A Selfish Memory

A Selfish Memory

美佑氏シイバ

A panda appeared in my dream and said this to me: "In one week, you will die. If you don't want to die, confess your love to him." The "him" the panda spoke of was my best friend and childhood sweetheart. The panda appeared in my dreams every day, counting down. Even though I thought it was ridiculous, something about the one-week deadline stuck with me. And when only two days remained, I finally remembered and became aware of my feelings for him. (Author's note below↓) It's more "boys like" (author's original term) than "boys love." It's a state that's more than friendship but less than romance... or rather, it can't quite be called that. Underdeveloped feelings, but still wanting to be together, still liking the other person. That's the kind of story this is.

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Chapters 2
Reading Time
32 min
Words 2,702
Sentences 352
Characters 5,132
Unique Words 868
1-Occurrence Words
539
Unique Kanji 505
1-Occurrence Kanji
245
Avg Word Difficulty 2.12
Avg Sentence Length 7.7

Word List (868 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
の1430.28
が1070.48
て970.56
を960.41
は940.48
に920.54
オレ822.60
と430.77
パンダ384.10
で380.86
よ221.48
だ201.16
死ぬ202.49
いる201.00
言う201.56
目181.99
も181.04
板171.29
し161.60
な161.04
こと141.30
して131.31
だった121.58
なる121.37
夢122.91
見111.96
には111.57
忘れる112.74
お前112.16
下111.38
から111.17
てる111.65
事101.75
見る102.00
のか101.74
址102.54
する91.24
そんな91.84
友人93.09
何82.09
何で82.52
れる81.22
一週間83.50
来る82.08
なあ82.86
んだ81.80
在る81.55
もう82.11
好き72.59
のだ71.65
え72.39
平74.03
でも71.70
告白73.52
ながら71.91
さ71.59
中71.86
その71.44
何故か72.92
けど71.79
様な71.80
泣く73.07
日72.53
ない71.61
齧る64.13
や61.75
佝僂62.10
顔61.91
か61.46
三日63.50
北61.89
って61.78
熱63.20
頭62.23
転舵53.34
様に51.76
なんだ52.26
です51.71
妙53.13
丈51.71
立つ52.58
手51.97
思う51.61
笹54.73
心臓53.28
匜52.76
愛53.07
ちゃんと52.69
不思議42.81
くれる41.97
驚く42.62
彼方42.51
走る42.77
明日42.80
じゃない42.26
入る42.14
お42.11
引っ越し44.29
ば41.60
子供の頃43.96
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