A Selfish Memory

A Selfish Memory

美佑氏シイバ

A panda appeared in my dream and said this to me: "In one week, you will die. If you don't want to die, confess your love to him." The "him" the panda spoke of was my best friend and childhood sweetheart. The panda appeared in my dreams every day, counting down. Even though I thought it was ridiculous, something about the one-week deadline stuck with me. And when only two days remained, I finally remembered and became aware of my feelings for him. (Author's note below↓) It's more "boys like" (author's original term) than "boys love." It's a state that's more than friendship but less than romance... or rather, it can't quite be called that. Underdeveloped feelings, but still wanting to be together, still liking the other person. That's the kind of story this is.

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Chapters 2
Reading Time
32 min
Words 2,702
Sentences 352
Characters 5,132
Unique Words 868
1-Occurrence Words
539
Unique Kanji 505
1-Occurrence Kanji
245
Avg Word Difficulty 2.12
Avg Sentence Length 7.7

Word List (868 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
スポーツマン25.72
ポカン24.28
通う23.42
絶対に22.91
もうすぐ23.57
分け22.31
23.28
余計23.16
以内22.31
とか22.08
おっ23.38
回避22.93
寂しい23.33
しか22.33
22.15
行き23.32
教室23.38
二年生24.33
たり22.26
深呼吸23.82
22.26
これで22.58
慌てる22.84
込む23.25
22.74
22.96
22.83
始める22.48
そう言えば22.80
実感23.48
21.87
ぼおっと25.82
呟く22.77
何時も22.58
22.44
飛び込む23.31
クラス23.02
22.95
見舞い24.38
未だ22.14
景色23.49
22.85
と言う21.58
ですか22.36
家族22.92
22.57
全員22.61
その中23.17
開く22.63
首を傾げる23.48
予告24.50
歩度22.23
ことは無い23.91
始まる22.93
出す22.43
夢を見る24.69
言い放つ23.62
親友23.58
22.04
22.66
住む23.05
四日23.94
会場23.33
考え22.19
両親23.20
大きな22.50
貴方22.53
ちゃう22.74
女の子22.92
見開く23.32
たこ焼き24.70
叩く22.98
どうして22.71
円ら24.48
22.23
22.30
22.13
やる22.13
何だ23.17
せる22.17
市内22.23
お別れ24.19
あの22.00
意識22.77
それに22.23
部活24.01
覚める23.73
22.39
起きる22.74
何でもない23.50
離れる22.83
いい22.05
22.55
母親23.18
意味22.49
無い22.25
引っかかる23.71
こんな22.33
気付く22.70
底荷22.49

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