A Selfish Memory

A Selfish Memory

美佑氏シイバ

A panda appeared in my dream and said this to me: "In one week, you will die. If you don't want to die, confess your love to him." The "him" the panda spoke of was my best friend and childhood sweetheart. The panda appeared in my dreams every day, counting down. Even though I thought it was ridiculous, something about the one-week deadline stuck with me. And when only two days remained, I finally remembered and became aware of my feelings for him. (Author's note below↓) It's more "boys like" (author's original term) than "boys love." It's a state that's more than friendship but less than romance... or rather, it can't quite be called that. Underdeveloped feelings, but still wanting to be together, still liking the other person. That's the kind of story this is.

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Chapters 2
Reading Time
32 min
Words 2,702
Sentences 352
Characters 5,132
Unique Words 868
1-Occurrence Words
539
Unique Kanji 505
1-Occurrence Kanji
245
Avg Word Difficulty 2.12
Avg Sentence Length 7.7

Word List (868 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
ん12.09
口元13.26
五日13.24
それは11.95
白黒14.23
回る12.52
戻る12.35
連絡13.05
ずぶずぶ15.06
まあ12.23
1713.97
チャンス13.55
克く12.46
かき消す14.23
毛13.69
殴る13.17
わざわざ13.09
このまま12.79
下土12.58
死13.03
動く12.53
同士13.17
大あくび15.36
背ける14.01
へえ13.66
向かう12.31
どっち13.48
なさい12.85
リアル13.72
1時間14.04
安心12.88
お見舞い14.28
ねえ12.74
まで11.84
盛り上がる13.64
汗13.33
そうになった13.59
微熱15.47
出る12.34
見舞い24.38
会場23.33
首22.55
出す22.43
一緒23.18
余計23.16
あの22.00
せる22.17
母親23.18
深呼吸23.82
322.74
未だ22.14
がる22.87
足22.57
始まる22.93
話21.96
市内22.23
いきなり22.95
無い22.25
やる22.13
家族22.92
クラス23.02
ずっと22.68
しまった22.19
背中22.80
開く22.63
引っかかる23.71
良い22.17
朝22.96
隣22.64
たり22.26
頃22.85
いい22.05
何でもない23.50
ことは無い23.91
意味22.49
言い放つ23.62
回避22.93
部活24.01
始める22.48
四日23.94
絶対に22.91
奴22.57
女の子22.92
歩度22.23
こんな22.33
抔22.04
もん22.71
景色23.49
考え22.19
込む23.25
飛び込む23.31
ポカン24.28
二曹23.26
皆22.30
教室23.38
ですか22.36
感じる22.58
親友23.58
達21.88
ちゃう22.74

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