I was confronted with a broken engagement, so I asked my boyfriend to hold me one more time before we broke up. Six months later, he died as a result of holding me.

I was confronted with a broken engagement, so I asked my boyfriend to hold me one more time before we broke up. Six months later, he died as a result of holding me.

柚木崎 史乃

My fiancé was studying abroad. Since he was going to return soon, I had been looking forward to the day we would be reunited. One day, I was unfortunately attacked by a thug. As misfortunes tend to come in succession, I fell ill shortly after. While in poor health, I had only the reunion with my fiancé to cling to emotionally, but upon his return, he said this right off the bat: "I want to break off our engagement." If his feelings had changed, there was nothing to be done about it, and I reluctantly agreed, though it pained me. However, in exchange, I made one selfish request. "Would you hold me just one more time before we break up?" When I asked this, he granted my selfish wish. And then, half a year later. News of his death reached me. Furthermore, it seems his new girlfriend also died soon after, following him. ──According to my attending physician, the deaths of those two were caused by me.

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Reading Time
64 min
Words 2,599
Sentences 280
Characters 5,124
Unique Words 981
1-Occurrence Words
674
Unique Kanji 564
1-Occurrence Kanji
244
Avg Word Difficulty 2.17
Avg Sentence Length 9.3

Word List (981 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
以来13.53
腰掛け14.00
何で12.52
当然12.54
わけでは無い12.90
返事12.98
恨み13.70
について12.42
若しかしたら13.16
よね12.43
姑く12.89
幸いにも14.21
憔悴14.54
たり12.26
被せ14.34
わけが無い13.49
一年間14.49
格好悪い14.82
によって12.54
疲れ13.16
ああ12.23
ご免なさい13.18
そうなんです13.96
旅客15.66
決して12.91
ちょう度13.29
成果13.51
早死に15.12
14.05
部屋12.30
出来る12.15
庭園13.79
時に12.57
うーん13.12
借り13.40
難点14.42
乗る12.77
以前12.85
間違いなく13.12
くらい12.33
準備12.67
間近13.76
それ12.40
見聞を広める15.52
口走る14.25
やっぱり12.64
沢山12.94
あくまでも13.48
申し訳ありません13.44
何故なら13.52
破棄13.70
吹き飛ぶ13.58
思い出す12.70
男爵13.29
翌朝13.92
何より13.02
何故だか14.16
体裁よく16.81
願い13.38
耐える13.10
過ぎ13.12
くるり13.94
12.85
重ねる13.62
夏風邪15.81
大柄14.04
何を12.46
何れも13.39
12.91
前述14.62
歳月14.57
13.67
傾げる13.21
正解13.47
二九14.05
座り込む13.74
そう言えば12.80
ぽっかり14.33
愛しい13.98
至って13.57
意に反する15.74
膨大13.67
数ヶ月14.05
当たる13.06
仕事を辞める15.89
それ以来14.38
診る14.36
退屈13.79
残念ながら13.45
身支度14.30
13.01
抑え13.28
苛む14.20
全然13.10
期間13.58
相手12.18
恋仲14.70
いらっしゃる13.26
出来事13.32
十年13.74

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