A Selfish Memory

A Selfish Memory

美佑氏シイバ

A panda appeared in my dream and said this to me: "In one week, you will die. If you don't want to die, confess your love to him." The "him" the panda spoke of was my best friend and childhood sweetheart. The panda appeared in my dreams every day, counting down. Even though I thought it was ridiculous, something about the one-week deadline stuck with me. And when only two days remained, I finally remembered and became aware of my feelings for him. (Author's note below↓) It's more "boys like" (author's original term) than "boys love." It's a state that's more than friendship but less than romance... or rather, it can't quite be called that. Underdeveloped feelings, but still wanting to be together, still liking the other person. That's the kind of story this is.

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Chapters 2
Reading Time
32 min
Words 2,702
Sentences 352
Characters 5,132
Unique Words 868
1-Occurrence Words
539
Unique Kanji 505
1-Occurrence Kanji
245
Avg Word Difficulty 2.12
Avg Sentence Length 7.7

Word List (868 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
41.60
入る42.14
しまう42.03
彼方42.51
二日43.62
行く41.99
くれる41.97
驚く42.62
子供の頃43.96
しかも42.72
んです42.32
おい42.87
42.53
目の前42.63
そう41.75
42.68
引っ越す44.68
不思議42.81
走る42.77
42.30
42.08
明日42.80
場所42.27
42.57
部屋42.30
ではない42.28
なんか42.48
42.74
歩く42.65
後に42.87
32.98
学校33.04
34.21
上がる32.69
聞く31.95
この31.58
でしょう32.49
33.06
自分31.91
32.24
庭内32.27
32.33
また32.19
一緒に32.46
33.23
分かる32.00
悪い32.37
勉強机35.48
引き出し34.02
それが32.31
32.02
品柄32.63
かも知れない32.21
今朝33.77
社会科35.55
のに32.21
32.07
なり32.48
出し32.32
33.40
31.95
をして32.06
知る32.11
まま32.40
そう言った33.01
笑う32.45
教科書34.12
これから32.69
幼馴染33.65
少し32.13
続ける32.56
タイムマシン35.34
開け33.07
子供32.60
33.69
他地31.90
笑い32.95
花火34.08
しかし32.08
ても31.96
だから31.99
32.34
いや32.14
無くなる33.38
もの31.96
見える32.26
昨日32.87
何か32.12
32.29
22.95
ちゃう22.74
何でもない23.50
その中23.17
出す22.43
にも22.03
開く22.63
市内22.23
スポーツマン25.72
22.57
覚める23.73

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