A Selfish Memory

A Selfish Memory

美佑氏シイバ

A panda appeared in my dream and said this to me: "In one week, you will die. If you don't want to die, confess your love to him." The "him" the panda spoke of was my best friend and childhood sweetheart. The panda appeared in my dreams every day, counting down. Even though I thought it was ridiculous, something about the one-week deadline stuck with me. And when only two days remained, I finally remembered and became aware of my feelings for him. (Author's note below↓) It's more "boys like" (author's original term) than "boys love." It's a state that's more than friendship but less than romance... or rather, it can't quite be called that. Underdeveloped feelings, but still wanting to be together, still liking the other person. That's the kind of story this is.

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Chapters 2
Reading Time
32 min
Words 2,702
Sentences 352
Characters 5,132
Unique Words 868
1-Occurrence Words
539
Unique Kanji 505
1-Occurrence Kanji
245
Avg Word Difficulty 2.12
Avg Sentence Length 7.7

Word List (868 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
ゼリー14.45
人気者14.50
某13.78
定規15.24
作業13.02
噴出14.14
ぶっきら棒14.42
緩み14.39
って言う12.83
下手したら14.35
如何した13.27
すっかり13.27
ノック13.54
熊13.49
大きい12.90
それを12.10
驚き12.99
冷静13.16
止め12.78
死ぬほど14.36
予想12.98
去る13.02
焼ける13.91
切りそろえる14.84
撫でる12.95
ことが出来る12.88
八つ12.93
混乱13.09
電車14.10
突然12.92
外見13.45
其れだけ12.66
限目15.52
呟き13.31
がくんと15.21
伸ばす13.00
浴衣14.38
終わり13.06
会話12.82
歳12.78
五日13.24
飛んだ13.76
げっ14.25
強い12.36
続き物16.43
叺14.82
毛13.69
叫ぶ12.93
暇13.18
夢見る14.40
お見舞い14.28
公園13.94
それ12.40
体温13.99
前12.31
一敗13.30
ぞっと14.26
ようやく12.82
散々13.63
時計13.79
痛み13.05
残る12.71
練習試合15.12
隣町14.84
される12.48
過ごす13.05
ひと先ず13.58
なので12.48
食べ始める14.62
思わず12.73
日本13.01
じゃ12.24
取る12.69
同士13.17
小学校14.12
背13.00
とある13.37
まで11.84
ドキドキ13.90
そうになる13.49
教壇14.81
額13.17
願う13.27
からかう13.66
可愛い12.81
甚平15.45
手織12.80
ずんぐりむっくり15.33
あ12.22
良く12.94
ね11.64
アレ13.12
付き合い13.50
しんみり14.63
あっそ14.97
ねー12.79
タイムスリップ15.14
念じる14.11
何度も12.93
何なの13.66

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