I was confronted with a broken engagement, so I asked my boyfriend to hold me one more time before we broke up. Six months later, he died as a result of holding me.

I was confronted with a broken engagement, so I asked my boyfriend to hold me one more time before we broke up. Six months later, he died as a result of holding me.

柚木崎 史乃

My fiancé was studying abroad. Since he was going to return soon, I had been looking forward to the day we would be reunited. One day, I was unfortunately attacked by a thug. As misfortunes tend to come in succession, I fell ill shortly after. While in poor health, I had only the reunion with my fiancé to cling to emotionally, but upon his return, he said this right off the bat: "I want to break off our engagement." If his feelings had changed, there was nothing to be done about it, and I reluctantly agreed, though it pained me. However, in exchange, I made one selfish request. "Would you hold me just one more time before we break up?" When I asked this, he granted my selfish wish. And then, half a year later. News of his death reached me. Furthermore, it seems his new girlfriend also died soon after, following him. ──According to my attending physician, the deaths of those two were caused by me.

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Words 2,599
Sentences 280
Characters 5,124
Unique Words 981
1-Occurrence Words
674
Unique Kanji 564
1-Occurrence Kanji
244
Avg Word Difficulty 2.17
Avg Sentence Length 9.3

Word List (981 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
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と言うことは13.00
前日14.05
容赦なく13.80
塡まる14.18
至って13.57
傷つく13.63
苦しい13.37
長い12.68
全部12.88
12.60
わけが無い13.49
仮説14.14
所謂13.49
何時も12.58
勿論12.47
肉体13.14
ちょう度13.29
気が引ける14.49
読み13.20
出来事13.32
選ぶ12.84
と言って12.71
死亡13.75
本当のところ14.68
責める13.82
支え13.37
湧く13.55
体裁よく16.81
前述14.62
12.54
帰る12.52
強い12.36
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組み敷く15.03
馬鹿12.99
利く13.59
知らせ13.68
11.75
意外13.21
犯人13.57
等々14.16
思い出す12.70
身なり14.18
12.53
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なるほど12.67
好き12.59
酷い13.02
経験12.96
確かに12.39
道理で14.11
何故なら13.52
13.11
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自分から13.64
苛む14.20
正邪14.28
分け12.31
くるり13.94
意識12.77
どうしても13.16
引き止める14.17
ようやく12.82
一族13.38
相手12.18
わけでは無い12.90
つつも13.23
飲み物13.74
によって12.54
そこまで12.73
大戦14.05
あれから13.70
連れて12.86
11.97
別れる13.63
作業着14.83
大切な人14.14
変異14.38
来る12.08
優れた13.66
数年13.75
成果13.51
会話12.82
何だい13.95
それを12.10
二十代14.20
その日13.31
12.15
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12.64
発症14.57
以来13.53
何を12.46
縋る13.77
しばらくの間14.10
振る12.80
期間13.58

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