A Selfish Memory

A Selfish Memory

美佑氏シイバ

A panda appeared in my dream and said this to me: "In one week, you will die. If you don't want to die, confess your love to him." The "him" the panda spoke of was my best friend and childhood sweetheart. The panda appeared in my dreams every day, counting down. Even though I thought it was ridiculous, something about the one-week deadline stuck with me. And when only two days remained, I finally remembered and became aware of my feelings for him. (Author's note below↓) It's more "boys like" (author's original term) than "boys love." It's a state that's more than friendship but less than romance... or rather, it can't quite be called that. Underdeveloped feelings, but still wanting to be together, still liking the other person. That's the kind of story this is.

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Chapters 2
Reading Time
32 min
Words 2,702
Sentences 352
Characters 5,132
Unique Words 868
1-Occurrence Words
539
Unique Kanji 505
1-Occurrence Kanji
245
Avg Word Difficulty 2.12
Avg Sentence Length 7.7

Word List (868 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
部屋42.30
引っ越す44.68
そう41.75
子供の頃43.96
二日43.62
引っ越し44.29
42.30
これは42.28
42.47
彼方42.51
そして41.87
くれる41.97
行く41.99
42.57
後に42.87
高校43.71
場所42.27
何も42.48
しかも42.72
42.11
言葉41.96
42.68
驚く42.62
明日42.80
おい42.87
42.08
んです42.32
42.53
走る42.77
ちょっと42.29
少し32.13
32.07
悪い32.37
そう言った33.01
ても31.96
笑う32.45
タイムマシン35.34
33.23
社会科35.55
見える32.26
他地31.90
33.06
また32.19
32.34
32.98
今朝33.77
笑い32.95
31.95
品柄32.63
上がる32.69
聞く31.95
一緒に32.46
自分31.91
出し32.32
これから32.69
33.40
学校33.04
かも知れない32.21
知る32.11
花火34.08
32.33
33.69
32.02
なり32.48
勉強机35.48
教科書34.12
まま32.40
庭内32.27
引き出し34.02
いや32.14
子供32.60
でしょう32.49
続ける32.56
それが32.31
開け33.07
をして32.06
分かる32.00
もの31.96
何か32.12
32.29
幼馴染33.65
のに32.21
しかし32.08
32.24
34.21
昨日32.87
この31.58
だから31.99
無くなる33.38
何だ23.17
僧尼22.52
分け22.31
その事23.14
やる22.13
23.42
通う23.42
感じる22.58
こんな22.33
住む23.05
友情23.99

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