I was confronted with a broken engagement, so I asked my boyfriend to hold me one more time before we broke up. Six months later, he died as a result of holding me.

I was confronted with a broken engagement, so I asked my boyfriend to hold me one more time before we broke up. Six months later, he died as a result of holding me.

柚木崎 史乃

My fiancé was studying abroad. Since he was going to return soon, I had been looking forward to the day we would be reunited. One day, I was unfortunately attacked by a thug. As misfortunes tend to come in succession, I fell ill shortly after. While in poor health, I had only the reunion with my fiancé to cling to emotionally, but upon his return, he said this right off the bat: "I want to break off our engagement." If his feelings had changed, there was nothing to be done about it, and I reluctantly agreed, though it pained me. However, in exchange, I made one selfish request. "Would you hold me just one more time before we break up?" When I asked this, he granted my selfish wish. And then, half a year later. News of his death reached me. Furthermore, it seems his new girlfriend also died soon after, following him. ──According to my attending physician, the deaths of those two were caused by me.

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Words 2,599
Sentences 280
Characters 5,124
Unique Words 981
1-Occurrence Words
674
Unique Kanji 564
1-Occurrence Kanji
244
Avg Word Difficulty 2.17
Avg Sentence Length 9.3

Word List (981 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
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だが11.83
思い浮かべる13.73
さっき12.78
本当に12.34
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裏切る13.46
浮かない顔14.80
傷つく13.63
たまに13.27
日12.53
メイド13.08
早まる14.36
どうか13.04
言う通り13.39
その代わり13.75
たり12.26
自力13.88
何時も12.58
座る12.78
格好悪い14.82
待ちきれない14.97
にして12.30
よね12.43
起こる12.94
立つ12.58
研究13.19
表情12.35
一族13.38
苦しい13.37
さて12.78
早すぎる14.36
身12.54
何故なら13.52
等々14.16
寝起き14.19
それどころか13.58
あっという間14.47
未だ12.14
正直12.91
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お帰りなさい13.97
佝僂12.10
元気13.07
すっかり13.27
破落戸14.67
もう一度13.13
願ったり叶ったり14.97
上がる12.69
旅客15.66
身体12.49
と言って12.71
十12.98
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すると12.35
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全て12.32
他12.34
での12.60
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くらい12.33
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貴族12.46
決して12.91
気の置けない15.22
かと思えば13.93
付く12.78
申し訳ありません13.44
約13.47
それ12.40
離れ13.00
憔悴14.54
何となく13.07
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退職14.80
夏風邪15.81
減る13.15
雇われ14.26
解決13.27
予定日14.89
優れた13.66
気分12.99
全部12.88
について12.42
本当のところ14.68
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にも12.03
重ねる13.62
丁12.44
飲み物13.74
と言うのに13.07
髪12.71
何れも13.39
身なり14.18
穴13.11
庭内12.27
人間関係14.32
あれから13.70
腰掛け14.00

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