I was confronted with a broken engagement, so I asked my boyfriend to hold me one more time before we broke up. Six months later, he died as a result of holding me.

I was confronted with a broken engagement, so I asked my boyfriend to hold me one more time before we broke up. Six months later, he died as a result of holding me.

柚木崎 史乃

My fiancé was studying abroad. Since he was going to return soon, I had been looking forward to the day we would be reunited. One day, I was unfortunately attacked by a thug. As misfortunes tend to come in succession, I fell ill shortly after. While in poor health, I had only the reunion with my fiancé to cling to emotionally, but upon his return, he said this right off the bat: "I want to break off our engagement." If his feelings had changed, there was nothing to be done about it, and I reluctantly agreed, though it pained me. However, in exchange, I made one selfish request. "Would you hold me just one more time before we break up?" When I asked this, he granted my selfish wish. And then, half a year later. News of his death reached me. Furthermore, it seems his new girlfriend also died soon after, following him. ──According to my attending physician, the deaths of those two were caused by me.

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Words 2,599
Sentences 280
Characters 5,124
Unique Words 981
1-Occurrence Words
674
Unique Kanji 564
1-Occurrence Kanji
244
Avg Word Difficulty 2.17
Avg Sentence Length 9.3

Word List (981 words)

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12.64
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知らせ13.68
ても良い12.90
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いずれ13.42
12.09
たり12.26
治療13.17
させる12.36
連絡が取れる15.18
もう少し13.00
祝詞13.05
割る13.54
問題12.39
好き12.59
13.49
去る13.02
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12.05
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謝罪13.36
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わけが無い13.49
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利く13.59
手上げ13.61
元気13.07
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ようやく12.82
12.04
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13.01
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せい12.98
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13.72
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迫る13.06
期間13.58
ウイルス14.75
けれども13.41
一族13.38
12.91
いつ13.24

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