A Selfish Memory

A Selfish Memory

美佑氏シイバ

A panda appeared in my dream and said this to me: "In one week, you will die. If you don't want to die, confess your love to him." The "him" the panda spoke of was my best friend and childhood sweetheart. The panda appeared in my dreams every day, counting down. Even though I thought it was ridiculous, something about the one-week deadline stuck with me. And when only two days remained, I finally remembered and became aware of my feelings for him. (Author's note below↓) It's more "boys like" (author's original term) than "boys love." It's a state that's more than friendship but less than romance... or rather, it can't quite be called that. Underdeveloped feelings, but still wanting to be together, still liking the other person. That's the kind of story this is.

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Chapters 2
Reading Time
32 min
Words 2,702
Sentences 352
Characters 5,132
Unique Words 868
1-Occurrence Words
539
Unique Kanji 505
1-Occurrence Kanji
245
Avg Word Difficulty 2.12
Avg Sentence Length 7.7

Word List (868 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
お別れ24.19
スポーツマン25.72
22.66
その事23.14
手伝う23.17
22.04
市内22.23
寂しい23.33
22.19
あり22.26
深呼吸23.82
お隣さん24.91
22.44
にも22.03
飛び込む23.31
せる22.17
意識22.77
予告24.50
答える22.69
良い22.17
意味22.49
何時も22.58
いきなり22.95
気分22.99
引っかかる23.71
あの22.00
22.83
懐かしい23.51
しまった22.19
22.96
22.57
22.95
背中22.80
ことから23.46
余計23.16
一緒23.18
ことは無い23.91
歩度22.23
しか22.33
それに22.23
あれ22.23
七日22.50
何だ23.17
22.15
22.13
その時22.75
たこ焼き24.70
こんな22.33
二年生24.33
貴方22.53
見舞い24.38
両親23.20
叩く22.98
絶対に22.91
夢を見る24.69
底荷22.49
周り22.77
ぼんやり23.52
そう言えば22.80
地面22.67
異様23.64
未だ22.14
22.39
クラス23.02
行き23.32
開く22.63
込む23.25
おっ23.38
既に22.68
回避22.93
出す22.43
ポカン24.28
考え22.19
通う23.42
首を傾げる23.48
慌てる22.84
22.23
全員22.61
たり22.26
がる22.87
21.87
とか22.08
呟く22.77
下さい22.34
部活24.01
22.55
22.85
22.26
これで22.58
会場23.33
実感23.48
母親23.18
四日23.94
二曹23.26
ちゃう22.74
時間22.25
ずっと22.68
親友23.58
22.30
覚める23.73

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