A Selfish Memory

A Selfish Memory

美佑氏シイバ

A panda appeared in my dream and said this to me: "In one week, you will die. If you don't want to die, confess your love to him." The "him" the panda spoke of was my best friend and childhood sweetheart. The panda appeared in my dreams every day, counting down. Even though I thought it was ridiculous, something about the one-week deadline stuck with me. And when only two days remained, I finally remembered and became aware of my feelings for him. (Author's note below↓) It's more "boys like" (author's original term) than "boys love." It's a state that's more than friendship but less than romance... or rather, it can't quite be called that. Underdeveloped feelings, but still wanting to be together, still liking the other person. That's the kind of story this is.

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Chapters 2
Reading Time
32 min
Words 2,702
Sentences 352
Characters 5,132
Unique Words 868
1-Occurrence Words
539
Unique Kanji 505
1-Occurrence Kanji
245
Avg Word Difficulty 2.12
Avg Sentence Length 7.7

Word List (868 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
じゃねえ13.34
丸く13.55
そっち13.10
引っ13.62
甚平15.45
13.18
予想12.98
如何した13.27
走り出す13.62
前半14.03
動く12.53
じゃ12.24
13.59
とも12.37
あっそ14.97
コンビニ14.17
定規15.24
冗談13.17
ひと先ず13.58
社会人14.51
馬鹿野郎14.46
梱包14.67
念じる14.11
広げる13.18
覗き込む13.90
良く12.94
逸らす13.35
大きい12.90
13.26
だんだん13.78
なよ13.13
とは11.95
頂上14.23
向かう12.31
驚き12.99
現れ13.42
なさい12.85
どうしたん13.53
12.78
22.55
22.95
ずっと22.68
せる22.17
言い放つ23.62
23.28
あの22.00
懐かしい23.51
夢を見る24.69
僧尼22.52
と言う21.58
異様23.64
気付く22.70
背中22.80
あんな22.93
良い22.17
お隣さん24.91
市内22.23
それに22.23
その中23.17
周り22.77
22.30
手伝う23.17
22.44
女の子22.92
七日22.50
しか22.33
覚める23.73
22.85
始まる22.93
見舞い24.38
以内22.31
どうして22.71
何時も22.58
あり22.26
会場23.33
起きる22.74
四日23.94
22.66
呟く22.77
やる22.13
実感23.48
22.04
住む23.05
飛び込む23.31
叩く22.98
21.96
既に22.68
22.39
もうすぐ23.57
22.13
22.19
クラス23.02
開く22.63
感じる22.58
見開く23.32
22.57
歩度22.23
ですか22.36
慌てる22.84
部活24.01

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