I was confronted with a broken engagement, so I asked my boyfriend to hold me one more time before we broke up. Six months later, he died as a result of holding me.

I was confronted with a broken engagement, so I asked my boyfriend to hold me one more time before we broke up. Six months later, he died as a result of holding me.

柚木崎 史乃

My fiancé was studying abroad. Since he was going to return soon, I had been looking forward to the day we would be reunited. One day, I was unfortunately attacked by a thug. As misfortunes tend to come in succession, I fell ill shortly after. While in poor health, I had only the reunion with my fiancé to cling to emotionally, but upon his return, he said this right off the bat: "I want to break off our engagement." If his feelings had changed, there was nothing to be done about it, and I reluctantly agreed, though it pained me. However, in exchange, I made one selfish request. "Would you hold me just one more time before we break up?" When I asked this, he granted my selfish wish. And then, half a year later. News of his death reached me. Furthermore, it seems his new girlfriend also died soon after, following him. ──According to my attending physician, the deaths of those two were caused by me.

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Reading Time
64 min
Words 2,599
Sentences 280
Characters 5,124
Unique Words 981
1-Occurrence Words
674
Unique Kanji 564
1-Occurrence Kanji
244
Avg Word Difficulty 2.17
Avg Sentence Length 9.3

Word List (981 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
悩ます24.50
ありがとう22.86
感染24.35
とりあえず22.73
もし22.64
別れ23.44
怪訝23.72
どんなに13.61
身なり14.18
雇われ14.26
犯人13.57
各地13.69
いつ13.24
我がまま13.88
十年13.74
放心状態14.89
傾げる13.21
汚す14.07
夏風邪15.81
みっともない14.25
早め13.69
らしい12.54
責任13.30
風邪13.90
湧く13.55
徐々に13.30
早々13.54
身体12.49
自害14.49
更に12.42
ま12.85
高確率14.71
立ち上がる12.96
歩度12.23
と言うと13.52
申し出る14.15
違和感13.28
具合13.52
全部12.88
全然13.10
実姉15.43
許す12.89
談笑14.07
ハッと13.80
体調不良14.44
膨大13.67
かも知れません13.08
以外12.55
ノック13.54
切れる13.26
聞き覚えがある14.84
葬る14.21
弟子12.49
経験12.96
恋人13.51
我慢13.21
過ぎ13.12
ところを13.26
疲れ13.16
さて12.78
一説14.88
早くても14.91
せい12.98
然も13.66
憑依14.14
にして12.30
今際の際15.59
徐に13.96
小さい12.69
見聞を広める15.52
庭園13.79
何だい13.95
お帰りなさい13.97
わけが無い13.49
倦怠感14.66
縋る13.77
耐える13.10
点る15.12
つつも13.23
事件13.20
それが12.31
何年13.79
二九14.05
早まる14.36
かのように13.02
異端13.26
笑顔12.66
あ12.22
中でも13.22
本当に12.34
信じられない13.47
正解13.47
祝詞13.05
と言うことは13.00
口走る14.25
無事13.09
待つ12.41
肌13.16
取っ13.00
ほう12.88

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