I was confronted with a broken engagement, so I asked my boyfriend to hold me one more time before we broke up. Six months later, he died as a result of holding me.

I was confronted with a broken engagement, so I asked my boyfriend to hold me one more time before we broke up. Six months later, he died as a result of holding me.

柚木崎 史乃

My fiancé was studying abroad. Since he was going to return soon, I had been looking forward to the day we would be reunited. One day, I was unfortunately attacked by a thug. As misfortunes tend to come in succession, I fell ill shortly after. While in poor health, I had only the reunion with my fiancé to cling to emotionally, but upon his return, he said this right off the bat: "I want to break off our engagement." If his feelings had changed, there was nothing to be done about it, and I reluctantly agreed, though it pained me. However, in exchange, I made one selfish request. "Would you hold me just one more time before we break up?" When I asked this, he granted my selfish wish. And then, half a year later. News of his death reached me. Furthermore, it seems his new girlfriend also died soon after, following him. ──According to my attending physician, the deaths of those two were caused by me.

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Words 2,599
Sentences 280
Characters 5,124
Unique Words 981
1-Occurrence Words
674
Unique Kanji 564
1-Occurrence Kanji
244
Avg Word Difficulty 2.17
Avg Sentence Length 9.3

Word List (981 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
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するべき13.77
退屈13.79
唖然13.69
体調不良14.44
勿論12.47
だって12.30
ようやく12.82
ても良い12.90
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解決13.27
来月14.45
事実12.77
何時も12.58
至って13.57
弟子12.49
切り離す14.08
出し12.32
コンコン14.39
罪悪感13.80
毎日13.21
以来13.53
ニカッと14.94
12.23
それでも12.43
診る14.36
欲しい12.46
難点14.42
抱く12.83
容赦なく13.80
13.72
歳月14.57
ほう12.88
付く12.78
更に12.42
憑依14.14
ああ12.23
具合13.52
耐える13.10
11.75
13.67
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破落戸14.67
ひたすら13.47
囚われ13.98
姿見14.70
会話12.82
社交界14.02
大切13.25
だが11.83
全て12.32
11.97
考える12.30
口走る14.25
続き13.30
時間12.25
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被せ14.34
多価13.57
と言っても過言ではない14.27
取り13.16
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教え12.64
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二十代14.20
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納得12.79
立つ12.58
実姉15.43
成果13.51
変異14.38
今際の際15.59
呼ぶ12.52
頼み込む14.33
借り13.40
翌朝13.92
手放す13.83
以外12.55
可愛い12.81
作業着14.83
市内12.23
と思ったら13.50
あっという間14.47
お香13.15
様です12.87
向け12.69
お陰で13.60
13.11
兄弟13.59
自力13.88
何年13.79
姿12.21
発見13.22
みっともない14.25
犯人13.57
死亡13.75
発症14.57
放っておく14.13
何だい13.95

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