A Selfish Memory

A Selfish Memory

美佑氏シイバ

A panda appeared in my dream and said this to me: "In one week, you will die. If you don't want to die, confess your love to him." The "him" the panda spoke of was my best friend and childhood sweetheart. The panda appeared in my dreams every day, counting down. Even though I thought it was ridiculous, something about the one-week deadline stuck with me. And when only two days remained, I finally remembered and became aware of my feelings for him. (Author's note below↓) It's more "boys like" (author's original term) than "boys love." It's a state that's more than friendship but less than romance... or rather, it can't quite be called that. Underdeveloped feelings, but still wanting to be together, still liking the other person. That's the kind of story this is.

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Chapters 2
Reading Time
32 min
Words 2,702
Sentences 352
Characters 5,132
Unique Words 868
1-Occurrence Words
539
Unique Kanji 505
1-Occurrence Kanji
245
Avg Word Difficulty 2.12
Avg Sentence Length 7.7

Word List (868 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
1430.28
1070.48
970.56
960.41
940.48
920.54
オレ822.60
430.77
パンダ384.10
380.86
221.48
死ぬ202.49
いる201.00
言う201.56
201.16
181.04
181.99
171.29
161.60
161.04
こと141.30
して131.31
122.91
だった121.58
なる121.37
111.38
には111.57
お前112.16
から111.17
てる111.65
111.96
忘れる112.74
101.75
見る102.00
102.54
のか101.74
そんな91.84
友人93.09
する91.24
なあ82.86
れる81.22
在る81.55
来る82.08
何で82.52
一週間83.50
82.09
んだ81.80
もう82.11
告白73.52
何故か72.92
のだ71.65
泣く73.07
でも71.70
ながら71.91
72.39
けど71.79
ない71.61
72.53
様な71.80
その71.44
74.03
好き72.59
71.59
71.86
61.91
63.20
62.23
61.89
齧る64.13
佝僂62.10
って61.78
61.75
61.46
三日63.50
思う51.61
心臓53.28
53.13
様に51.76
51.71
51.97
52.76
53.07
です51.71
立つ52.58
ちゃんと52.69
54.73
転舵53.34
なんだ52.26
42.47
引っ越す44.68
歩く42.65
行く41.99
なんか42.48
後に42.87
不思議42.81
驚く42.62
走る42.77
子供の頃43.96
ではない42.28
っけ43.23
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