A Selfish Memory

A Selfish Memory

美佑氏シイバ

A panda appeared in my dream and said this to me: "In one week, you will die. If you don't want to die, confess your love to him." The "him" the panda spoke of was my best friend and childhood sweetheart. The panda appeared in my dreams every day, counting down. Even though I thought it was ridiculous, something about the one-week deadline stuck with me. And when only two days remained, I finally remembered and became aware of my feelings for him. (Author's note below↓) It's more "boys like" (author's original term) than "boys love." It's a state that's more than friendship but less than romance... or rather, it can't quite be called that. Underdeveloped feelings, but still wanting to be together, still liking the other person. That's the kind of story this is.

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Chapters 2
Reading Time
32 min
Words 2,702
Sentences 352
Characters 5,132
Unique Words 868
1-Occurrence Words
539
Unique Kanji 505
1-Occurrence Kanji
245
Avg Word Difficulty 2.12
Avg Sentence Length 7.7

Word List (868 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
何時も22.58
七日22.50
23.28
懐かしい23.51
一緒23.18
分け22.31
両親23.20
おっ23.38
始まる22.93
通う23.42
円ら24.48
どうして22.71
こんな22.33
その中23.17
答える22.69
起きる22.74
飛び込む23.31
見開く23.32
22.97
感じる22.58
貴方22.53
行き23.32
あの22.00
あんな22.93
22.66
22.55
22.39
ことは無い23.91
それに22.23
伸ばす13.00
一敗13.30
さようなら14.34
温かい13.58
どう12.34
赤い12.81
大あくび15.36
取れる13.10
つつ12.62
微熱15.47
あっ11.98
感情12.86
13.00
無理矢理13.64
グラウンド14.41
13.69
代替13.50
13.23
こんなに13.14
まさかとは思うが14.84
である11.76
ノート13.85
願う13.27
云える13.55
朝日14.14
会う12.62
とも12.37
駆け込む14.16
ぎょっと14.09
ねえ12.74
12.91
馬鹿野郎14.46
時計13.79
覚え12.76
作業13.02
思わず12.73
休み時間14.66
わざわざ13.09
まさか12.68
ぶっきら棒14.42
当たる13.06
近い12.79
死亡13.75
12.11
すっかり13.27
反応12.69
お互い13.30
左足14.19
ゾウ14.61
夢見る14.40
近く12.69
小学校14.12
痛み13.05
グスグス15.88
表情12.35
12.82
整理13.62
その内13.39
違う12.29
丸で12.60
何なの13.66
堪える13.45
建物13.04
と言っても13.05
振り向く13.32
ぞっと14.26
夏祭り14.84
止め12.78
教壇14.81
連絡13.05
はあ13.26

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