I was confronted with a broken engagement, so I asked my boyfriend to hold me one more time before we broke up. Six months later, he died as a result of holding me.

I was confronted with a broken engagement, so I asked my boyfriend to hold me one more time before we broke up. Six months later, he died as a result of holding me.

柚木崎 史乃

My fiancé was studying abroad. Since he was going to return soon, I had been looking forward to the day we would be reunited. One day, I was unfortunately attacked by a thug. As misfortunes tend to come in succession, I fell ill shortly after. While in poor health, I had only the reunion with my fiancé to cling to emotionally, but upon his return, he said this right off the bat: "I want to break off our engagement." If his feelings had changed, there was nothing to be done about it, and I reluctantly agreed, though it pained me. However, in exchange, I made one selfish request. "Would you hold me just one more time before we break up?" When I asked this, he granted my selfish wish. And then, half a year later. News of his death reached me. Furthermore, it seems his new girlfriend also died soon after, following him. ──According to my attending physician, the deaths of those two were caused by me.

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Words 2,599
Sentences 280
Characters 5,124
Unique Words 981
1-Occurrence Words
674
Unique Kanji 564
1-Occurrence Kanji
244
Avg Word Difficulty 2.17
Avg Sentence Length 9.3

Word List (981 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
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二人12.19
例の12.90
弟子12.49
倦怠感14.66
で候13.44
って11.78
12.91
背後12.92
何れも13.39
思い出す12.70
空く13.28
多価13.57
肝心13.74
見据える13.53
作業着14.83
罪悪感13.80
自我14.06
笑顔12.66
時間12.25
メイド13.08
実姉15.43
外国14.10
強姦14.88
コンコン14.39
ほぼ13.03
と言って12.71
開け13.07
そうなんです13.96
させる12.36
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診る14.36
黒幕14.06
廃位13.18
いくら13.05
取っ13.00
何を12.46
14.05
よな12.69
大切13.25
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歩度12.23
呼ぶ12.52
では11.75
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浮かぶ12.94
見知らぬ13.93
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いつ13.24
喪失感14.68
若しかしたら13.16
恋仲14.70
急に13.14
免疫細胞16.89
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了い13.04
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一人12.46
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だが11.83
方法12.86
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時に12.57
一礼13.63
無事13.09
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正邪14.28
何時でも13.33
駆使13.94
研究13.19
問題12.39
返し13.12
庭園13.79
恵まれる13.79
なんだ12.26
どうしたん13.53
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重い13.10
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立ち上がる12.96
サロペット16.81
ものだから13.61
返す12.90
にも12.03
ある日13.73
到底13.64
12.48
発症14.57
かも12.76
信じられない13.47
12.46
12.30
13.14
受け入れる13.42
と言うことは13.00
巴豆12.47
陥る13.50
大丈夫12.38
汚す14.07
長居14.34

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