I was confronted with a broken engagement, so I asked my boyfriend to hold me one more time before we broke up. Six months later, he died as a result of holding me.

I was confronted with a broken engagement, so I asked my boyfriend to hold me one more time before we broke up. Six months later, he died as a result of holding me.

柚木崎 史乃

My fiancé was studying abroad. Since he was going to return soon, I had been looking forward to the day we would be reunited. One day, I was unfortunately attacked by a thug. As misfortunes tend to come in succession, I fell ill shortly after. While in poor health, I had only the reunion with my fiancé to cling to emotionally, but upon his return, he said this right off the bat: "I want to break off our engagement." If his feelings had changed, there was nothing to be done about it, and I reluctantly agreed, though it pained me. However, in exchange, I made one selfish request. "Would you hold me just one more time before we break up?" When I asked this, he granted my selfish wish. And then, half a year later. News of his death reached me. Furthermore, it seems his new girlfriend also died soon after, following him. ──According to my attending physician, the deaths of those two were caused by me.

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Reading Time
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Words 2,599
Sentences 280
Characters 5,124
Unique Words 981
1-Occurrence Words
674
Unique Kanji 564
1-Occurrence Kanji
244
Avg Word Difficulty 2.17
Avg Sentence Length 9.3

Word List (981 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
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あれ以来14.79
隙間13.44
難しい12.74
来12.47
さて12.78
ほう12.88
付き合い13.50
申し訳ありません13.44
一礼13.63
苦しい13.37
手11.97
全て12.32
何故だか14.16
格好悪い14.82
かと思えば13.93
連絡13.05
闇12.79
上がる12.69
正直12.91
発見13.22
そうなんです13.96
さっき12.78
懺悔14.52
たり12.26
降り13.19
自分から13.64
三男14.09
お帰りなさい13.97
処12.38
聞き覚えがある14.84
係る13.24
可愛い12.81
参加者13.85
可哀想13.78
よし12.94
支え13.37
傾げる13.21
大柄14.04
以外12.55
気分12.99
問題点14.29
プライド13.80
雇う13.53
姑く12.89
とは言え12.60
二12.60
傷つける13.50
封14.05
みっともない14.25
すっかり13.27
交わす13.24
気まずい13.71
夏風邪15.81
愛し13.36
違和感13.28
と言うのに13.07
許す12.89
当然12.54
呼ぶ12.52
待ちきれない14.97
酷い13.02
せ12.05
どうしたの13.34
くらい12.33
それ以来14.38
休む13.22
ところを13.26
決して12.91
信じられない13.47
浮かない顔14.80
自害14.49
問題12.39
退職14.80
鳰13.24
口走る14.25
しかし12.08
例の12.90
なんです12.80
かも知れません13.08
黒幕14.06
仕事を辞める15.89
ニッと14.86
ようやく12.82
納得12.79
一年13.42
医学14.61
活躍13.42
出来事13.32
更に12.42
お陰で13.60
暮12.46
つかぬ事15.21
ウイルス14.75
弟子12.49
体調不良14.44
精神13.21
必死12.99
喪失感14.68
眠気14.06

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