I was confronted with a broken engagement, so I asked my boyfriend to hold me one more time before we broke up. Six months later, he died as a result of holding me.

I was confronted with a broken engagement, so I asked my boyfriend to hold me one more time before we broke up. Six months later, he died as a result of holding me.

柚木崎 史乃

My fiancé was studying abroad. Since he was going to return soon, I had been looking forward to the day we would be reunited. One day, I was unfortunately attacked by a thug. As misfortunes tend to come in succession, I fell ill shortly after. While in poor health, I had only the reunion with my fiancé to cling to emotionally, but upon his return, he said this right off the bat: "I want to break off our engagement." If his feelings had changed, there was nothing to be done about it, and I reluctantly agreed, though it pained me. However, in exchange, I made one selfish request. "Would you hold me just one more time before we break up?" When I asked this, he granted my selfish wish. And then, half a year later. News of his death reached me. Furthermore, it seems his new girlfriend also died soon after, following him. ──According to my attending physician, the deaths of those two were caused by me.

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Reading Time
64 min
Words 2,599
Sentences 280
Characters 5,124
Unique Words 981
1-Occurrence Words
674
Unique Kanji 564
1-Occurrence Kanji
244
Avg Word Difficulty 2.17
Avg Sentence Length 9.3

Word List (981 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
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人間関係14.32
会話12.82
葬る14.21
肝心13.74
ほぼ13.03
わけが無い13.49
見る12.00
時に12.57
身支度14.30
12.79
見守る13.22
過ぎ13.12
然も13.66
底荷12.49
手入れ13.12
12.98
と言うと13.52
演技13.74
どうしたん13.53
恋人13.51
一呼吸14.59
ああ12.23
駆け寄る13.41
無症状16.81
気の置けない15.22
早まる14.36
ニッと14.86
めそめそ15.30
傷つける13.50
口走る14.25
家族12.92
かも知れません13.08
12.74
被せ14.34
体感14.13
数年13.75
取れる13.10
12.96
待つ12.41
診る14.36
何となく13.07
徐に13.96
釈然14.36
可愛い12.81
全部12.88
何時も12.58
歩度12.23
要するに13.62
11.97
口の端14.08
準備12.67
苛む14.20
数ヶ月14.05
予感13.35
どうか13.04
自我14.06
するべき13.77
シンプル13.78
言い方13.46
別に12.69
大げさ13.96
未練たらたら15.80
可能性が高い13.61
12.48
12.57
了い13.04
させる12.36
好き12.59
難点14.42
吊り上げる14.35
と言うことは13.00
様です12.87
支え13.37
予定日14.89
宥める13.82
12.09
浮かぶ12.94
気が引ける14.49
覚える13.07
願い13.38
免疫細胞16.89
見知らぬ13.93
快く14.08
ノック13.54
網膜14.59
黒幕14.06
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可能性12.61
感覚12.95
姿見14.70
容赦なく13.80
空く13.28
優れない14.69
覚え12.76
もう少し13.00
明日12.80
12.23
にして12.30

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