A Selfish Memory

A Selfish Memory

美佑氏シイバ

A panda appeared in my dream and said this to me: "In one week, you will die. If you don't want to die, confess your love to him." The "him" the panda spoke of was my best friend and childhood sweetheart. The panda appeared in my dreams every day, counting down. Even though I thought it was ridiculous, something about the one-week deadline stuck with me. And when only two days remained, I finally remembered and became aware of my feelings for him. (Author's note below↓) It's more "boys like" (author's original term) than "boys love." It's a state that's more than friendship but less than romance... or rather, it can't quite be called that. Underdeveloped feelings, but still wanting to be together, still liking the other person. That's the kind of story this is.

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Chapters 2
Reading Time
32 min
Words 2,702
Sentences 352
Characters 5,132
Unique Words 868
1-Occurrence Words
539
Unique Kanji 505
1-Occurrence Kanji
245
Avg Word Difficulty 2.12
Avg Sentence Length 7.7

Word List (868 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
1430.28
1070.48
970.56
960.41
940.48
920.54
オレ822.60
430.77
パンダ384.10
380.86
221.48
言う201.56
死ぬ202.49
201.16
いる201.00
181.04
181.99
171.29
161.04
161.60
こと141.30
して131.31
だった121.58
122.91
なる121.37
てる111.65
111.38
111.96
お前112.16
には111.57
忘れる112.74
から111.17
102.54
見る102.00
のか101.74
101.75
する91.24
そんな91.84
友人93.09
一週間83.50
もう82.11
れる81.22
在る81.55
なあ82.86
何で82.52
来る82.08
んだ81.80
82.09
ない71.61
のだ71.65
74.03
泣く73.07
様な71.80
好き72.59
けど71.79
その71.44
何故か72.92
でも71.70
71.86
72.39
告白73.52
ながら71.91
72.53
71.59
齧る64.13
63.20
三日63.50
61.75
って61.78
61.46
61.89
62.23
61.91
佝僂62.10
51.71
思う51.61
心臓53.28
転舵53.34
様に51.76
51.97
ちゃんと52.69
54.73
です51.71
なんだ52.26
立つ52.58
53.13
52.76
53.07
42.30
引っ越し44.29
しかも42.72
42.08
目の前42.63
子供の頃43.96
場所42.27
そう41.75
なんか42.48
走る42.77
入る42.14
歩く42.65
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