I was confronted with a broken engagement, so I asked my boyfriend to hold me one more time before we broke up. Six months later, he died as a result of holding me.

I was confronted with a broken engagement, so I asked my boyfriend to hold me one more time before we broke up. Six months later, he died as a result of holding me.

柚木崎 史乃

My fiancé was studying abroad. Since he was going to return soon, I had been looking forward to the day we would be reunited. One day, I was unfortunately attacked by a thug. As misfortunes tend to come in succession, I fell ill shortly after. While in poor health, I had only the reunion with my fiancé to cling to emotionally, but upon his return, he said this right off the bat: "I want to break off our engagement." If his feelings had changed, there was nothing to be done about it, and I reluctantly agreed, though it pained me. However, in exchange, I made one selfish request. "Would you hold me just one more time before we break up?" When I asked this, he granted my selfish wish. And then, half a year later. News of his death reached me. Furthermore, it seems his new girlfriend also died soon after, following him. ──According to my attending physician, the deaths of those two were caused by me.

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Reading Time
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Words 2,599
Sentences 280
Characters 5,124
Unique Words 981
1-Occurrence Words
674
Unique Kanji 564
1-Occurrence Kanji
244
Avg Word Difficulty 2.17
Avg Sentence Length 9.3

Word List (981 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
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突然22.92
ショック23.60
によると23.63
良く22.94
もの21.96
感染24.35
反省23.53
過ごす23.05
コントロール23.85
とりあえず22.73
仕方ない22.99
お姉23.30
令嬢23.06
怪訝23.72
より22.31
離す23.22
もし22.64
今日は22.66
噴水24.09
訃報25.20
今後23.04
病死24.73
無意識23.59
泣く23.07
ですが22.62
治す23.52
通り22.74
きちんと23.23
一週間23.50
行く21.99
覗き込む23.90
起きる22.74
間接的24.43
眠い23.83
と言った22.53
関係22.73
何でも23.05
同時に22.65
別れ23.44
結局22.91
冗談23.17
進む22.84
お別れ24.19
切り出す23.88
やはり22.55
初めて22.64
思える22.63
に対して22.68
瞬間22.61
受ける22.66
いくら何でも23.85
知る22.11
自身22.69
在る21.55
終える22.86
捕まる23.48
21.60
参加22.93
失う22.75
悩ます24.50
したい22.75
千年23.80
そう言う22.36
22.57
性交渉25.58
ではない22.28
書く22.69
亡くなる23.30
振る舞う23.82
一つ22.53
なぁ22.56
やる22.13
不意に23.38
丸で22.60
22.11
22.53
貴方22.53
この21.58
いよいよ23.53
そうして22.85
新しい22.99
とにかく23.04
おかしい22.76
22.93
大好き23.33
ばかり22.53
死ぬ22.49
子孫24.02
免疫力25.38
なのに22.74
そして21.87
禁呪24.00
わね22.77
遭う23.72
のか21.74
勢家23.43
誰か22.71
行動22.64
へと22.14

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