A Selfish Memory

A Selfish Memory

美佑氏シイバ

A panda appeared in my dream and said this to me: "In one week, you will die. If you don't want to die, confess your love to him." The "him" the panda spoke of was my best friend and childhood sweetheart. The panda appeared in my dreams every day, counting down. Even though I thought it was ridiculous, something about the one-week deadline stuck with me. And when only two days remained, I finally remembered and became aware of my feelings for him. (Author's note below↓) It's more "boys like" (author's original term) than "boys love." It's a state that's more than friendship but less than romance... or rather, it can't quite be called that. Underdeveloped feelings, but still wanting to be together, still liking the other person. That's the kind of story this is.

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Chapters 2
Reading Time
32 min
Words 2,702
Sentences 352
Characters 5,132
Unique Words 868
1-Occurrence Words
539
Unique Kanji 505
1-Occurrence Kanji
245
Avg Word Difficulty 2.12
Avg Sentence Length 7.7

Word List (868 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
打ちあがる16.31
13.26
動く12.53
幼稚園14.59
固い13.50
何を12.46
告げる12.80
会う12.62
13.26
すっかり13.27
それ12.40
じゃ12.24
まさか12.68
12.98
元気13.07
13.20
半日13.90
夢見る14.40
何日14.46
生まれて初めて14.33
幾ど12.84
急ぐ13.42
13.39
えー13.52
殴る13.17
堪える13.45
気づく12.78
カンガルー15.41
改装14.45
まさかとは思うが14.84
片手13.23
苦しい13.37
によって12.54
結婚12.95
ものを12.71
お見舞い14.28
13.33
もう一回14.10
確か12.92
それとも13.02
である11.76
ひょっこり14.46
時計13.79
12.22
呆れる13.09
体温13.99
中身13.25
振り向く13.32
乍らに14.53
回る12.52
悲しい13.34
以外12.55
キリン15.34
触れる13.08
14.55
12.09
引っ13.62
去る13.02
って言う12.83
かあ14.21
転校14.65
背ける14.01
ついさっき14.18
去年13.78
ねー12.79
こいつ12.74
気持ち12.61
滅多に13.78
笑顔12.66
二人きり13.85
1時間14.04
距離12.79
集まる12.88
恐らく12.72
13.21
ちょ13.41
つもり12.48
伸ばす13.00
輝き13.35
焼ける13.91
1713.97
飛んだ13.76
覗き13.50
ほっと13.51
だけでなく13.27
細々とした14.62
乗る12.77
答え12.75
狼狽える14.15
忘れられない14.41
何度も12.93
定規15.24
ころ13.59
表情12.35
13.44
白黒14.23
一家13.91
死亡13.75
ブランコ14.96
ぽっかり14.33

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