A Selfish Memory

A Selfish Memory

美佑氏シイバ

A panda appeared in my dream and said this to me: "In one week, you will die. If you don't want to die, confess your love to him." The "him" the panda spoke of was my best friend and childhood sweetheart. The panda appeared in my dreams every day, counting down. Even though I thought it was ridiculous, something about the one-week deadline stuck with me. And when only two days remained, I finally remembered and became aware of my feelings for him. (Author's note below↓) It's more "boys like" (author's original term) than "boys love." It's a state that's more than friendship but less than romance... or rather, it can't quite be called that. Underdeveloped feelings, but still wanting to be together, still liking the other person. That's the kind of story this is.

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Chapters 2
Reading Time
32 min
Words 2,702
Sentences 352
Characters 5,132
Unique Words 868
1-Occurrence Words
539
Unique Kanji 505
1-Occurrence Kanji
245
Avg Word Difficulty 2.12
Avg Sentence Length 7.7

Word List (868 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
眩しい13.69
なさい12.85
逸らす13.35
ふうん14.17
お見舞い14.28
幼稚園14.59
時計13.79
整理13.62
12.12
待つ12.41
近い12.79
感情12.86
やっぱり12.64
食べ始める14.62
片手13.23
確か12.92
ちょ13.41
とも12.37
冷静13.16
過ごす13.05
可愛い12.81
小中高15.79
何度も12.93
いつの間にか13.19
了い13.04
煌めく14.17
向け12.69
伊和13.96
ぽっかり14.33
げっ14.25
同じ12.31
なりません13.51
気味13.47
笑顔12.66
連絡13.05
からかう13.66
予定日14.89
乗る12.77
13.25
乍らに14.53
電車14.10
呆れる13.09
コンパス14.87
ため息13.17
キリン15.34
改装14.45
情緒不安定14.90
ほら13.02
人達13.16
12.81
12.78
13.44
まあ12.23
限目15.52
休み時間14.66
驚き12.99
打ちあがる16.31
付き合い13.50
受験14.33
大きく12.61
かあ14.21
ノック13.54
呟き13.31
如何した13.27
14.82
中学13.96
大切13.25
死亡13.75
思い浮かべる13.73
喪失感14.68
それとも13.02
どうしたの13.34
簡単12.68
卒業13.55
13.17
じゃう14.07
中身13.25
かき消す14.23
12.70
何が何やら15.10
として11.89
悲しい13.34
念じる14.11
なので12.48
会う12.62
とは11.95
12.70
家具13.97
夏まつり17.05
利く13.59
直ぐに12.43
13.11
今生の別れ14.95
ものを12.71
よー13.18
当たり前13.08
ので11.80
何となく13.07
ピンク13.89
ついさっき14.18

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