I was confronted with a broken engagement, so I asked my boyfriend to hold me one more time before we broke up. Six months later, he died as a result of holding me.

I was confronted with a broken engagement, so I asked my boyfriend to hold me one more time before we broke up. Six months later, he died as a result of holding me.

柚木崎 史乃

My fiancé was studying abroad. Since he was going to return soon, I had been looking forward to the day we would be reunited. One day, I was unfortunately attacked by a thug. As misfortunes tend to come in succession, I fell ill shortly after. While in poor health, I had only the reunion with my fiancé to cling to emotionally, but upon his return, he said this right off the bat: "I want to break off our engagement." If his feelings had changed, there was nothing to be done about it, and I reluctantly agreed, though it pained me. However, in exchange, I made one selfish request. "Would you hold me just one more time before we break up?" When I asked this, he granted my selfish wish. And then, half a year later. News of his death reached me. Furthermore, it seems his new girlfriend also died soon after, following him. ──According to my attending physician, the deaths of those two were caused by me.

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Words 2,599
Sentences 280
Characters 5,124
Unique Words 981
1-Occurrence Words
674
Unique Kanji 564
1-Occurrence Kanji
244
Avg Word Difficulty 2.17
Avg Sentence Length 9.3

Word List (981 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
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口走る14.25
被せ14.34
飛び込む13.31
無事13.09
重い13.10
いらっしゃる13.26
見守る13.22
死に13.20
飲み物13.74
仮説14.14
あっという間14.47
始める12.48
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しかし12.08
抱く12.83
差出人14.66
僧尼12.52
戸惑う13.51
丁12.44
破棄13.70
容赦なく13.80
考える12.30
歩く12.65
見知らぬ13.93
すると12.35
剔12.60
意外13.21
否応なしに15.09
精神13.21
頭12.23
問題12.39
約13.47
傾げる13.21
理由12.47
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了い13.04
皆12.30
数年13.75
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馬鹿12.99
何12.09
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話し始める14.39
かも12.76
ずば抜ける14.75
社交界14.02
難点14.42
いくら13.05
一年間14.49
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うーん13.12
求める13.21
かと思えば13.93
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点る15.12
無症状16.81
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身なり14.18
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正解13.47
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感じ12.29
出で立ち14.45
かも知れません13.08
自力13.88
伯爵12.86
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祝詞13.05
どうも13.18
縁13.49
私自身13.95
借り13.40
会場13.33
演技13.74
どうか13.04
いずれ13.42
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なり12.48
被害者13.81
助13.09
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にも12.03
会話12.82
全て12.32
そうか12.72
弟13.14
違う12.29
責任13.30
お陰で13.60
諭し14.86
何となく13.07

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