I was confronted with a broken engagement, so I asked my boyfriend to hold me one more time before we broke up. Six months later, he died as a result of holding me.

I was confronted with a broken engagement, so I asked my boyfriend to hold me one more time before we broke up. Six months later, he died as a result of holding me.

柚木崎 史乃

My fiancé was studying abroad. Since he was going to return soon, I had been looking forward to the day we would be reunited. One day, I was unfortunately attacked by a thug. As misfortunes tend to come in succession, I fell ill shortly after. While in poor health, I had only the reunion with my fiancé to cling to emotionally, but upon his return, he said this right off the bat: "I want to break off our engagement." If his feelings had changed, there was nothing to be done about it, and I reluctantly agreed, though it pained me. However, in exchange, I made one selfish request. "Would you hold me just one more time before we break up?" When I asked this, he granted my selfish wish. And then, half a year later. News of his death reached me. Furthermore, it seems his new girlfriend also died soon after, following him. ──According to my attending physician, the deaths of those two were caused by me.

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Words 2,599
Sentences 280
Characters 5,124
Unique Words 981
1-Occurrence Words
674
Unique Kanji 564
1-Occurrence Kanji
244
Avg Word Difficulty 2.17
Avg Sentence Length 9.3

Word List (981 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
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早すぎる14.36
腰掛け14.00
強い12.36
安静14.48
って11.78
12.34
気分12.99
肉体13.14
からして13.45
連れて12.86
手上げ13.61
割る13.54
具合13.52
一呼吸14.59
申し出る14.15
ものだから13.61
12.05
一族13.38
諭し14.86
会話12.82
巴豆12.47
早い12.99
好き12.59
各地13.69
12.60
湧く13.55
差出人14.66
その儘12.51
放心状態14.89
背後12.92
これ以上13.04
正直12.91
傷つく13.63
かも12.76
あれ以来14.79
廃位13.18
ほう12.88
祈る13.47
13.39
13.49
何故なら13.52
けれども13.41
吹き飛ぶ13.58
思しき13.93
宥める13.82
だって12.30
大切な人14.14
本当に12.34
夜会13.82
どうか13.04
聞こえ12.93
12.30
翌朝13.92
付く12.78
塡まる14.18
ボサボサ14.64
可哀想13.78
仮説14.14
訪ねる13.68
らしい12.54
様です12.87
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他に13.02
もう少し13.00
毎日13.21
免疫細胞16.89
実姉15.43
憔悴14.54
12.47
12.74
とは言え12.60
船着き場14.82
囚われ13.98
強姦14.88
では11.75
私自身13.95
12.57
汚す14.07
一ヶ月13.76
駆使13.94
来る12.08
せい12.98
よね12.43
中断13.88
恋人13.51
迫る13.06
よりも12.48
雇う13.53
ノック13.54
態度12.94
言いつけ14.31
つつも13.23
するべき13.77
プライド13.80
演技13.74
予感13.35
旅客15.66
すると12.35
十年13.74

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