I was confronted with a broken engagement, so I asked my boyfriend to hold me one more time before we broke up. Six months later, he died as a result of holding me.

I was confronted with a broken engagement, so I asked my boyfriend to hold me one more time before we broke up. Six months later, he died as a result of holding me.

柚木崎 史乃

My fiancé was studying abroad. Since he was going to return soon, I had been looking forward to the day we would be reunited. One day, I was unfortunately attacked by a thug. As misfortunes tend to come in succession, I fell ill shortly after. While in poor health, I had only the reunion with my fiancé to cling to emotionally, but upon his return, he said this right off the bat: "I want to break off our engagement." If his feelings had changed, there was nothing to be done about it, and I reluctantly agreed, though it pained me. However, in exchange, I made one selfish request. "Would you hold me just one more time before we break up?" When I asked this, he granted my selfish wish. And then, half a year later. News of his death reached me. Furthermore, it seems his new girlfriend also died soon after, following him. ──According to my attending physician, the deaths of those two were caused by me.

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Reading Time
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Words 2,599
Sentences 280
Characters 5,124
Unique Words 981
1-Occurrence Words
674
Unique Kanji 564
1-Occurrence Kanji
244
Avg Word Difficulty 2.17
Avg Sentence Length 9.3

Word List (981 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
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早すぎる14.36
その儘12.51
ほう12.88
ハッと13.80
なんだ12.26
よし12.94
うーん13.12
幸いにも14.21
最後12.63
12.74
社交界14.02
感染者15.15
期間13.58
黒幕14.06
何故だか14.16
ぽっかり14.33
手上げ13.61
船着き場14.82
自分から13.64
12.60
感覚12.95
あっという間14.47
待ちきれない14.97
話し始める14.39
切る12.91
去る13.02
感じ12.29
分け12.31
らしい12.54
一角13.65
更に12.42
翌朝13.92
切り離す14.08
多価13.57
もう一度13.13
全て12.32
諭し14.86
所謂13.49
各地13.69
明日12.80
優れた13.66
いらっしゃる13.26
お帰りなさい13.97
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後を追う14.30
13.09
二週間14.05
あーあ14.23
直前13.52
以来13.53
12.05
ったら13.88
12.57
ずば抜ける14.75
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長い12.68
其れだけ12.66
寝込む14.29
退職14.80
って11.78
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馬鹿12.99
一呼吸14.59
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唖然13.69
仕事12.50
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間違い13.21
整え13.41
吊り上げる14.35
13.39
未練がましい14.98
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喪失感14.68
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借り13.40
前日14.05
祈る13.47
何時も12.58
かも12.76
何より13.02
大抵13.58
交ず12.82
大きすぎる14.25

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