A Selfish Memory

A Selfish Memory

美佑氏シイバ

A panda appeared in my dream and said this to me: "In one week, you will die. If you don't want to die, confess your love to him." The "him" the panda spoke of was my best friend and childhood sweetheart. The panda appeared in my dreams every day, counting down. Even though I thought it was ridiculous, something about the one-week deadline stuck with me. And when only two days remained, I finally remembered and became aware of my feelings for him. (Author's note below↓) It's more "boys like" (author's original term) than "boys love." It's a state that's more than friendship but less than romance... or rather, it can't quite be called that. Underdeveloped feelings, but still wanting to be together, still liking the other person. That's the kind of story this is.

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Chapters 2
Reading Time
32 min
Words 2,702
Sentences 352
Characters 5,132
Unique Words 868
1-Occurrence Words
539
Unique Kanji 505
1-Occurrence Kanji
245
Avg Word Difficulty 2.12
Avg Sentence Length 7.7

Word List (868 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
かき消す14.23
ようやく12.82
いつの間にか13.19
ころ13.59
翌日13.38
忘れられない14.41
整理13.62
テレビアニメ16.13
そうになる13.49
閉じる13.13
沸く14.02
人気者14.50
向く13.30
狼狽える14.15
らしい12.54
俺たち12.60
ねー12.79
毛13.69
某13.78
温か14.06
最後12.63
まさかとは思うが14.84
其れだけ12.66
変わり13.44
残る12.71
過ごす13.05
だって12.30
口元13.26
コロン14.79
ね11.64
い12.74
髪12.71
とある13.37
一人12.46
端13.22
蹴り13.23
上げ12.67
驚き12.99
絵13.44
はあ13.26
完全12.65
せい12.98
同じ12.31
取れる13.10
ブランコ14.96
止め12.78
まあ12.23
へえ13.66
幼稚園14.59
キラキラ13.63
動く12.53
山12.98
中学校14.58
休む13.22
朝食13.36
続く12.90
うーん13.12
木板14.45
息子13.14
わっ13.63
費やす14.01
当たる13.06
瞬間移動14.14
じゃねえ13.34
グラウンド14.41
見覚え14.11
中学13.96
ぽっかり14.33
席12.98
呟き13.31
くらい12.33
ベンチ13.93
盛り上がる13.64
である11.76
連絡13.05
何なの13.66
小さな12.71
むっと14.47
堪える13.45
される12.48
ぞっと14.26
いいか13.15
広げる13.18
去る13.02
ので11.80
ため息13.17
本当に12.34
感触13.37
その内13.39
あっ11.98
ゼリー14.45
このまま12.79
向かう12.31
母12.96
肩12.70
泣きじゃくる14.48
よお14.08
笑顔12.66
度13.32
どうしたん13.53

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