I was confronted with a broken engagement, so I asked my boyfriend to hold me one more time before we broke up. Six months later, he died as a result of holding me.

I was confronted with a broken engagement, so I asked my boyfriend to hold me one more time before we broke up. Six months later, he died as a result of holding me.

柚木崎 史乃

My fiancé was studying abroad. Since he was going to return soon, I had been looking forward to the day we would be reunited. One day, I was unfortunately attacked by a thug. As misfortunes tend to come in succession, I fell ill shortly after. While in poor health, I had only the reunion with my fiancé to cling to emotionally, but upon his return, he said this right off the bat: "I want to break off our engagement." If his feelings had changed, there was nothing to be done about it, and I reluctantly agreed, though it pained me. However, in exchange, I made one selfish request. "Would you hold me just one more time before we break up?" When I asked this, he granted my selfish wish. And then, half a year later. News of his death reached me. Furthermore, it seems his new girlfriend also died soon after, following him. ──According to my attending physician, the deaths of those two were caused by me.

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Reading Time
64 min
Words 2,599
Sentences 280
Characters 5,124
Unique Words 981
1-Occurrence Words
674
Unique Kanji 564
1-Occurrence Kanji
244
Avg Word Difficulty 2.17
Avg Sentence Length 9.3

Word List (981 words)

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起きる22.74
自身22.69
ではない22.28
留学24.19
嫌22.74
そうして22.85
したい22.75
治す23.52
進む22.84
噴水24.09
昔22.93
酷く23.32
通り22.74
によると23.63
貴方22.53
椅子23.07
覗き込む23.90
今日は22.66
元22.67
に対して22.68
冗談23.17
下さい22.34
終える22.86
失礼23.13
へと22.14
詰まり22.59
とか22.08
もの21.96
行く21.99
病死24.73
あっ21.98
一週間23.50
ありがとう22.86
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扉22.66
お姉23.30
訃報25.20
自責の念24.97
知る22.11
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いよいよ23.53
胸22.68
いや22.14
なのに22.74
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参加22.93
別れ23.44
聞き23.08
楽しみ23.11
ですが22.62
眠い23.83
失う22.75
良く22.94
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何でも23.05
性交渉25.58
金22.82
怪訝23.72
反省23.53
口22.30
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在る21.55
仕方ない22.99
首22.55
杉22.95
のか21.74
感染24.35
間接的24.43
不意に23.38
次22.53
今21.97
悩ます24.50
末裔24.36
お別れ24.19
器23.42
死ぬ22.49
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振る舞う23.82
やる22.13
船22.84
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疑問22.92
潔い24.37
きちんと23.23
もし22.64
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この21.58
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ショック23.60
過ごす23.05
かしら22.79
離す23.22
お22.11
経過23.58
何か22.12
コントロール23.85
より22.31

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