I was confronted with a broken engagement, so I asked my boyfriend to hold me one more time before we broke up. Six months later, he died as a result of holding me.

I was confronted with a broken engagement, so I asked my boyfriend to hold me one more time before we broke up. Six months later, he died as a result of holding me.

柚木崎 史乃

My fiancé was studying abroad. Since he was going to return soon, I had been looking forward to the day we would be reunited. One day, I was unfortunately attacked by a thug. As misfortunes tend to come in succession, I fell ill shortly after. While in poor health, I had only the reunion with my fiancé to cling to emotionally, but upon his return, he said this right off the bat: "I want to break off our engagement." If his feelings had changed, there was nothing to be done about it, and I reluctantly agreed, though it pained me. However, in exchange, I made one selfish request. "Would you hold me just one more time before we break up?" When I asked this, he granted my selfish wish. And then, half a year later. News of his death reached me. Furthermore, it seems his new girlfriend also died soon after, following him. ──According to my attending physician, the deaths of those two were caused by me.

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Words 2,599
Sentences 280
Characters 5,124
Unique Words 981
1-Occurrence Words
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Unique Kanji 564
1-Occurrence Kanji
244
Avg Word Difficulty 2.17
Avg Sentence Length 9.3

Word List (981 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
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一週間23.50
酷く23.32
今後23.04
突然22.92
覗き込む23.90
病死24.73
この21.58
ですが22.62
今日は22.66
在す22.45
瞬間22.61
かしら22.79
のか21.74
不意に23.38
経つ23.15
失う22.75
感染24.35
22.82
やはり22.55
行く21.99
潔い24.37
22.55
へと22.14
22.95
進む22.84
訃報25.20
おかしい22.76
反省23.53
ありがとう22.86
丸で22.60
貴方22.53
したい22.75
22.67
眠い23.83
無意識23.59
離す23.22
22.66
別れ23.44
誰か22.71
起きる22.74
とりあえず22.73
瞬く23.86
下がる23.19
過ごす23.05
ではない22.28
切り出す23.88
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参加22.93
詰まり22.59
治す23.52
22.93
何か22.12
より22.31
考え22.19
22.11
良く22.94
遭う23.72
留学24.19
21.97
友人23.09
様に21.76
令嬢23.06
一つ22.53
一体22.67
噴水24.09
思える22.63
自身22.69
冗談23.17
23.42
数日23.33
性交渉25.58
22.74
21.60
もの21.96
なのに22.74
知る22.11
椅子23.07
千年23.80
やる22.13
初めて22.64
22.57
聞く21.95
もし22.64
22.30
余りにも23.24
英雄23.16
死ぬ22.49
ショック23.60
コントロール23.85
下さい22.34
他地21.90
関係22.73
楽しみ23.11
患う24.71
いよいよ23.53
書く22.69
によると23.63
受け取る23.03
通り22.74

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