I was confronted with a broken engagement, so I asked my boyfriend to hold me one more time before we broke up. Six months later, he died as a result of holding me.

I was confronted with a broken engagement, so I asked my boyfriend to hold me one more time before we broke up. Six months later, he died as a result of holding me.

柚木崎 史乃

My fiancé was studying abroad. Since he was going to return soon, I had been looking forward to the day we would be reunited. One day, I was unfortunately attacked by a thug. As misfortunes tend to come in succession, I fell ill shortly after. While in poor health, I had only the reunion with my fiancé to cling to emotionally, but upon his return, he said this right off the bat: "I want to break off our engagement." If his feelings had changed, there was nothing to be done about it, and I reluctantly agreed, though it pained me. However, in exchange, I made one selfish request. "Would you hold me just one more time before we break up?" When I asked this, he granted my selfish wish. And then, half a year later. News of his death reached me. Furthermore, it seems his new girlfriend also died soon after, following him. ──According to my attending physician, the deaths of those two were caused by me.

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Reading Time
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Words 2,599
Sentences 280
Characters 5,124
Unique Words 981
1-Occurrence Words
674
Unique Kanji 564
1-Occurrence Kanji
244
Avg Word Difficulty 2.17
Avg Sentence Length 9.3

Word List (981 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
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飛び込む13.31
安静14.48
無症状16.81
許す12.89
何で12.52
快く14.08
若しかしたら13.16
治まる14.39
自害14.49
苦しい13.37
未だ12.14
どうして12.71
よりも12.48
その日13.31
網膜14.59
巴豆12.47
背中12.80
覚え12.76
身12.54
二日13.62
音12.39
シンプル13.78
思い出す12.70
伯爵12.86
うーん13.12
身支度14.30
聞き入れる14.27
人間関係14.32
自分でも13.59
前日14.05
私自身13.95
確かに12.39
あんなに13.52
体感14.13
ったら13.88
奴12.57
強姦14.88
意外13.21
帰る12.52
と言って12.71
体よく15.44
連れて12.86
どっと14.44
ずば抜ける14.75
佝僂12.10
二週間14.05
ながらも12.88
やっぱり12.64
手11.97
それ12.40
庭園13.79
鳰13.24
気の置けない15.22
外国14.10
たり12.26
耐える13.10
立ち上がる12.96
旅立つ13.92
唖然13.69
高確率14.71
内密に14.55
市内12.23
気丈14.44
信じられない13.47
後を追う14.30
読む12.89
向いている13.93
丁12.44
去る13.02
からして13.45
咄嗟に13.40
暮12.46
十年13.74
けれども13.41
で候13.44
社交界14.02
変異14.38
別れる13.63
見つけ出す14.21
中断13.88
一年13.42
すると12.35
すっかり13.27
申し出る14.15
座る12.78
感染者15.15
考える12.30
と言うのに13.07
弟子12.49
開け13.07
祝詞13.05
更に12.42
的12.51
言いつけ14.31
吊り上げる14.35
上がる12.69
ニカッと14.94
憑依14.14
休む13.22

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