A Selfish Memory

A Selfish Memory

美佑氏シイバ

A panda appeared in my dream and said this to me: "In one week, you will die. If you don't want to die, confess your love to him." The "him" the panda spoke of was my best friend and childhood sweetheart. The panda appeared in my dreams every day, counting down. Even though I thought it was ridiculous, something about the one-week deadline stuck with me. And when only two days remained, I finally remembered and became aware of my feelings for him. (Author's note below↓) It's more "boys like" (author's original term) than "boys love." It's a state that's more than friendship but less than romance... or rather, it can't quite be called that. Underdeveloped feelings, but still wanting to be together, still liking the other person. That's the kind of story this is.

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Chapters 2
Reading Time
32 min
Words 2,702
Sentences 352
Characters 5,132
Unique Words 868
1-Occurrence Words
539
Unique Kanji 505
1-Occurrence Kanji
245
Avg Word Difficulty 2.12
Avg Sentence Length 7.7

Word List (868 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
蹴り13.23
幼稚園14.59
急ぐ13.42
ぱちくり14.53
なさい12.85
向かう12.31
グラウンド14.41
ちょ13.41
グスグス15.88
こんなに13.14
13.32
結婚12.95
駆けだす14.55
何日14.46
泣き13.33
続き物16.43
違う12.29
沸く14.02
優しい12.76
ころ13.59
振り向く13.32
通学路15.25
続く12.90
大丈夫12.38
六日14.61
変わり13.44
ダッシュ13.84
毎日13.21
がくんと15.21
気味13.47
と言った12.53
小中高15.79
当たる13.06
近所13.94
驚き12.99
眩しい13.69
だんだん13.78
12.05
方法12.86
ことが出来る12.88
ぞっと14.26
下手したら14.35
いつの間に13.85
11.96
14.03
12.96
13.25
引越し14.75
もので12.67
13.03
限目15.52
情緒不安定14.90
13.87
社会人14.51
甚平15.45
飛んだ13.76
だり13.41
何処も14.16
あっ11.98
了い13.04
馬鹿野郎14.46
撫でる12.95
ほっと13.51
煌めく14.17
ついさっき14.18
動物13.40
口元13.26
12.65
混乱13.09
今日12.61
まさか12.68
ので11.80
告知14.45
にじみ出す16.05
性別13.80
なので12.48
キラキラ13.63
生き12.80
13.22
反応12.69
打ちあがる16.31
コロン14.79
嬉しそう13.06
更に12.42
12.93
によって12.54
12.81
何度も12.93
鼻水14.42
繋がる13.22
仲が良い14.21
細々とした14.62
大きい12.90
13.16
じゃ12.24
12.13
タイムスリップ15.14
えー13.52
丸で12.60
落ち着く13.00

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