A Selfish Memory

A Selfish Memory

美佑氏シイバ

A panda appeared in my dream and said this to me: "In one week, you will die. If you don't want to die, confess your love to him." The "him" the panda spoke of was my best friend and childhood sweetheart. The panda appeared in my dreams every day, counting down. Even though I thought it was ridiculous, something about the one-week deadline stuck with me. And when only two days remained, I finally remembered and became aware of my feelings for him. (Author's note below↓) It's more "boys like" (author's original term) than "boys love." It's a state that's more than friendship but less than romance... or rather, it can't quite be called that. Underdeveloped feelings, but still wanting to be together, still liking the other person. That's the kind of story this is.

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Chapters 2
Reading Time
32 min
Words 2,702
Sentences 352
Characters 5,132
Unique Words 868
1-Occurrence Words
539
Unique Kanji 505
1-Occurrence Kanji
245
Avg Word Difficulty 2.12
Avg Sentence Length 7.7

Word List (868 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
瞬く13.86
泣きじゃくる14.48
切角13.20
予定日14.89
られる11.68
煌めく14.17
ものを12.71
閉じる13.13
気づく12.78
覚え12.76
かあ14.21
一人12.46
とは11.95
食べ始める14.62
そうになる13.49
気は無い14.49
歳12.78
ああ言う13.88
わ12.11
入れる12.73
ピンク13.89
幾12.12
犬13.20
813.28
小さな12.71
ほら13.02
癖13.79
がくんと15.21
簡単12.68
あっ11.98
繰り返す13.34
昔12.93
六日14.61
落ち着く13.00
ひと先ず13.58
恋愛感情14.48
集まる12.88
前12.31
変わり13.44
建物13.04
息12.82
感情12.86
突っ込む13.15
転校14.65
ずんぐりむっくり15.33
表情12.35
笑顔12.66
ぶっきら棒14.42
詰まり12.59
覗き込む13.90
通学路15.25
反応12.69
改装14.45
上げ12.67
変わらない13.12
このまま12.79
腰掛け14.00
ふうん14.17
殴る13.17
読む12.89
痛み13.05
梱包14.67
以外12.55
嬉しそう13.06
って言う12.83
取れる13.10
朝日14.14
とある13.37
整理13.62
責め立てる14.78
動物園14.74
額13.17
毛13.69
1時間14.04
休み時間14.66
向く13.30
何処も14.16
と言っても13.05
念じる14.11
白黒14.23
ます12.81
狼狽える14.15
拳12.95
鼻13.23
費やす14.01
電車14.10
と思うと13.73
ジャングルジム15.84
人間12.21
緩み14.39
出る12.34
教え12.64
せ12.05
それを12.10
だり13.41
恐らく12.72
散々13.63
完全12.65
ついさっき14.18
情緒不安定14.90

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