A Selfish Memory

A Selfish Memory

美佑氏シイバ

A panda appeared in my dream and said this to me: "In one week, you will die. If you don't want to die, confess your love to him." The "him" the panda spoke of was my best friend and childhood sweetheart. The panda appeared in my dreams every day, counting down. Even though I thought it was ridiculous, something about the one-week deadline stuck with me. And when only two days remained, I finally remembered and became aware of my feelings for him. (Author's note below↓) It's more "boys like" (author's original term) than "boys love." It's a state that's more than friendship but less than romance... or rather, it can't quite be called that. Underdeveloped feelings, but still wanting to be together, still liking the other person. That's the kind of story this is.

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Chapters 2
Reading Time
32 min
Words 2,702
Sentences 352
Characters 5,132
Unique Words 868
1-Occurrence Words
539
Unique Kanji 505
1-Occurrence Kanji
245
Avg Word Difficulty 2.12
Avg Sentence Length 7.7

Word List (868 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
12.70
当然12.54
初めて12.64
12.71
ブランコ14.96
小学校14.12
13.78
朝日14.14
13.28
ぱちくり14.53
短い13.10
死ぬほど14.36
大あくび15.36
13.69
じゃねえ13.34
げっ14.25
今日は12.66
予定日14.89
教え12.64
生まれて初めて14.33
閉じる13.13
甚平15.45
ひと先ず13.58
出る12.34
恋愛感情14.48
13.21
沸く14.02
空間12.91
落ち着く13.00
13.23
12.22
笑顔12.66
逃げて13.41
だんだん13.78
回る12.52
わっ13.63
ます12.81
なさい12.85
一敗13.30
突っ込む13.15
感覚12.95
そうになった13.59
どうしたん13.53
忘れられない14.41
手織12.80
一人12.46
動物園14.74
練習試合15.12
気づく12.78
よお14.08
上げ12.67
繰り返す13.34
12.31
去る13.02
照れ13.61
狼狽える14.15
駆け込む14.16
改装14.45
弔い14.93
コロン14.79
なので12.48
もう一回14.10
口元13.26
夏祭り14.84
12.72
もので12.67
ご免13.00
微熱15.47
あっ11.98
大きい12.90
13.25
完全12.65
外見13.45
なよ13.13
正夢15.66
同士13.17
どう12.34
ずぶずぶ15.06
酷く13.32
入れる12.73
大きく12.61
泣き13.33
健康体15.06
12.91
覚え12.76
丸で12.60
翌日13.38
代名詞14.61
つつ12.62
中国14.21
11.96
滅多に13.78
電車14.10
こんなに13.14
振り向く13.32
抱き締める13.91
座り13.58
そうになる13.49
ぽっかり14.33
13.22

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