A Selfish Memory

A Selfish Memory

美佑氏シイバ

A panda appeared in my dream and said this to me: "In one week, you will die. If you don't want to die, confess your love to him." The "him" the panda spoke of was my best friend and childhood sweetheart. The panda appeared in my dreams every day, counting down. Even though I thought it was ridiculous, something about the one-week deadline stuck with me. And when only two days remained, I finally remembered and became aware of my feelings for him. (Author's note below↓) It's more "boys like" (author's original term) than "boys love." It's a state that's more than friendship but less than romance... or rather, it can't quite be called that. Underdeveloped feelings, but still wanting to be together, still liking the other person. That's the kind of story this is.

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Chapters 2
Reading Time
32 min
Words 2,702
Sentences 352
Characters 5,132
Unique Words 868
1-Occurrence Words
539
Unique Kanji 505
1-Occurrence Kanji
245
Avg Word Difficulty 2.12
Avg Sentence Length 7.7

Word List (868 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
の1430.28
が1070.48
て970.56
を960.41
は940.48
に920.54
オレ822.60
と430.77
パンダ384.10
で380.86
よ221.48
いる201.00
だ201.16
死ぬ202.49
言う201.56
目181.99
も181.04
板171.29
し161.60
な161.04
こと141.30
して131.31
だった121.58
なる121.37
夢122.91
には111.57
下111.38
忘れる112.74
から111.17
見111.96
お前112.16
てる111.65
址102.54
見る102.00
事101.75
のか101.74
友人93.09
する91.24
そんな91.84
在る81.55
何で82.52
もう82.11
んだ81.80
一週間83.50
来る82.08
何82.09
なあ82.86
れる81.22
何故か72.92
平74.03
その71.44
告白73.52
中71.86
泣く73.07
好き72.59
のだ71.65
日72.53
様な71.80
でも71.70
ない71.61
ながら71.91
けど71.79
さ71.59
え72.39
か61.46
って61.78
佝僂62.10
や61.75
熱63.20
齧る64.13
三日63.50
頭62.23
北61.89
顔61.91
笹54.73
手51.97
様に51.76
です51.71
立つ52.58
愛53.07
転舵53.34
匜52.76
心臓53.28
妙53.13
思う51.61
丈51.71
ちゃんと52.69
なんだ52.26
お42.11
じゃない42.26
これは42.28
なんて42.13
入る42.14
何も42.48
場所42.27
しまう42.03
ではない42.28
行く41.99
不思議42.81
後に42.87
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