A Selfish Memory

A Selfish Memory

美佑氏シイバ

A panda appeared in my dream and said this to me: "In one week, you will die. If you don't want to die, confess your love to him." The "him" the panda spoke of was my best friend and childhood sweetheart. The panda appeared in my dreams every day, counting down. Even though I thought it was ridiculous, something about the one-week deadline stuck with me. And when only two days remained, I finally remembered and became aware of my feelings for him. (Author's note below↓) It's more "boys like" (author's original term) than "boys love." It's a state that's more than friendship but less than romance... or rather, it can't quite be called that. Underdeveloped feelings, but still wanting to be together, still liking the other person. That's the kind of story this is.

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Chapters 2
Reading Time
32 min
Words 2,702
Sentences 352
Characters 5,132
Unique Words 868
1-Occurrence Words
539
Unique Kanji 505
1-Occurrence Kanji
245
Avg Word Difficulty 2.12
Avg Sentence Length 7.7

Word List (868 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
嬉しそう13.06
がらん14.76
思い浮かべる13.73
だけでなく13.27
13.31
つつ12.62
鼻水14.42
半日13.90
同士13.17
中身13.25
その儘12.51
それを12.10
生まれて初めて14.33
感じ12.29
向け12.69
利く13.59
云える13.55
殴る13.17
小さな12.71
リアル13.72
13.22
ころ13.59
ずんぐりむっくり15.33
12.05
ノート13.85
なの12.22
注目13.52
ベンチ13.93
恐らく12.72
さようなら14.34
11.64
あいつ12.86
そうになる13.49
飛んだ13.76
飼う13.95
うーん13.12
教え12.64
それ12.40
コロン14.79
ジャングルジム15.84
ぽっかり14.33
近く12.69
人型13.63
今日12.61
どうしても13.16
とある13.37
良く12.94
整理13.62
11.96
なよ13.13
輝き13.35
しかない12.80
代替13.50
代名詞14.61
12.98
若しかしたら13.16
立てて13.18
続き物16.43
人気者14.50
丸く13.55
つもり12.48
大あくび15.36
ここに12.60
取れる13.10
幼稚園14.59
大きく12.61
13.59
何処も14.16
休日13.94
ので11.80
呟き13.31
12.89
またもや14.18
ついさっき14.18
撫でる12.95
このまま12.79
置く12.56
13.69
正夢15.66
ベッド13.01
12.53
なさい12.85
まあ12.23
ことが出来る12.88
事大15.53
梱包14.67
乗る12.77
限目15.52
内容12.74
グラウンド14.41
建物13.04
眩しい13.69
そうすれば13.65
カンガルー15.41
痛み13.05
それ迄13.26
頂上14.23
安心12.88
答え12.75
告げる12.80

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