A Selfish Memory

A Selfish Memory

美佑氏シイバ

A panda appeared in my dream and said this to me: "In one week, you will die. If you don't want to die, confess your love to him." The "him" the panda spoke of was my best friend and childhood sweetheart. The panda appeared in my dreams every day, counting down. Even though I thought it was ridiculous, something about the one-week deadline stuck with me. And when only two days remained, I finally remembered and became aware of my feelings for him. (Author's note below↓) It's more "boys like" (author's original term) than "boys love." It's a state that's more than friendship but less than romance... or rather, it can't quite be called that. Underdeveloped feelings, but still wanting to be together, still liking the other person. That's the kind of story this is.

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Chapters 2
Reading Time
32 min
Words 2,702
Sentences 352
Characters 5,132
Unique Words 868
1-Occurrence Words
539
Unique Kanji 505
1-Occurrence Kanji
245
Avg Word Difficulty 2.12
Avg Sentence Length 7.7

Word List (868 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
貴方22.53
そう言えば22.80
答える22.69
あれ22.23
22.66
女の子22.92
22.64
ぼおっと25.82
もうすぐ23.57
二年生24.33
込む23.25
しまった22.19
二曹23.26
22.44
既に22.68
始める22.48
起きる22.74
その事23.14
ことから23.46
何だ23.17
たこ焼き24.70
ことは無い23.91
大きな22.50
無い22.25
叩く22.98
ちゃう22.74
お別れ24.19
首を傾げる23.48
意味22.49
飛び込む23.31
教室23.38
しか22.33
引っかかる23.71
何時も22.58
離れる22.83
何でもない23.50
見開く23.32
22.55
22.57
寂しい23.33
22.97
絶対に22.91
感じる22.58
底荷22.49
もん22.71
深呼吸23.82
予告24.50
これで22.58
夢を見る24.69
家族22.92
開く22.63
と言う21.58
22.57
異様23.64
考え22.19
実感23.48
良い22.17
背中22.80
部活24.01
22.95
両親23.20
気付く22.70
余計23.16
22.96
会場23.33
がる22.87
懐かしい23.51
意識22.77
落ち着ける23.66
22.04
親友23.58
ポカン24.28
友情23.99
分け22.31
22.26
見舞い24.38
スポーツマン25.72
やる22.13
呟く22.77
また32.19
引き出し34.02
出し32.32
笑う32.45
32.34
聞く31.95
品柄32.63
32.02
なり32.48
33.40
一緒に32.46
教科書34.12
まま32.40
続ける32.56
昨日32.87
開け33.07
庭内32.27
34.21
悪い32.37
ても31.96
これから32.69

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