A Selfish Memory

A Selfish Memory

美佑氏シイバ

A panda appeared in my dream and said this to me: "In one week, you will die. If you don't want to die, confess your love to him." The "him" the panda spoke of was my best friend and childhood sweetheart. The panda appeared in my dreams every day, counting down. Even though I thought it was ridiculous, something about the one-week deadline stuck with me. And when only two days remained, I finally remembered and became aware of my feelings for him. (Author's note below↓) It's more "boys like" (author's original term) than "boys love." It's a state that's more than friendship but less than romance... or rather, it can't quite be called that. Underdeveloped feelings, but still wanting to be together, still liking the other person. That's the kind of story this is.

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Chapters 2
Reading Time
32 min
Words 2,702
Sentences 352
Characters 5,132
Unique Words 868
1-Occurrence Words
539
Unique Kanji 505
1-Occurrence Kanji
245
Avg Word Difficulty 2.12
Avg Sentence Length 7.7

Word List (868 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
1430.28
1070.48
970.56
960.41
940.48
920.54
オレ822.60
430.77
パンダ384.10
380.86
221.48
いる201.00
201.16
死ぬ202.49
言う201.56
181.04
181.99
171.29
161.60
161.04
こと141.30
して131.31
だった121.58
122.91
なる121.37
てる111.65
から111.17
お前112.16
忘れる112.74
111.96
111.38
には111.57
のか101.74
102.54
101.75
見る102.00
友人93.09
する91.24
そんな91.84
82.09
なあ82.86
れる81.22
もう82.11
んだ81.80
一週間83.50
在る81.55
来る82.08
何で82.52
けど71.79
72.39
72.53
71.59
でも71.70
告白73.52
のだ71.65
その71.44
泣く73.07
好き72.59
74.03
ながら71.91
71.86
様な71.80
何故か72.92
ない71.61
三日63.50
61.46
62.23
って61.78
61.91
佝僂62.10
61.89
61.75
63.20
齧る64.13
52.76
51.71
です51.71
転舵53.34
ちゃんと52.69
なんだ52.26
様に51.76
53.13
54.73
思う51.61
53.07
心臓53.28
51.97
立つ52.58
くれる41.97
高校43.71
ちょっと42.29
明日42.80
42.47
41.60
これは42.28
後に42.87
入る42.14
行く41.99
引っ越す44.68
不思議42.81
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