A Selfish Memory

A Selfish Memory

美佑氏シイバ

A panda appeared in my dream and said this to me: "In one week, you will die. If you don't want to die, confess your love to him." The "him" the panda spoke of was my best friend and childhood sweetheart. The panda appeared in my dreams every day, counting down. Even though I thought it was ridiculous, something about the one-week deadline stuck with me. And when only two days remained, I finally remembered and became aware of my feelings for him. (Author's note below↓) It's more "boys like" (author's original term) than "boys love." It's a state that's more than friendship but less than romance... or rather, it can't quite be called that. Underdeveloped feelings, but still wanting to be together, still liking the other person. That's the kind of story this is.

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Chapters 2
Reading Time
32 min
Words 2,702
Sentences 352
Characters 5,132
Unique Words 868
1-Occurrence Words
539
Unique Kanji 505
1-Occurrence Kanji
245
Avg Word Difficulty 2.12
Avg Sentence Length 7.7

Word List (868 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
ずっと22.68
とか22.08
ですか22.36
抔22.04
地面22.67
出す22.43
叩く22.98
市内22.23
いきなり22.95
しか22.33
ことから23.46
やる22.13
全員22.61
見舞い24.38
両親23.20
異様23.64
皆22.30
背中22.80
底荷22.49
気分22.99
仲23.42
何でもない23.50
その事23.14
寂しい23.33
首22.55
懐かしい23.51
行き23.32
たこ焼き24.70
しまった22.19
時22.26
歩度22.23
その時22.75
女の子22.92
大きな22.50
慌てる22.84
おっ23.38
スポーツマン25.72
飛び込む23.31
通う23.42
覚める23.73
見開く23.32
意識22.77
気付く22.70
落ち着ける23.66
あの22.00
322.74
あんな22.93
頃22.85
始まる22.93
七日22.50
呟く22.77
人21.87
教室23.38
変22.97
言い放つ23.62
既に22.68
二曹23.26
がる22.87
会場23.33
下さい22.34
隣22.64
深呼吸23.82
実感23.48
引っかかる23.71
こんな22.33
その中23.17
たり22.26
扉22.66
もうすぐ23.57
気22.13
周り22.77
お別れ24.19
母親23.18
クラス23.02
丁22.44
感じる22.58
四日23.94
どうして22.71
起きる22.74
住む23.05
考え22.19
達21.88
ぼおっと25.82
何時も22.58
家族22.92
回避22.93
と言う21.58
手伝う23.17
親友23.58
奴22.57
何だ23.17
上22.23
予告24.50
そう言えば22.80
ことは無い23.91
これで22.58
答える22.69
夢を見る24.69
首を傾げる23.48
足22.57

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