I was confronted with a broken engagement, so I asked my boyfriend to hold me one more time before we broke up. Six months later, he died as a result of holding me.

I was confronted with a broken engagement, so I asked my boyfriend to hold me one more time before we broke up. Six months later, he died as a result of holding me.

柚木崎 史乃

My fiancé was studying abroad. Since he was going to return soon, I had been looking forward to the day we would be reunited. One day, I was unfortunately attacked by a thug. As misfortunes tend to come in succession, I fell ill shortly after. While in poor health, I had only the reunion with my fiancé to cling to emotionally, but upon his return, he said this right off the bat: "I want to break off our engagement." If his feelings had changed, there was nothing to be done about it, and I reluctantly agreed, though it pained me. However, in exchange, I made one selfish request. "Would you hold me just one more time before we break up?" When I asked this, he granted my selfish wish. And then, half a year later. News of his death reached me. Furthermore, it seems his new girlfriend also died soon after, following him. ──According to my attending physician, the deaths of those two were caused by me.

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Reading Time
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Words 2,599
Sentences 280
Characters 5,124
Unique Words 981
1-Occurrence Words
674
Unique Kanji 564
1-Occurrence Kanji
244
Avg Word Difficulty 2.17
Avg Sentence Length 9.3

Word List (981 words)

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放っておく14.13
間違い13.21
致死率15.50
13.69
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ひたすら13.47
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ダメ男15.48
12.51
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降り13.19
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12.57
12.22
経験12.96
感染者15.15
その代わり13.75
出来る12.15
ほぼ13.03
って11.78
ボサボサ14.64
正直12.91
あーあ14.23
汚す14.07
吊り上げる14.35
12.47
利く13.59
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上がる12.69
外国14.10
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ところを13.26
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12.60
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13.47
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その儘12.51
どうも13.18
口の端14.08
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12.68
早い12.99
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全然13.10
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12.38
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一族13.38
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正解13.47
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どうしたん13.53
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嫌う13.34
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好き12.59
確かに12.39
12.74
可哀想13.78
13.16
切り離す14.08
見る目がない15.41
若しかしたら13.16
重い13.10

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