
くれる31.97
治る33.61
22.93
22.66
ショック23.60
失う22.75
悩ます24.50
眠い23.83
この21.58
瞬間22.61
とか22.08
もし22.64
いよいよ23.53
21.60
へと22.14
別れ23.44
捕まる23.48
参加22.93
もの21.96
大好き23.33
瞬く23.86
下さい22.34
経つ23.15
末裔24.36
振る舞う23.82
何でも23.05
下がる23.19
いくら何でも23.85
かしら22.79
冗談23.17
お姉23.30
離す23.22
22.11
ではない22.28
関係22.73
そして21.87
ありがとう22.86
亡くなる23.30
と言った22.53
22.53
無意識23.59
23.42
同時に22.65

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