I was confronted with a broken engagement, so I asked my boyfriend to hold me one more time before we broke up. Six months later, he died as a result of holding me.

I was confronted with a broken engagement, so I asked my boyfriend to hold me one more time before we broke up. Six months later, he died as a result of holding me.

柚木崎 史乃

My fiancé was studying abroad. Since he was going to return soon, I had been looking forward to the day we would be reunited. One day, I was unfortunately attacked by a thug. As misfortunes tend to come in succession, I fell ill shortly after. While in poor health, I had only the reunion with my fiancé to cling to emotionally, but upon his return, he said this right off the bat: "I want to break off our engagement." If his feelings had changed, there was nothing to be done about it, and I reluctantly agreed, though it pained me. However, in exchange, I made one selfish request. "Would you hold me just one more time before we break up?" When I asked this, he granted my selfish wish. And then, half a year later. News of his death reached me. Furthermore, it seems his new girlfriend also died soon after, following him. ──According to my attending physician, the deaths of those two were caused by me.

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Words 2,599
Sentences 280
Characters 5,124
Unique Words 981
1-Occurrence Words
674
Unique Kanji 564
1-Occurrence Kanji
244
Avg Word Difficulty 2.17
Avg Sentence Length 9.3

Word List (981 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
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湧く13.55
よな12.69
二日13.62
強い12.36
付き合い13.50
唖然13.69
いるか12.92
12.44
お帰りなさい13.97
上がる12.69
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会場13.33
僧尼12.52
切れる13.26
いくら13.05
早い12.99
早め13.69
今まで12.69
申し出る14.15
空く13.28
嫌う13.34
だって12.30
多価13.57
逸る14.51
さっき12.78
何を12.46
咄嗟に13.40
その日13.31
長引く14.17
12.91
交わす13.24
膨大13.67
自分でも13.59
愛し13.36
お香13.15
まさか12.68
組み敷く15.03
起こる12.94
然も13.66
一年間14.49
感染者15.15
破落戸14.67
小さい12.69
予感13.35
立ち上がる12.96
子供12.60
返し13.12
話し始める14.39
見る12.00
未練たらたら15.80
演技13.74
口走る14.25
本当のところ14.68
倦怠感14.66
それ12.40
早々13.54
始める12.48
言う通り13.39
スラム街14.20
来月14.45
例の12.90
吹き飛ぶ13.58
勉強熱心15.12
背中12.80
全て12.32
12.51
一説14.88
残念ながら13.45
否応なしに15.09
立つ12.58
必死12.99
以来13.53
間違い13.21
成果13.51
前日14.05
にして12.30
巴豆12.47
仮説14.14
ずば抜ける14.75
だが11.83
体裁よく16.81
行けない14.06
乗る12.77
飛び込む13.31
来る12.08
処方14.88
理由12.47
プライド13.80
隙間13.44
12.96
欲しい12.46
仕事12.50
直前13.52
12.46
いずれ13.42
何時もより13.79
シンプル13.78
合わせる13.24
相手12.18

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