I was confronted with a broken engagement, so I asked my boyfriend to hold me one more time before we broke up. Six months later, he died as a result of holding me.

I was confronted with a broken engagement, so I asked my boyfriend to hold me one more time before we broke up. Six months later, he died as a result of holding me.

柚木崎 史乃

My fiancé was studying abroad. Since he was going to return soon, I had been looking forward to the day we would be reunited. One day, I was unfortunately attacked by a thug. As misfortunes tend to come in succession, I fell ill shortly after. While in poor health, I had only the reunion with my fiancé to cling to emotionally, but upon his return, he said this right off the bat: "I want to break off our engagement." If his feelings had changed, there was nothing to be done about it, and I reluctantly agreed, though it pained me. However, in exchange, I made one selfish request. "Would you hold me just one more time before we break up?" When I asked this, he granted my selfish wish. And then, half a year later. News of his death reached me. Furthermore, it seems his new girlfriend also died soon after, following him. ──According to my attending physician, the deaths of those two were caused by me.

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Reading Time
64 min
Words 2,599
Sentences 280
Characters 5,124
Unique Words 981
1-Occurrence Words
674
Unique Kanji 564
1-Occurrence Kanji
244
Avg Word Difficulty 2.17
Avg Sentence Length 9.3

Word List (981 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
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検査44.11
魔導士43.93
数日後44.04
魔力42.17
ね41.64
後42.36
直ぐに32.43
なら32.00
ふと33.07
悪い32.37
さ31.59
パーティー33.12
人間32.21
結婚32.95
襲う32.75
え32.39
でも31.70
なの32.22
会う32.62
です31.71
以上32.42
治る33.61
何故か32.92
とても32.67
半長34.72
きっと32.65
くれる31.97
以内32.31
人31.87
殺し32.99
侍女33.20
帰国34.18
様子32.34
君32.19
原因33.06
使う32.10
だろう31.78
お嬢様33.17
唐名32.55
との事33.24
ため32.26
られる31.68
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である31.76
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ない31.61
主治医34.81
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間32.43
中31.86
出す32.43
少し32.13
何故32.62
届く32.86
向かう32.31
とは31.95
様31.90
暴漢34.78
聞く21.95
次22.53
様に21.76
今21.97
一つ22.53
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勢家23.43
杉22.95
仕方ない22.99
ばかり22.53
新しい22.99
在る21.55
器23.42
お22.11
へと22.14
過ごす23.05
行く21.99
失う22.75
と言った22.53
離す23.22
とか22.08
大22.53
とにかく23.04
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誰か22.71
病死24.73
知る22.11
かしら22.79
性交渉25.58
ではない22.28
英雄23.16
口22.30
より22.31
丸で22.60
おかしい22.76
扉22.66
構わない23.22
によると23.63
ショック23.60
起きる22.74
患う24.71

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