I was confronted with a broken engagement, so I asked my boyfriend to hold me one more time before we broke up. Six months later, he died as a result of holding me.

I was confronted with a broken engagement, so I asked my boyfriend to hold me one more time before we broke up. Six months later, he died as a result of holding me.

柚木崎 史乃

My fiancé was studying abroad. Since he was going to return soon, I had been looking forward to the day we would be reunited. One day, I was unfortunately attacked by a thug. As misfortunes tend to come in succession, I fell ill shortly after. While in poor health, I had only the reunion with my fiancé to cling to emotionally, but upon his return, he said this right off the bat: "I want to break off our engagement." If his feelings had changed, there was nothing to be done about it, and I reluctantly agreed, though it pained me. However, in exchange, I made one selfish request. "Would you hold me just one more time before we break up?" When I asked this, he granted my selfish wish. And then, half a year later. News of his death reached me. Furthermore, it seems his new girlfriend also died soon after, following him. ──According to my attending physician, the deaths of those two were caused by me.

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Words 2,599
Sentences 280
Characters 5,124
Unique Words 981
1-Occurrence Words
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Unique Kanji 564
1-Occurrence Kanji
244
Avg Word Difficulty 2.17
Avg Sentence Length 9.3

Word List (981 words)

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向け12.69
翌朝13.92
駆使13.94
思い浮かべる13.73
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姉12.91
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あれから13.70
プライド13.80
数ヶ月14.05
浮かぶ12.94
点る15.12
内容12.74
引き止める14.17
姿見14.70
庭内12.27
時間12.25
降り13.19
女12.48
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ほぼ13.03
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で候13.44
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交わす13.24
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大切な人14.14
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どんどん13.33
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つかぬ事15.21
多価13.57
かも12.76
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待ちきれない14.97
旅立つ13.92
囚われ13.98
経験12.96
診る14.36
よな12.69
嬢13.21
ちょう度13.29
時に12.57
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どうも13.18
申し訳ありません13.44
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病13.69
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らしい12.54
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お陰で13.60
手11.97
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よね12.43
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なんか12.48
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借り13.40
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利く13.59
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訪ねる13.68
容赦なく13.80
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傷つける13.50
何時もより13.79
口の端14.08
精神13.21
続く12.90
考える12.30
十12.98
いつ13.24

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