A Selfish Memory

A Selfish Memory

美佑氏シイバ

A panda appeared in my dream and said this to me: "In one week, you will die. If you don't want to die, confess your love to him." The "him" the panda spoke of was my best friend and childhood sweetheart. The panda appeared in my dreams every day, counting down. Even though I thought it was ridiculous, something about the one-week deadline stuck with me. And when only two days remained, I finally remembered and became aware of my feelings for him. (Author's note below↓) It's more "boys like" (author's original term) than "boys love." It's a state that's more than friendship but less than romance... or rather, it can't quite be called that. Underdeveloped feelings, but still wanting to be together, still liking the other person. That's the kind of story this is.

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Chapters 2
Reading Time
32 min
Words 2,702
Sentences 352
Characters 5,132
Unique Words 868
1-Occurrence Words
539
Unique Kanji 505
1-Occurrence Kanji
245
Avg Word Difficulty 2.12
Avg Sentence Length 7.7

Word List (868 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
市内22.23
落ち着ける23.66
意味22.49
首を傾げる23.48
22.64
手伝う23.17
深呼吸23.82
懐かしい23.51
何時も22.58
始まる22.93
クラス23.02
ちゃう22.74
下さい22.34
22.04
せる22.17
見舞い24.38
背中22.80
いきなり22.95
にも22.03
その事23.14
22.85
良い22.17
その中23.17
絶対に22.91
景色23.49
お別れ24.19
部活24.01
いい22.05
22.23
ポカン24.28
歩度22.23
どうして22.71
円ら24.48
余計23.16
実感23.48
あの22.00
気付く22.70
そう言えば22.80
たこ焼き24.70
何でもない23.50
スポーツマン25.72
両親23.20
異様23.64
七日22.50
女の子22.92
22.57
とか22.08
22.96
無い22.25
22.95
がる22.87
もん22.71
一緒23.18
22.57
引っかかる23.71
しまった22.19
22.74
もうすぐ23.57
21.88
お隣さん24.91
時間22.25
あれ22.23
全員22.61
家族22.92
離れる22.83
底荷22.49
回避22.93
それに22.23
住む23.05
夢を見る24.69
22.26
やる22.13
意識22.77
予告24.50
ぼんやり23.52
ことから23.46
既に22.68
21.87
行き23.32
笑い32.95
まま32.40
33.06
見える32.26
だから31.99
32.98
それが32.31
また32.19
今朝33.77
知る32.11
分かる32.00
32.34
幼馴染33.65
悪い32.37
32.24
31.95
32.33
タイムマシン35.34
これから32.69
かも知れない32.21
何か32.12

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