A Selfish Memory

A Selfish Memory

美佑氏シイバ

A panda appeared in my dream and said this to me: "In one week, you will die. If you don't want to die, confess your love to him." The "him" the panda spoke of was my best friend and childhood sweetheart. The panda appeared in my dreams every day, counting down. Even though I thought it was ridiculous, something about the one-week deadline stuck with me. And when only two days remained, I finally remembered and became aware of my feelings for him. (Author's note below↓) It's more "boys like" (author's original term) than "boys love." It's a state that's more than friendship but less than romance... or rather, it can't quite be called that. Underdeveloped feelings, but still wanting to be together, still liking the other person. That's the kind of story this is.

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Chapters 2
Reading Time
32 min
Words 2,702
Sentences 352
Characters 5,132
Unique Words 868
1-Occurrence Words
539
Unique Kanji 505
1-Occurrence Kanji
245
Avg Word Difficulty 2.12
Avg Sentence Length 7.7

Word List (868 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
額13.17
喪失感14.68
良く12.94
苦しい13.37
ものを12.71
呟き13.31
なの12.22
サッカー14.31
切角13.20
お見舞い14.28
だろうか12.42
ノック13.54
大抵13.58
必要12.28
最後12.63
眉13.26
死亡13.75
降下14.04
帰る12.52
固い13.50
焼ける13.91
ここ12.11
ひと先ず13.58
はあ13.26
口元13.26
緩み14.39
幾ど12.84
嬉しそう13.06
ずんぐりむっくり15.33
って言う12.83
街12.53
大切13.25
溢れ13.33
とも12.37
二位13.39
ぞっと14.26
遠足14.63
振り向く13.32
ひょっこり14.46
大きく12.61
似ても似つかない14.86
小さな12.71
嫌い13.22
中身13.25
中学校14.58
了い13.04
置く12.56
振る12.80
訳12.81
恋愛感情14.48
行う12.53
現れ13.42
形12.70
熱い13.28
変わらない13.12
こいつ12.74
蹴り13.23
死13.03
そんなに12.88
転がる13.20
夜空13.94
髪12.71
ねー12.79
朝日14.14
だり13.41
やっぱり12.64
ようやく12.82
より12.31
呆れる13.09
初期段階15.32
下手したら14.35
二本13.56
片手13.23
繰り返す13.34
によって12.54
答え12.75
優しい12.76
ピンク13.89
利く13.59
アレ13.12
眩しい13.69
腰掛け14.00
喃々13.84
滑り台15.04
息12.82
読む12.89
くらい12.33
木板14.45
空間12.91
馬鹿野郎14.46
触れる13.08
うわ13.47
引越し14.75
ので11.80
かき消す14.23
公園13.94
白黒14.23
定規15.24
待つ12.41
状態12.57

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