A Selfish Memory

A Selfish Memory

美佑氏シイバ

A panda appeared in my dream and said this to me: "In one week, you will die. If you don't want to die, confess your love to him." The "him" the panda spoke of was my best friend and childhood sweetheart. The panda appeared in my dreams every day, counting down. Even though I thought it was ridiculous, something about the one-week deadline stuck with me. And when only two days remained, I finally remembered and became aware of my feelings for him. (Author's note below↓) It's more "boys like" (author's original term) than "boys love." It's a state that's more than friendship but less than romance... or rather, it can't quite be called that. Underdeveloped feelings, but still wanting to be together, still liking the other person. That's the kind of story this is.

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Chapters 2
Reading Time
32 min
Words 2,702
Sentences 352
Characters 5,132
Unique Words 868
1-Occurrence Words
539
Unique Kanji 505
1-Occurrence Kanji
245
Avg Word Difficulty 2.12
Avg Sentence Length 7.7

Word List (868 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
走り出す13.62
体温13.99
似ても似つかない14.86
電車14.10
赤い12.81
ダッシュ13.84
同士13.17
12.93
其れだけ12.66
帰る12.52
落ち着く13.00
やっぱり12.64
わっ13.63
注目13.52
情緒不安定14.90
結婚12.95
ずぶずぶ15.06
了い13.04
大切13.25
小中高15.79
12.95
翌日13.38
ほら13.02
気味13.47
事大15.53
らしい12.54
酷く13.32
その儘12.51
なりません13.51
整理13.62
狼狽える14.15
恋愛感情14.48
ブランコ14.96
頂上14.23
よな12.69
溢れ13.33
克く12.46
感触13.37
感覚12.95
大きな22.50
22.57
円ら24.48
22.19
周り22.77
どうして22.71
その事23.14
慌てる22.84
時間22.25
始まる22.93
スポーツマン25.72
母親23.18
たこ焼き24.70
22.39
22.64
ぼんやり23.52
首を傾げる23.48
あんな22.93
離れる22.83
引っかかる23.71
23.42
底荷22.49
起きる22.74
貴方22.53
その時22.75
友情23.99
二年生24.33
見舞い24.38
僧尼22.52
何だ23.17
とか22.08
意味22.49
開く22.63
おっ23.38
親友23.58
寂しい23.33
いい22.05
がる22.87
もん22.71
あの22.00
教室23.38
22.04
気付く22.70
懐かしい23.51
22.83
始める22.48
既に22.68
予告24.50
未だ22.14
感じる22.58
全員22.61
しまった22.19
22.30
考え22.19
22.66
市内22.23
その中23.17
21.87
叩く22.98
しか22.33
家族22.92

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