A Selfish Memory

A Selfish Memory

美佑氏シイバ

A panda appeared in my dream and said this to me: "In one week, you will die. If you don't want to die, confess your love to him." The "him" the panda spoke of was my best friend and childhood sweetheart. The panda appeared in my dreams every day, counting down. Even though I thought it was ridiculous, something about the one-week deadline stuck with me. And when only two days remained, I finally remembered and became aware of my feelings for him. (Author's note below↓) It's more "boys like" (author's original term) than "boys love." It's a state that's more than friendship but less than romance... or rather, it can't quite be called that. Underdeveloped feelings, but still wanting to be together, still liking the other person. That's the kind of story this is.

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Chapters 2
Reading Time
32 min
Words 2,702
Sentences 352
Characters 5,132
Unique Words 868
1-Occurrence Words
539
Unique Kanji 505
1-Occurrence Kanji
245
Avg Word Difficulty 2.12
Avg Sentence Length 7.7

Word List (868 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
腰掛け14.00
其れだけ12.66
人達13.16
走り出す13.62
向かう12.31
隣町14.84
通学路15.25
端13.22
何度も12.93
感触13.37
そうになる13.49
恋愛感情14.48
伸ばす13.00
言いながら13.25
動く12.53
ぎょっと14.09
卒業13.55
こんなに13.14
いつの間に13.85
それじゃあ13.25
輝き13.35
泣き13.33
ピンク13.89
当然12.54
初めて12.64
何となく13.07
良く12.94
ことが出来る12.88
せ12.05
片手13.23
絵13.44
またもや14.18
として11.89
転がる13.20
もう一回14.10
と同じように13.34
梱包14.67
夜空13.94
熊13.49
サッカーボール15.09
つつ12.62
本当に12.34
味わう13.58
限目15.52
グスグス15.88
現れ13.42
盛り上がる13.64
告げる12.80
振り向く13.32
より12.31
すっかり13.27
作業13.02
改装14.45
恋13.39
頁13.69
教え12.64
幼稚園14.59
空間12.91
翌日13.38
向く13.30
コロン14.79
上げ12.67
新鮮13.78
そう言う12.36
正夢15.66
逃げて13.41
ご免13.00
仕様12.43
毛13.69
食べ始める14.62
反応12.69
告知14.45
温か14.06
飼う13.95
袋13.31
思い浮かべる13.73
念じる14.11
驚き12.99
大きく12.61
しかない12.80
浴衣14.38
瞬間移動14.14
会話12.82
刻12.65
感覚12.95
白黒14.23
で候13.44
背ける14.01
待つ12.41
注目13.52
叺14.82
怒る12.88
回る12.52
動物13.40
帰る12.52
取れる13.10
更に12.42
下手したら14.35
苦しい13.37
緩み14.39

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