A Selfish Memory

A Selfish Memory

美佑氏シイバ

A panda appeared in my dream and said this to me: "In one week, you will die. If you don't want to die, confess your love to him." The "him" the panda spoke of was my best friend and childhood sweetheart. The panda appeared in my dreams every day, counting down. Even though I thought it was ridiculous, something about the one-week deadline stuck with me. And when only two days remained, I finally remembered and became aware of my feelings for him. (Author's note below↓) It's more "boys like" (author's original term) than "boys love." It's a state that's more than friendship but less than romance... or rather, it can't quite be called that. Underdeveloped feelings, but still wanting to be together, still liking the other person. That's the kind of story this is.

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Chapters 2
Reading Time
32 min
Words 2,702
Sentences 352
Characters 5,132
Unique Words 868
1-Occurrence Words
539
Unique Kanji 505
1-Occurrence Kanji
245
Avg Word Difficulty 2.12
Avg Sentence Length 7.7

Word List (868 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
待つ12.41
13.78
利く13.59
このまま12.79
願う13.27
当たり前13.08
去年13.78
12.78
13.20
距離12.79
味わう13.58
撫でる12.95
一家13.91
その内13.39
逸らす13.35
12.70
腕を組む14.62
教壇14.81
短い13.10
整理13.62
どっち13.48
こんな風に13.80
滑り台15.04
でもない12.85
ます12.81
恐らく12.72
取れる13.10
直ぐ12.97
笑顔12.66
伸ばす13.00
沈む13.38
済む13.11
こんなに13.14
ノック13.54
打ちあがる16.31
ここに12.60
だろうか12.42
平凡14.02
13.17
突っ込む13.15
13.18
感情12.86
いつの間にか13.19
了い13.04
12.60
弔い14.93
12.74
名前12.51
前半14.03
ぎゃあ14.17
終わり13.06
カンガルー15.41
どうしたの13.34
人型13.63
反し14.48
細々とした14.62
12.95
練習試合15.12
結婚12.95
それじゃあ13.25
あっそ14.97
として11.89
13.79
なので12.48
13.21
動物園14.74
内容12.74
噴出14.14
当たる13.06
じゃ12.24
過ごす13.05
気味13.47
がらん14.76
人間12.21
戻る12.35
お見舞い14.28
定規15.24
駆けだす14.55
からかう13.66
13.69
近く12.69
13.59
アレ13.12
手織12.80
14.55
ものを12.71
何となく13.07
それ12.40
奇麗さっぱり15.11
とも12.37
中国14.21
仲が良い14.21
ぶっきら棒14.42
あっ11.98
初めて12.64
鼻水14.42
予想12.98
休む13.22
可愛い12.81
動く12.53

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