I was confronted with a broken engagement, so I asked my boyfriend to hold me one more time before we broke up. Six months later, he died as a result of holding me.

I was confronted with a broken engagement, so I asked my boyfriend to hold me one more time before we broke up. Six months later, he died as a result of holding me.

柚木崎 史乃

My fiancé was studying abroad. Since he was going to return soon, I had been looking forward to the day we would be reunited. One day, I was unfortunately attacked by a thug. As misfortunes tend to come in succession, I fell ill shortly after. While in poor health, I had only the reunion with my fiancé to cling to emotionally, but upon his return, he said this right off the bat: "I want to break off our engagement." If his feelings had changed, there was nothing to be done about it, and I reluctantly agreed, though it pained me. However, in exchange, I made one selfish request. "Would you hold me just one more time before we break up?" When I asked this, he granted my selfish wish. And then, half a year later. News of his death reached me. Furthermore, it seems his new girlfriend also died soon after, following him. ──According to my attending physician, the deaths of those two were caused by me.

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Reading Time
64 min
Words 2,599
Sentences 280
Characters 5,124
Unique Words 981
1-Occurrence Words
674
Unique Kanji 564
1-Occurrence Kanji
244
Avg Word Difficulty 2.17
Avg Sentence Length 9.3

Word List (981 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
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12.54
なんか12.48
愛しい13.98
徐々に13.30
二人12.19
全て12.32
当たる13.06
いるか12.92
今際の際15.59
其れだけ12.66
あれ以来14.79
組み敷く15.03
交ず12.82
切れる13.26
大抵13.58
後を追う14.30
笑顔12.66
にも12.03
若しかしたら13.16
お香13.15
気分12.99
気が引ける14.49
祈る13.47
支え13.37
停まる14.45
社交界14.02
確かに12.39
決心14.13
ずば抜ける14.75
聞こえ12.93
身なり14.18
繰り返し13.34
待つ12.41
利く13.59
各地13.69
退職14.80
被せ14.34
早々13.54
それが12.31
その日13.31
犯す13.68
愛し13.36
どうも13.18
網膜14.59
当時13.28
ひたすら13.47
違う12.29
酷い13.02
と言うと13.52
13.11
するべき13.77
予感13.35
12.05
別に12.69
許す12.89
12.47
大戦14.05
苛む14.20
流れ12.90
12.68
私自身13.95
返事12.98
雇われ14.26
膨大13.67
ウイルス14.75
戸惑う13.51
元気13.07
ある日13.73
付き合い13.50
兄弟13.59
まさか12.68
祝詞13.05
と言うことは13.00
あーあ14.23
了い13.04
船着き場14.82
到底13.64
体裁よく16.81
優れた13.66
お前12.16
連絡13.05
陥る13.50
翌朝13.92
一族13.38
早め13.69
いずれ13.42
貴族12.46
自由に13.36
何時でも13.33
一呼吸14.59
近く12.69
あっという間14.47
くらい12.33
治まる14.39
必死12.99
要するに13.62
行けない14.06
12.74
何年13.79

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