A Selfish Memory

A Selfish Memory

美佑氏シイバ

A panda appeared in my dream and said this to me: "In one week, you will die. If you don't want to die, confess your love to him." The "him" the panda spoke of was my best friend and childhood sweetheart. The panda appeared in my dreams every day, counting down. Even though I thought it was ridiculous, something about the one-week deadline stuck with me. And when only two days remained, I finally remembered and became aware of my feelings for him. (Author's note below↓) It's more "boys like" (author's original term) than "boys love." It's a state that's more than friendship but less than romance... or rather, it can't quite be called that. Underdeveloped feelings, but still wanting to be together, still liking the other person. That's the kind of story this is.

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Chapters 2
Reading Time
32 min
Words 2,702
Sentences 352
Characters 5,132
Unique Words 868
1-Occurrence Words
539
Unique Kanji 505
1-Occurrence Kanji
245
Avg Word Difficulty 2.12
Avg Sentence Length 7.7

Word List (868 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
音22.39
懐かしい23.51
意識22.77
深呼吸23.82
せる22.17
余計23.16
似23.28
ちゃう22.74
たこ焼き24.70
親友23.58
四日23.94
ことは無い23.91
時22.26
良い22.17
もうすぐ23.57
ぼんやり23.52
抔22.04
皆22.30
起きる22.74
町22.83
底荷22.49
慌てる22.84
夢を見る24.69
無い22.25
周り22.77
会場23.33
始める22.48
市内22.23
こんな22.33
込む23.25
杉22.95
異様23.64
家族22.92
がる22.87
見開く23.32
首を傾げる23.48
気22.13
絶対に22.91
貴方22.53
意味22.49
呟く22.77
気付く22.70
感じる22.58
予告24.50
これで22.58
部活24.01
開く22.63
たり22.26
七日22.50
落ち着ける23.66
おっ23.38
叩く22.98
しまった22.19
ぼおっと25.82
お別れ24.19
以内22.31
大きな22.50
もん22.71
既に22.68
実感23.48
一緒23.18
にも22.03
何だ23.17
母親23.18
女の子22.92
その中23.17
スポーツマン25.72
いきなり22.95
と言う21.58
扉22.66
達21.88
やる22.13
僧尼22.52
家22.15
時間22.25
あんな22.93
上22.23
景色23.49
通う23.42
幼馴染33.65
もの31.96
何か32.12
一緒に32.46
声32.02
悪い32.37
そう言った33.01
他32.34
これから32.69
をして32.06
ー32.29
続ける32.56
井34.21
社会科35.55
開け33.07
早33.69
なり32.48
笑い32.95
でしょう32.49
分かる32.00
タイムマシン35.34

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