A Selfish Memory

A Selfish Memory

美佑氏シイバ

A panda appeared in my dream and said this to me: "In one week, you will die. If you don't want to die, confess your love to him." The "him" the panda spoke of was my best friend and childhood sweetheart. The panda appeared in my dreams every day, counting down. Even though I thought it was ridiculous, something about the one-week deadline stuck with me. And when only two days remained, I finally remembered and became aware of my feelings for him. (Author's note below↓) It's more "boys like" (author's original term) than "boys love." It's a state that's more than friendship but less than romance... or rather, it can't quite be called that. Underdeveloped feelings, but still wanting to be together, still liking the other person. That's the kind of story this is.

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Chapters 2
Reading Time
32 min
Words 2,702
Sentences 352
Characters 5,132
Unique Words 868
1-Occurrence Words
539
Unique Kanji 505
1-Occurrence Kanji
245
Avg Word Difficulty 2.12
Avg Sentence Length 7.7

Word List (868 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
サッカーボール15.09
げっ14.25
味わう13.58
ノック13.54
新鮮13.78
照れ13.61
13.26
わっ13.63
夏まつり17.05
こんなに13.14
ここ12.11
突然12.92
短い13.10
事が出来る13.66
何処も14.16
教壇14.81
了い13.04
12.71
思わず12.73
通学路15.25
二位13.39
られる11.68
ずぶずぶ15.06
以外12.55
お見舞い14.28
じゃねえ13.34
詰まり12.59
中身13.25
元気13.07
夏祭り14.84
ずんぐりむっくり15.33
小中高15.79
むっと14.47
どうしても13.16
12.95
状態12.57
近所13.94
13.32
13.39
がくんと15.21
引越し14.75
何度も12.93
される12.48
手織12.80
過ごす13.05
丸で12.60
14.03
似ても似つかない14.86
ものを12.71
なりません13.51
呆れる13.09
続き物16.43
がらん14.76
記憶12.80
人間12.21
瞬く13.86
ピンク13.89
卒業13.55
済む13.11
腰掛け14.00
温かい13.58
よお14.08
木板14.45
じゃ12.24
なよ13.13
ブランコ14.96
情緒不安定14.90
大あくび15.36
からかう13.66
つもり12.48
かあ14.21
休日13.94
変わり13.44
13.87
練習試合15.12
1713.97
ゾウ14.61
死ぬほど14.36
12.72
そうすれば13.65
繋がる13.22
どうしたの13.34
大きい12.90
受験14.33
気は無い14.49
感情12.86
盛り上がる13.64
上げ12.67
とある13.37
かき消す14.23
大きく12.61
ねえ12.74
せい12.98
12.70
叫ぶ12.93
その儘12.51
立てて13.18
喃々13.84
下土12.58
13.17

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