I was confronted with a broken engagement, so I asked my boyfriend to hold me one more time before we broke up. Six months later, he died as a result of holding me.

I was confronted with a broken engagement, so I asked my boyfriend to hold me one more time before we broke up. Six months later, he died as a result of holding me.

柚木崎 史乃

My fiancé was studying abroad. Since he was going to return soon, I had been looking forward to the day we would be reunited. One day, I was unfortunately attacked by a thug. As misfortunes tend to come in succession, I fell ill shortly after. While in poor health, I had only the reunion with my fiancé to cling to emotionally, but upon his return, he said this right off the bat: "I want to break off our engagement." If his feelings had changed, there was nothing to be done about it, and I reluctantly agreed, though it pained me. However, in exchange, I made one selfish request. "Would you hold me just one more time before we break up?" When I asked this, he granted my selfish wish. And then, half a year later. News of his death reached me. Furthermore, it seems his new girlfriend also died soon after, following him. ──According to my attending physician, the deaths of those two were caused by me.

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Reading Time
64 min
Words 2,599
Sentences 280
Characters 5,124
Unique Words 981
1-Occurrence Words
674
Unique Kanji 564
1-Occurrence Kanji
244
Avg Word Difficulty 2.17
Avg Sentence Length 9.3

Word List (981 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
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犯す13.68
無症状16.81
詰まるところ14.25
呼ぶ12.52
急に13.14
聞き入れる14.27
小さい12.69
いつ13.24
死因14.50
言う通り13.39
スラム街14.20
仕方がない13.28
翌朝13.92
回る12.52
ようやく12.82
目の保養14.95
別12.74
元気13.07
表情12.35
姿12.21
倦怠感14.66
わざわざ13.09
必死12.99
かも知れません13.08
覚える13.07
自力13.88
失礼します13.77
迫る13.06
憑依14.14
知らせ13.68
鳰13.24
恋仲14.70
眉をひそめる14.39
謝罪13.36
免疫細胞16.89
堪える13.45
二十代14.20
強い12.36
だって12.30
何だか12.94
頼み込む14.33
愛しい13.98
一人12.46
置く12.56
自分でも13.59
仮説14.14
整え13.41
と言っても過言ではない14.27
二週間14.05
上がる12.69
同時期14.68
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よし12.94
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別れる13.63
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二日13.62
勿論12.47
一日も早く15.26
もう少し13.00
様です12.87
交わす13.24
よりも12.48
他12.34
要するに13.62
それを12.10
長引く14.17
これ以上13.04
市内12.23
当然12.54
自我14.06
プライド13.80
以外12.55
放っておく14.13
五12.47
返事12.98
鏡13.47
社交界14.02
何となく13.07
演技13.74
風邪13.90
今際の際15.59
然も13.66
手11.97
家族12.92
祈る13.47
帰る12.52
大きすぎる14.25
せい12.98
判明13.66
大切な人14.14
質の悪い14.92
今回12.47
大切13.25
切り離す14.08
子供12.60
曰く13.58
談笑14.07
見守る13.22

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