I was confronted with a broken engagement, so I asked my boyfriend to hold me one more time before we broke up. Six months later, he died as a result of holding me.

I was confronted with a broken engagement, so I asked my boyfriend to hold me one more time before we broke up. Six months later, he died as a result of holding me.

柚木崎 史乃

My fiancé was studying abroad. Since he was going to return soon, I had been looking forward to the day we would be reunited. One day, I was unfortunately attacked by a thug. As misfortunes tend to come in succession, I fell ill shortly after. While in poor health, I had only the reunion with my fiancé to cling to emotionally, but upon his return, he said this right off the bat: "I want to break off our engagement." If his feelings had changed, there was nothing to be done about it, and I reluctantly agreed, though it pained me. However, in exchange, I made one selfish request. "Would you hold me just one more time before we break up?" When I asked this, he granted my selfish wish. And then, half a year later. News of his death reached me. Furthermore, it seems his new girlfriend also died soon after, following him. ──According to my attending physician, the deaths of those two were caused by me.

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Reading Time
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Words 2,599
Sentences 280
Characters 5,124
Unique Words 981
1-Occurrence Words
674
Unique Kanji 564
1-Occurrence Kanji
244
Avg Word Difficulty 2.17
Avg Sentence Length 9.3

Word List (981 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
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何だい13.95
急に13.14
中断13.88
ノック13.54
点る15.12
弟子12.49
一呼吸14.59
呟く12.77
忘れる12.74
時間12.25
ある日13.73
間近13.76
大柄14.04
割る13.54
皆12.30
被せ14.34
未練たらたら15.80
内容12.74
憑依14.14
優れない14.69
からして13.45
お帰りなさい13.97
あっという間14.47
活躍13.42
人間関係14.32
信じられない13.47
犯す13.68
直前13.52
なるほど12.67
否応なしに15.09
祝詞13.05
取り13.16
他12.34
汚す14.07
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ても良い12.90
最後12.63
恋人13.51
違和感13.28
五12.47
気が引ける14.49
大抵13.58
ほう12.88
一日も早く15.26
一ヶ月13.76
別12.74
あ12.22
出来事13.32
可能性12.61
お前12.16
期間13.58
では11.75
釈然14.36
取れる13.10
あーあ14.23
後を追う14.30
退屈13.79
十12.98
可哀想13.78
ひたすら13.47
よな12.69
談笑14.07
見知らぬ13.93
佝僂12.10
だって12.30
質の悪い14.92
よりも12.48
読む12.89
今回12.47
何故だか14.16
訪ねる13.68
見据える13.53
縁13.49
返し13.12
ものだから13.61
出し12.32
更に12.42
咄嗟に13.40
何故なら13.52
発症14.57
死因14.50
可愛い12.81
唖然13.69
時に12.57
廃位13.18
腰掛け14.00
利く13.59
我慢13.21
底荷12.49
言いつけ14.31
数ヶ月14.05
当時13.28
若しかしたら13.16
似る13.03
早まる14.36
所謂13.49
可能性が高い13.61
一礼13.63
嬢13.21

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