A Selfish Memory

A Selfish Memory

美佑氏シイバ

A panda appeared in my dream and said this to me: "In one week, you will die. If you don't want to die, confess your love to him." The "him" the panda spoke of was my best friend and childhood sweetheart. The panda appeared in my dreams every day, counting down. Even though I thought it was ridiculous, something about the one-week deadline stuck with me. And when only two days remained, I finally remembered and became aware of my feelings for him. (Author's note below↓) It's more "boys like" (author's original term) than "boys love." It's a state that's more than friendship but less than romance... or rather, it can't quite be called that. Underdeveloped feelings, but still wanting to be together, still liking the other person. That's the kind of story this is.

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Chapters 2
Reading Time
32 min
Words 2,702
Sentences 352
Characters 5,132
Unique Words 868
1-Occurrence Words
539
Unique Kanji 505
1-Occurrence Kanji
245
Avg Word Difficulty 2.12
Avg Sentence Length 7.7

Word List (868 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
の1430.28
が1070.48
て970.56
を960.41
は940.48
に920.54
オレ822.60
と430.77
で380.86
パンダ384.10
よ221.48
死ぬ202.49
いる201.00
言う201.56
だ201.16
も181.04
目181.99
板171.29
な161.04
し161.60
こと141.30
して131.31
だった121.58
なる121.37
夢122.91
下111.38
てる111.65
から111.17
忘れる112.74
には111.57
見111.96
お前112.16
址102.54
のか101.74
事101.75
見る102.00
する91.24
そんな91.84
友人93.09
何82.09
一週間83.50
れる81.22
来る82.08
在る81.55
何で82.52
んだ81.80
もう82.11
なあ82.86
好き72.59
ながら71.91
泣く73.07
でも71.70
様な71.80
のだ71.65
何故か72.92
中71.86
日72.53
その71.44
告白73.52
けど71.79
さ71.59
平74.03
ない71.61
え72.39
齧る64.13
北61.89
頭62.23
三日63.50
って61.78
か61.46
熱63.20
佝僂62.10
や61.75
顔61.91
様に51.76
思う51.61
丈51.71
笹54.73
心臓53.28
転舵53.34
です51.71
手51.97
妙53.13
ちゃんと52.69
匜52.76
なんだ52.26
愛53.07
立つ52.58
驚く42.62
これは42.28
ぞ42.08
なんか42.48
じゃない42.26
嫌42.74
おい42.87
んです42.32
しまう42.03
部屋42.30
子供の頃43.96
行く41.99
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