A Selfish Memory

A Selfish Memory

美佑氏シイバ

A panda appeared in my dream and said this to me: "In one week, you will die. If you don't want to die, confess your love to him." The "him" the panda spoke of was my best friend and childhood sweetheart. The panda appeared in my dreams every day, counting down. Even though I thought it was ridiculous, something about the one-week deadline stuck with me. And when only two days remained, I finally remembered and became aware of my feelings for him. (Author's note below↓) It's more "boys like" (author's original term) than "boys love." It's a state that's more than friendship but less than romance... or rather, it can't quite be called that. Underdeveloped feelings, but still wanting to be together, still liking the other person. That's the kind of story this is.

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Chapters 2
Reading Time
32 min
Words 2,702
Sentences 352
Characters 5,132
Unique Words 868
1-Occurrence Words
539
Unique Kanji 505
1-Occurrence Kanji
245
Avg Word Difficulty 2.12
Avg Sentence Length 7.7

Word List (868 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
机13.21
事が出来る13.66
今日12.61
転校14.65
あっ11.98
小中高15.79
しんみり14.63
より12.31
仕様12.43
入れる12.73
手織12.80
半日13.90
このまま12.79
呟き13.31
簡単12.68
だって12.30
当たり前13.08
続く12.90
中学13.96
覗き13.50
走り出す13.62
どっち13.48
距離12.79
記憶12.80
まさかとは思うが14.84
戻る12.35
帰る12.52
二位13.39
かあ14.21
何なの13.66
にじみ出す16.05
がらん14.76
切りそろえる14.84
大好物14.58
息12.82
浴衣14.38
とある13.37
焼ける13.91
覗き込む13.90
歳12.78
いつの間に13.85
似ても似つかない14.86
健康体15.06
髪12.71
コンビニ14.17
悲しい13.34
動物園14.74
あ12.22
死ぬほど14.36
乗る12.77
責め立てる14.78
でもない12.85
瞬間移動14.14
チャンス13.55
以外12.55
等12.72
何となく13.07
叺14.82
何を12.46
袋13.31
ピンク13.89
その手13.34
ます12.81
幾12.12
若しかしたら13.16
反応12.69
よお14.08
当然12.54
そう言う12.36
ずぶずぶ15.06
人型13.63
前12.31
またもや14.18
そっち13.10
詰まり12.59
完全12.65
ことが出来る12.88
腰掛け14.00
読む12.89
大きく12.61
隅13.59
温かい13.58
近所13.94
ぶっきら棒14.42
ぎょっと14.09
優しい12.76
なの12.22
作業13.02
念じる14.11
改装14.45
気づく12.78
によって12.54
恋愛感情14.48
教え12.64
肩12.70
上げ12.67
くらい12.33
暇13.18
からかう13.66
ゾウ14.61

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