A Selfish Memory

A Selfish Memory

美佑氏シイバ

A panda appeared in my dream and said this to me: "In one week, you will die. If you don't want to die, confess your love to him." The "him" the panda spoke of was my best friend and childhood sweetheart. The panda appeared in my dreams every day, counting down. Even though I thought it was ridiculous, something about the one-week deadline stuck with me. And when only two days remained, I finally remembered and became aware of my feelings for him. (Author's note below↓) It's more "boys like" (author's original term) than "boys love." It's a state that's more than friendship but less than romance... or rather, it can't quite be called that. Underdeveloped feelings, but still wanting to be together, still liking the other person. That's the kind of story this is.

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Chapters 2
Reading Time
32 min
Words 2,702
Sentences 352
Characters 5,132
Unique Words 868
1-Occurrence Words
539
Unique Kanji 505
1-Occurrence Kanji
245
Avg Word Difficulty 2.12
Avg Sentence Length 7.7

Word List (868 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
事が出来る13.66
11.96
盛り上がる13.64
冷静13.16
距離12.79
突然12.92
12.71
タイムスリップ15.14
二人きり13.85
殴る13.17
優しい12.76
二位13.39
空間12.91
丸で12.60
チャンス13.55
どうしても13.16
赤い12.81
12.70
へえ13.66
八つ12.93
すっかり13.27
帰る12.52
でもない12.85
ころ13.59
1時間14.04
12.89
反応12.69
ノック13.54
12.09
とある13.37
酷く13.32
せい12.98
はあ13.26
呟き13.31
ついさっき14.18
照れ13.61
休み時間14.66
告知14.45
そりゃあ13.62
熱い13.28
小さな12.71
冗談13.17
其れだけ12.66
止め12.78
サッカー14.31
覗き込む13.90
こんな風に13.80
置く12.56
12.60
教え12.64
ので11.80
一敗13.30
感触13.37
大抵13.58
初めて12.64
ます12.81
現れ13.42
グラウンド14.41
落ち着く13.00
12.65
13.69
生き12.80
体温13.99
確か12.92
そう言う12.36
中学校14.58
コンビニ14.17
表情12.35
と思うと13.73
驚くほど14.05
続き物16.43
訳ない13.74
中学13.96
具合13.52
ひと先ず13.58
嫌い13.22
必要12.28
13.11
左足14.19
人型13.63
そうすれば13.65
覗き13.50
何処も14.16
滅多に13.78
今生の別れ14.95
元気13.07
蹴り13.23
ぎゃあ14.17
怒る12.88
社会人14.51
13.31
固い13.50
祭り13.67
去る13.02
泣き13.33
苦しい13.37
小学校14.12
どうしたの13.34
がらん14.76
リアル13.72

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