I was confronted with a broken engagement, so I asked my boyfriend to hold me one more time before we broke up. Six months later, he died as a result of holding me.

I was confronted with a broken engagement, so I asked my boyfriend to hold me one more time before we broke up. Six months later, he died as a result of holding me.

柚木崎 史乃

My fiancé was studying abroad. Since he was going to return soon, I had been looking forward to the day we would be reunited. One day, I was unfortunately attacked by a thug. As misfortunes tend to come in succession, I fell ill shortly after. While in poor health, I had only the reunion with my fiancé to cling to emotionally, but upon his return, he said this right off the bat: "I want to break off our engagement." If his feelings had changed, there was nothing to be done about it, and I reluctantly agreed, though it pained me. However, in exchange, I made one selfish request. "Would you hold me just one more time before we break up?" When I asked this, he granted my selfish wish. And then, half a year later. News of his death reached me. Furthermore, it seems his new girlfriend also died soon after, following him. ──According to my attending physician, the deaths of those two were caused by me.

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Words 2,599
Sentences 280
Characters 5,124
Unique Words 981
1-Occurrence Words
674
Unique Kanji 564
1-Occurrence Kanji
244
Avg Word Difficulty 2.17
Avg Sentence Length 9.3

Word List (981 words)

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起こる12.94
各地13.69
倦怠感14.66
12.23
と言うと13.52
見つけ出す14.21
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具合13.52
抑え13.28
申し出る14.15
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での12.60
12.74
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からして13.45
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作る12.24
なので12.48
13.47
大切13.25
出来事13.32
無さそう13.37
12.96
12.46
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所謂13.49
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思い浮かべる13.73
13.01
一説14.88
読み13.20
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一向に13.92
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11.97
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伯爵12.86
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ようやく12.82
日々13.25
待ちきれない14.97
言い方13.46
似る13.03
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社交界14.02
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交わす13.24
同時期14.68
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失礼します13.77
さて12.78
破落戸14.67
研究13.19
そんな馬鹿な14.31
嫌う13.34
ったら13.88
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疑問22.92
同時に22.65
と言った22.53
ですが22.62
によると23.63
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もの21.96
お姉23.30
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在す22.45
考え22.19
他地21.90
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行く21.99
おかしい22.76
聞く21.95
仕方ない22.99

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