A Selfish Memory

A Selfish Memory

美佑氏シイバ

A panda appeared in my dream and said this to me: "In one week, you will die. If you don't want to die, confess your love to him." The "him" the panda spoke of was my best friend and childhood sweetheart. The panda appeared in my dreams every day, counting down. Even though I thought it was ridiculous, something about the one-week deadline stuck with me. And when only two days remained, I finally remembered and became aware of my feelings for him. (Author's note below↓) It's more "boys like" (author's original term) than "boys love." It's a state that's more than friendship but less than romance... or rather, it can't quite be called that. Underdeveloped feelings, but still wanting to be together, still liking the other person. That's the kind of story this is.

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Chapters 2
Reading Time
32 min
Words 2,702
Sentences 352
Characters 5,132
Unique Words 868
1-Occurrence Words
539
Unique Kanji 505
1-Occurrence Kanji
245
Avg Word Difficulty 2.12
Avg Sentence Length 7.7

Word List (868 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
なんか42.48
嫌42.74
ではない42.28
言葉41.96
二日43.62
部屋42.30
引っ越し44.29
っけ43.23
心42.57
場所42.27
明日42.80
引っ越す44.68
そう41.75
なんて42.13
不思議42.81
んです42.32
しまう42.03
しかも42.72
子供の頃43.96
走る42.77
口42.30
お42.11
ちょっと42.29
入る42.14
ぞ42.08
おい42.87
ば41.60
驚く42.62
彼方42.51
くれる41.97
のに32.21
幼馴染33.65
それが32.31
出し32.32
昨日32.87
見える32.26
何か32.12
上がる32.69
なり32.48
他地31.90
笑う32.45
出32.33
生33.40
少し32.13
そう言った33.01
へ31.95
いや32.14
自分31.91
勉強机35.48
引き出し34.02
学校33.04
聞く31.95
悪い32.37
但32.24
庭内32.27
一緒に32.46
社会科35.55
教科書34.12
この31.58
もの31.96
また32.19
かも知れない32.21
ても31.96
涙32.98
知る32.11
井34.21
タイムマシン35.34
ー32.29
他32.34
無くなる33.38
品柄32.63
傍33.23
これから32.69
花火34.08
子供32.60
しかし32.08
分かる32.00
僕32.07
開け33.07
早33.69
をして32.06
だから31.99
寝33.06
声32.02
続ける32.56
まま32.40
今朝33.77
でしょう32.49
笑い32.95
がる22.87
丁22.44
景色23.49
気付く22.70
あの22.00
大きな22.50
出す22.43
飛び込む23.31
部活24.01
その事23.14
下さい22.34

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