I was confronted with a broken engagement, so I asked my boyfriend to hold me one more time before we broke up. Six months later, he died as a result of holding me.

I was confronted with a broken engagement, so I asked my boyfriend to hold me one more time before we broke up. Six months later, he died as a result of holding me.

柚木崎 史乃

My fiancé was studying abroad. Since he was going to return soon, I had been looking forward to the day we would be reunited. One day, I was unfortunately attacked by a thug. As misfortunes tend to come in succession, I fell ill shortly after. While in poor health, I had only the reunion with my fiancé to cling to emotionally, but upon his return, he said this right off the bat: "I want to break off our engagement." If his feelings had changed, there was nothing to be done about it, and I reluctantly agreed, though it pained me. However, in exchange, I made one selfish request. "Would you hold me just one more time before we break up?" When I asked this, he granted my selfish wish. And then, half a year later. News of his death reached me. Furthermore, it seems his new girlfriend also died soon after, following him. ──According to my attending physician, the deaths of those two were caused by me.

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Words 2,599
Sentences 280
Characters 5,124
Unique Words 981
1-Occurrence Words
674
Unique Kanji 564
1-Occurrence Kanji
244
Avg Word Difficulty 2.17
Avg Sentence Length 9.3

Word List (981 words)

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現実13.06
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夜会13.82
重い13.10
点る15.12
人間関係14.32
付き合い13.50
わざわざ13.09
安心12.88
開け13.07
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判明13.66
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にも12.03
若しかしたら13.16
組み敷く15.03
かも知れません13.08
お香13.15
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求める13.21
医学14.61
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外国14.10
十年13.74
お帰りなさい13.97
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一角13.65
11.96
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被害者13.81
姿12.21
違う12.29
去る13.02
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ものだから13.61
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12.96
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嬉しい12.74
12.09
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係る13.24
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期間13.58
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馬鹿12.99
での12.60
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目の保養14.95
させる12.36
見る目がない15.41
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到底13.64
12.98
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恋仲14.70
によって12.54
せい12.98
そうです12.73
市内12.23
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抱く12.83
12.34
12.48
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ほう12.88
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交わす13.24
覚える13.07
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なり12.48
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嫌う13.34
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責任を持って14.59
口走る14.25
12.71
からして13.45
それ12.40
口の端14.08
いくら13.05
気分12.99

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