I was confronted with a broken engagement, so I asked my boyfriend to hold me one more time before we broke up. Six months later, he died as a result of holding me.

I was confronted with a broken engagement, so I asked my boyfriend to hold me one more time before we broke up. Six months later, he died as a result of holding me.

柚木崎 史乃

My fiancé was studying abroad. Since he was going to return soon, I had been looking forward to the day we would be reunited. One day, I was unfortunately attacked by a thug. As misfortunes tend to come in succession, I fell ill shortly after. While in poor health, I had only the reunion with my fiancé to cling to emotionally, but upon his return, he said this right off the bat: "I want to break off our engagement." If his feelings had changed, there was nothing to be done about it, and I reluctantly agreed, though it pained me. However, in exchange, I made one selfish request. "Would you hold me just one more time before we break up?" When I asked this, he granted my selfish wish. And then, half a year later. News of his death reached me. Furthermore, it seems his new girlfriend also died soon after, following him. ──According to my attending physician, the deaths of those two were caused by me.

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Reading Time
64 min
Words 2,599
Sentences 280
Characters 5,124
Unique Words 981
1-Occurrence Words
674
Unique Kanji 564
1-Occurrence Kanji
244
Avg Word Difficulty 2.17
Avg Sentence Length 9.3

Word List (981 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
友人23.09
治す23.52
酷く23.32
22.53
子孫24.02
疑問22.92
在す22.45
ものだから13.61
自分から13.64
13.21
ほぼ13.03
見聞を広める15.52
優れない14.69
ニッと14.86
時に12.57
聞き覚えがある14.84
にも12.03
寝込む14.29
恋仲14.70
何時も12.58
意に反する15.74
責める13.82
ながらも12.88
と思ったら13.50
先祖13.97
二九14.05
研究13.19
一説14.88
愛し13.36
わけでは無い12.90
縋る13.77
11.96
本当のところ14.68
お香13.15
それに12.23
婚約破棄13.72
呟く12.77
見る目がない15.41
利く13.59
いらっしゃる13.26
ちょう度13.29
飲み物13.74
伯爵12.86
何故なら13.52
様子を見る13.98
事件13.20
仕方がない13.28
一年13.42
つかぬ事15.21
12.93
大柄14.04
12.39
忘れる12.74
被せ14.34
何れも13.39
貴族12.46
他に13.02
と言って12.71
更に12.42
廃位13.18
葬る14.21
交ず12.82
姑く12.89
そんな馬鹿な14.31
続く12.90
みっともない14.25
12.04
旅客15.66
くるり13.94
立つ12.58
について12.42
馬鹿12.99
体裁よく16.81
感じ12.29
恋人13.51
12.47
二日13.62
教え12.64
変異14.38
たり12.26
中断13.88
身なり14.18
ハッと13.80
今回12.47
13.49
戸惑う13.51
具合13.52
時間12.25
等々14.16
自分でも13.59
専属13.98
所謂13.49
放心状態14.89
当然12.54
切り離す14.08
異常13.12
異端13.26
祈る13.47
笑う12.45
犯す13.68

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