A Selfish Memory

A Selfish Memory

美佑氏シイバ

A panda appeared in my dream and said this to me: "In one week, you will die. If you don't want to die, confess your love to him." The "him" the panda spoke of was my best friend and childhood sweetheart. The panda appeared in my dreams every day, counting down. Even though I thought it was ridiculous, something about the one-week deadline stuck with me. And when only two days remained, I finally remembered and became aware of my feelings for him. (Author's note below↓) It's more "boys like" (author's original term) than "boys love." It's a state that's more than friendship but less than romance... or rather, it can't quite be called that. Underdeveloped feelings, but still wanting to be together, still liking the other person. That's the kind of story this is.

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Chapters 2
Reading Time
32 min
Words 2,702
Sentences 352
Characters 5,132
Unique Words 868
1-Occurrence Words
539
Unique Kanji 505
1-Occurrence Kanji
245
Avg Word Difficulty 2.12
Avg Sentence Length 7.7

Word List (868 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
簡単12.68
近く12.69
13.26
堪える13.45
ここ12.11
向かう12.31
ああ言う13.88
大きく12.61
平凡14.02
待つ12.41
ぶっきら棒14.42
なの12.22
祭り13.67
突然12.92
気づく12.78
ぞっと14.26
抱き締める13.91
毎日13.21
12.22
温かい13.58
遠足14.63
転校14.65
何日14.46
げっ14.25
まで11.84
可愛い12.81
中身13.25
むっと14.47
大抵13.58
沸く14.02
取れる13.10
作業13.02
当たる13.06
ベッド13.01
新鮮13.78
それ迄13.26
二本13.56
えー13.52
当然12.54
内容12.74
そんなに12.88
朝食13.36
クラスメイト13.79
念じる14.11
ひと先ず13.58
13.28
中には13.08
予定日14.89
13.49
12.11
口元13.26
よお14.08
立てて13.18
克く12.46
読む12.89
驚くほど14.05
ぱちくり14.53
12.09
腕を組む14.62
連絡13.05
急ぐ13.42
驚き12.99
続く12.90
コンビニ14.17
それとも13.02
仕様12.43
1時間14.04
らしい12.54
12.13
である11.76
今日は12.66
願う13.27
しゃがみ込む14.73
13.22
訳ない13.74
大きい12.90
下土12.58
変わり13.44
13.18
去る13.02
わっ13.63
整理13.62
朝日14.14
ノック13.54
反応12.69
降下14.04
半日13.90
そりゃあ13.62
しんみり14.63
無理矢理13.64
混乱13.09
感触13.37
うわ13.47
気持ち12.61
叫ぶ12.93
取る12.69
12.70
逸らす13.35
初期段階15.32
溢れ13.33

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