A Selfish Memory

A Selfish Memory

美佑氏シイバ

A panda appeared in my dream and said this to me: "In one week, you will die. If you don't want to die, confess your love to him." The "him" the panda spoke of was my best friend and childhood sweetheart. The panda appeared in my dreams every day, counting down. Even though I thought it was ridiculous, something about the one-week deadline stuck with me. And when only two days remained, I finally remembered and became aware of my feelings for him. (Author's note below↓) It's more "boys like" (author's original term) than "boys love." It's a state that's more than friendship but less than romance... or rather, it can't quite be called that. Underdeveloped feelings, but still wanting to be together, still liking the other person. That's the kind of story this is.

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Chapters 2
Reading Time
32 min
Words 2,702
Sentences 352
Characters 5,132
Unique Words 868
1-Occurrence Words
539
Unique Kanji 505
1-Occurrence Kanji
245
Avg Word Difficulty 2.12
Avg Sentence Length 7.7

Word List (868 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
当たる13.06
テレビアニメ16.13
なので12.48
腰掛け14.00
で候13.44
ちまう13.18
殴る13.17
走り出す13.62
直ぐに12.43
教師13.40
取れる13.10
電車14.10
喃々13.84
念じる14.11
12.82
もので12.67
13.44
伊和13.96
二本13.56
続き物16.43
当たり前13.08
どうしても13.16
休み時間14.66
13.39
12.95
ものを12.71
泣きじゃくる14.48
ぱちくり14.53
今日は12.66
繰り返す13.34
格闘13.84
叫ぶ12.93
残る12.71
ずんぐりむっくり15.33
駆け込む14.16
苦しい13.37
一人12.46
ちょ13.41
1時間14.04
散々13.63
14.55
13.23
甚平15.45
ずぶずぶ15.06
逸らす13.35
生まれて初めて14.33
願う13.27
とも12.37
一敗13.30
気持ち12.61
こんなに13.14
何日14.46
12.11
転がる13.20
伸ばす13.00
戻る12.35
段ボール14.93
リアル13.72
呆れる13.09
このまま12.79
だんだん13.78
14.03
去年13.78
何なの13.66
その内13.39
変わらない13.12
12.65
公園13.94
奇麗さっぱり15.11
ことが出来る12.88
がくんと15.21
どうしたの13.34
死亡13.75
によって12.54
がらん14.76
鼻水14.42
だろうか12.42
内容12.74
よな12.69
元気13.07
其れだけ12.66
詰まり12.59
大抵13.58
連絡13.05
食べ始める14.62
整理13.62
微熱15.47
そう言う12.36
朝起き14.88
付き合い13.50
距離12.79
ここ12.11
にじみ出す16.05
切りそろえる14.84
事大15.53
焼ける13.91
ベンチ13.93
と言った12.53
終わり13.06
ぎょっと14.09

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