I was confronted with a broken engagement, so I asked my boyfriend to hold me one more time before we broke up. Six months later, he died as a result of holding me.

I was confronted with a broken engagement, so I asked my boyfriend to hold me one more time before we broke up. Six months later, he died as a result of holding me.

柚木崎 史乃

My fiancé was studying abroad. Since he was going to return soon, I had been looking forward to the day we would be reunited. One day, I was unfortunately attacked by a thug. As misfortunes tend to come in succession, I fell ill shortly after. While in poor health, I had only the reunion with my fiancé to cling to emotionally, but upon his return, he said this right off the bat: "I want to break off our engagement." If his feelings had changed, there was nothing to be done about it, and I reluctantly agreed, though it pained me. However, in exchange, I made one selfish request. "Would you hold me just one more time before we break up?" When I asked this, he granted my selfish wish. And then, half a year later. News of his death reached me. Furthermore, it seems his new girlfriend also died soon after, following him. ──According to my attending physician, the deaths of those two were caused by me.

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Reading Time
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Words 2,599
Sentences 280
Characters 5,124
Unique Words 981
1-Occurrence Words
674
Unique Kanji 564
1-Occurrence Kanji
244
Avg Word Difficulty 2.17
Avg Sentence Length 9.3

Word List (981 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
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やはり22.55
一つ22.53
下さい22.34
新しい22.99
とか22.08
22.11
来る12.08
倦怠感14.66
不安12.89
決心14.13
なるほど12.67
免疫細胞16.89
その代わり13.75
死に13.20
13.21
聞き入れる14.27
先に12.69
致死率15.50
違う12.29
演技13.74
姑く12.89
一年間14.49
ニッと14.86
各地13.69
一日も早く15.26
感覚12.95
願い13.38
いつ13.24
膨大13.67
口の端14.08
どうも13.18
説明12.63
体裁よく16.81
交わす13.24
について12.42
12.09
出来る12.15
快く14.08
一人12.46
早め13.69
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させる12.36
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作業着14.83
よし12.94
取れる13.10
信じられない13.47
早い12.99
解決13.27
否応なしに15.09
知らせ13.68
本当に12.34
巴豆12.47
12.79
何だい13.95
無症状16.81
に当たって13.73
教え12.64
くるり13.94
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どうしたの13.34
一向に13.92
抑え13.28
返す12.90
網膜14.59
弟子12.49
男爵13.29
わけでは無い12.90
コンコン14.39
旅客15.66
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懺悔14.52
貴族12.46
それを12.10
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うーん13.12
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雇う13.53
その日13.31
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12.05
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なり12.48
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12.96
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時に12.57
つつも13.23
謝罪13.36
難点14.42
自分でも13.59
ものだから13.61
被害者13.81
頼み込む14.33
ああ12.23

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