A Selfish Memory

A Selfish Memory

美佑氏シイバ

A panda appeared in my dream and said this to me: "In one week, you will die. If you don't want to die, confess your love to him." The "him" the panda spoke of was my best friend and childhood sweetheart. The panda appeared in my dreams every day, counting down. Even though I thought it was ridiculous, something about the one-week deadline stuck with me. And when only two days remained, I finally remembered and became aware of my feelings for him. (Author's note below↓) It's more "boys like" (author's original term) than "boys love." It's a state that's more than friendship but less than romance... or rather, it can't quite be called that. Underdeveloped feelings, but still wanting to be together, still liking the other person. That's the kind of story this is.

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Chapters 2
Reading Time
32 min
Words 2,702
Sentences 352
Characters 5,132
Unique Words 868
1-Occurrence Words
539
Unique Kanji 505
1-Occurrence Kanji
245
Avg Word Difficulty 2.12
Avg Sentence Length 7.7

Word List (868 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
優しい12.76
一人12.46
どう12.34
死ぬほど14.36
直ぐ12.97
如何した13.27
腰掛け14.00
大抵13.58
気づく12.78
って言う12.83
酷く13.32
連絡13.05
動く12.53
鈍14.55
了い13.04
白黒14.23
なりません13.51
汗13.33
滅多に13.78
走り出す13.62
会話12.82
幾12.12
ノート13.85
建物13.04
ぎゃあ14.17
大きい12.90
大丈夫12.38
転校14.65
撫でる12.95
代替13.50
瞬く13.86
突然12.92
小中高15.79
電車14.10
アレ13.12
向く13.30
そんなに12.88
クラスメイト13.79
方11.96
言いながら13.25
ねー12.79
朝日14.14
鼻13.23
予想12.98
と言った12.53
それを12.10
定規15.24
左足14.19
短い13.10
い12.74
何なの13.66
ここに12.60
家具13.97
ゾウ14.61
読む12.89
某13.78
加わる13.42
答え12.75
ん12.09
会う12.62
呆れる13.09
喃々13.84
煌めく14.17
二人きり13.85
人達13.16
横13.21
覗き込む13.90
教師13.40
よお14.08
願う13.27
それ迄13.26
置く12.56
だろうか12.42
図書館13.57
ずんぐりむっくり15.33
改装14.45
わざわざ13.09
夏祭り14.84
伊和13.96
ます12.81
格闘13.84
後12.36
見覚え14.11
癖13.79
取れる13.10
かあ14.21
整理13.62
感情12.86
どうしても13.16
状態12.57
可愛い12.81
ため息13.17
照れ13.61
散々13.63
がらん14.76
温か14.06
だけでなく13.27
前12.31
梱包14.67
怒る12.88
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