A Selfish Memory

A Selfish Memory

美佑氏シイバ

A panda appeared in my dream and said this to me: "In one week, you will die. If you don't want to die, confess your love to him." The "him" the panda spoke of was my best friend and childhood sweetheart. The panda appeared in my dreams every day, counting down. Even though I thought it was ridiculous, something about the one-week deadline stuck with me. And when only two days remained, I finally remembered and became aware of my feelings for him. (Author's note below↓) It's more "boys like" (author's original term) than "boys love." It's a state that's more than friendship but less than romance... or rather, it can't quite be called that. Underdeveloped feelings, but still wanting to be together, still liking the other person. That's the kind of story this is.

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Chapters 2
Reading Time
32 min
Words 2,702
Sentences 352
Characters 5,132
Unique Words 868
1-Occurrence Words
539
Unique Kanji 505
1-Occurrence Kanji
245
Avg Word Difficulty 2.12
Avg Sentence Length 7.7

Word List (868 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
頂上14.23
其れだけ12.66
その手13.34
ベンチ13.93
小さな12.71
動く12.53
撫でる12.95
代替13.50
定規15.24
ぎゃあ14.17
でもない12.85
切りそろえる14.84
触れる13.08
グスグス15.88
恐らく12.72
よな12.69
ころ13.59
訳ない13.74
初めて12.64
木板14.45
取る12.69
13.26
ブランコ14.96
内容12.74
ずぶずぶ15.06
それは11.95
13.18
乗る12.77
カンガルー15.41
そうになった13.59
13.25
ほっと13.51
整理13.62
腰掛け14.00
殴る13.17
13.87
堪える13.45
願う13.27
よー13.18
一家13.91
12.93
終わり13.06
なの12.22
げっ14.25
感触13.37
大好物14.58
コンビニ14.17
梱包14.67
完全12.65
乍らに14.53
若しかしたら13.16
いつの間にか13.19
卒業13.55
眩しい13.69
驚くほど14.05
近く12.69
うーん13.12
連絡13.05
ドキドキ13.90
何日14.46
会う12.62
13.20
悲しい13.34
ので11.80
それじゃあ13.25
泣き13.33
振り向く13.32
がくんと15.21
入れる12.73
夏まつり17.05
12.96
受験14.33
治る13.61
お見舞い14.28
動物園14.74
ベッド13.01
つもり12.48
上げ12.67
なよ13.13
叫ぶ12.93
引越し14.75
あっ11.98
中国14.21
細々とした14.62
教師13.40
人気者14.50
隣町14.84
仲が良い14.21
転校14.65
ここ12.11
教え12.64
13.22
祭り13.67
13.16
12.71
落ち着く13.00
練習試合15.12
半日13.90
ぎょっと14.09
人間12.21

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