A Selfish Memory

A Selfish Memory

美佑氏シイバ

A panda appeared in my dream and said this to me: "In one week, you will die. If you don't want to die, confess your love to him." The "him" the panda spoke of was my best friend and childhood sweetheart. The panda appeared in my dreams every day, counting down. Even though I thought it was ridiculous, something about the one-week deadline stuck with me. And when only two days remained, I finally remembered and became aware of my feelings for him. (Author's note below↓) It's more "boys like" (author's original term) than "boys love." It's a state that's more than friendship but less than romance... or rather, it can't quite be called that. Underdeveloped feelings, but still wanting to be together, still liking the other person. That's the kind of story this is.

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Chapters 2
Reading Time
32 min
Words 2,702
Sentences 352
Characters 5,132
Unique Words 868
1-Occurrence Words
539
Unique Kanji 505
1-Occurrence Kanji
245
Avg Word Difficulty 2.12
Avg Sentence Length 7.7

Word List (868 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
離れる22.83
教室23.38
23.28
部活24.01
22.19
寂しい23.33
地面22.67
両親23.20
以内22.31
21.96
叩く22.98
市内22.23
22.44
二曹23.26
おっ23.38
21.87
回避22.93
周り22.77
たこ焼き24.70
22.83
全員22.61
あんな22.93
込む23.25
言い放つ23.62
その時22.75
22.85
22.66
分け22.31
スポーツマン25.72
どう12.34
えー13.52
逸らす13.35
付き合い13.50
12.89
健康体15.06
段ボール14.93
何年13.79
息子13.14
口元13.26
詰まり12.59
家具13.97
願う13.27
13.39
駆けだす14.55
同じ12.31
あっ11.98
人達13.16
大切13.25
まで11.84
13.20
その内13.39
なりません13.51
代名詞14.61
滑り台15.04
中には13.08
キリン15.34
ひと先ず13.58
閉じる13.13
一人12.46
焼ける13.91
限目15.52
電車14.10
される12.48
ノック13.54
11.64
12.31
サッカー14.31
転校14.65
欲しい12.46
溢れ13.33
毎日13.21
こんな風に13.80
12.95
読む12.89
コロン14.79
何を12.46
同士13.17
ここ12.11
12.72
六日14.61
ダッシュ13.84
ちまう13.18
やっぱり12.64
優しい12.76
予想12.98
ゾウ14.61
12.98
13.00
泣きじゃくる14.48
はあ13.26
状態12.57
より12.31
恋愛感情14.48
らしい12.54
残る12.71
小中高15.79
大あくび15.36
じゃ12.24
動物園14.74
ついさっき14.18

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