I was confronted with a broken engagement, so I asked my boyfriend to hold me one more time before we broke up. Six months later, he died as a result of holding me.

I was confronted with a broken engagement, so I asked my boyfriend to hold me one more time before we broke up. Six months later, he died as a result of holding me.

柚木崎 史乃

My fiancé was studying abroad. Since he was going to return soon, I had been looking forward to the day we would be reunited. One day, I was unfortunately attacked by a thug. As misfortunes tend to come in succession, I fell ill shortly after. While in poor health, I had only the reunion with my fiancé to cling to emotionally, but upon his return, he said this right off the bat: "I want to break off our engagement." If his feelings had changed, there was nothing to be done about it, and I reluctantly agreed, though it pained me. However, in exchange, I made one selfish request. "Would you hold me just one more time before we break up?" When I asked this, he granted my selfish wish. And then, half a year later. News of his death reached me. Furthermore, it seems his new girlfriend also died soon after, following him. ──According to my attending physician, the deaths of those two were caused by me.

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Words 2,599
Sentences 280
Characters 5,124
Unique Words 981
1-Occurrence Words
674
Unique Kanji 564
1-Occurrence Kanji
244
Avg Word Difficulty 2.17
Avg Sentence Length 9.3

Word List (981 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
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申し訳ありません13.44
会話12.82
何となく13.07
12.68
責任13.30
我慢13.21
そんな馬鹿な14.31
12.23
それを12.10
活躍13.42
憔悴14.54
不安12.89
大きすぎる14.25
病む14.31
快く14.08
体よく15.44
診る14.36
一人12.46
先祖13.97
全て12.32
くるり13.94
十年13.74
何より13.02
異端13.26
思い出す12.70
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似る13.03
どうか13.04
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にも12.03
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手上げ13.61
どっと14.44
かも12.76
いらっしゃる13.26
罪悪感13.80
放心状態14.89
お香13.15
13.67
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正直12.91
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12.71
退職14.80
中断13.88
専属13.98
よね12.43
当時13.28
返し13.12
さて12.78
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治療13.17
やっぱり12.64
いくら13.05
その儘12.51
ちょう度13.29
早め13.69
元気13.07
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浮かない顔14.80
様子を見る13.98
12.22
12.68
13.47
何を12.46
重ね合う15.22
咄嗟に13.40
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曰く13.58
飲み物13.74
時間12.25
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無事13.09
感じ12.29
以来13.53
口の端14.08
湧く13.55
なので12.48
しかし12.08
僧尼12.52
翌朝13.92
戸惑う13.51
12.60
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ばればれ16.00
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予感13.35
早すぎる14.36
おっと13.55
全部12.88
自由に13.36
一向に13.92
底荷12.49
何で12.52
囚われ13.98

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