A Selfish Memory

A Selfish Memory

美佑氏シイバ

A panda appeared in my dream and said this to me: "In one week, you will die. If you don't want to die, confess your love to him." The "him" the panda spoke of was my best friend and childhood sweetheart. The panda appeared in my dreams every day, counting down. Even though I thought it was ridiculous, something about the one-week deadline stuck with me. And when only two days remained, I finally remembered and became aware of my feelings for him. (Author's note below↓) It's more "boys like" (author's original term) than "boys love." It's a state that's more than friendship but less than romance... or rather, it can't quite be called that. Underdeveloped feelings, but still wanting to be together, still liking the other person. That's the kind of story this is.

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Chapters 2
Reading Time
32 min
Words 2,702
Sentences 352
Characters 5,132
Unique Words 868
1-Occurrence Words
539
Unique Kanji 505
1-Occurrence Kanji
245
Avg Word Difficulty 2.12
Avg Sentence Length 7.7

Word List (868 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
もん22.71
実感23.48
込む23.25
その時22.75
音22.39
僧尼22.52
母親23.18
たり22.26
無い22.25
たこ焼き24.70
人21.87
足22.57
気分22.99
クラス23.02
住む23.05
余計23.16
時22.26
異様23.64
以内22.31
スポーツマン25.72
ぼんやり23.52
地面22.67
落ち着ける23.66
教室23.38
出す22.43
良い22.17
ですか22.36
予告24.50
何だ23.17
何日14.46
生き12.80
格闘13.84
二位13.39
なの12.22
なりません13.51
弔い14.93
定規15.24
強い12.36
かき消す14.23
呆れる13.09
その儘12.51
同士13.17
当然12.54
隣町14.84
半日13.90
よな12.69
振る12.80
ます12.81
どっち13.48
状態12.57
公園13.94
やっぱり12.64
ここ12.11
触れる13.08
初期段階15.32
あいつ12.86
熱い13.28
丸で12.60
より12.31
事大15.53
佃13.25
混乱13.09
連絡13.05
なよ13.13
ため息13.17
梱包14.67
それ迄13.26
通学路15.25
猫12.91
さようなら14.34
どうしたの13.34
眩しい13.69
むっと14.47
去る13.02
伊和13.96
引っ13.62
気持ち12.61
予定日14.89
正夢15.66
その手13.34
大きく12.61
眉13.26
ん12.09
げっ14.25
ベンチ13.93
もう一回14.10
代名詞14.61
あっそ14.97
かあ14.21
甚平15.45
ほら13.02
卒業13.55
それ12.40
熊13.49
今生の別れ14.95
怒る12.88
がらん14.76
抱き締める13.91
感じ12.29
死13.03

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