A Selfish Memory

A Selfish Memory

美佑氏シイバ

A panda appeared in my dream and said this to me: "In one week, you will die. If you don't want to die, confess your love to him." The "him" the panda spoke of was my best friend and childhood sweetheart. The panda appeared in my dreams every day, counting down. Even though I thought it was ridiculous, something about the one-week deadline stuck with me. And when only two days remained, I finally remembered and became aware of my feelings for him. (Author's note below↓) It's more "boys like" (author's original term) than "boys love." It's a state that's more than friendship but less than romance... or rather, it can't quite be called that. Underdeveloped feelings, but still wanting to be together, still liking the other person. That's the kind of story this is.

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Chapters 2
Reading Time
32 min
Words 2,702
Sentences 352
Characters 5,132
Unique Words 868
1-Occurrence Words
539
Unique Kanji 505
1-Occurrence Kanji
245
Avg Word Difficulty 2.12
Avg Sentence Length 7.7

Word List (868 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
社会科35.55
花火34.08
見える32.26
僕32.07
庭内32.27
他32.34
なり32.48
続ける32.56
でしょう32.49
学校33.04
分かる32.00
かも知れない32.21
開け33.07
出32.33
悪い32.37
昨日32.87
井34.21
但32.24
のに32.21
引き出し34.02
勉強机35.48
何か32.12
笑い32.95
聞く31.95
少し32.13
もの31.96
声32.02
ても31.96
上がる32.69
をして32.06
いや32.14
自分31.91
幼馴染33.65
涙32.98
出し32.32
知る32.11
だから31.99
また32.19
不思議42.81
お42.11
走る42.77
部屋42.30
ぞ42.08
歩く42.65
ではない42.28
ちょっと42.29
次42.53
じゃない42.26
しかも42.72
後に42.87
高校43.71
なんて42.13
引っ越す44.68
っけ43.23
心42.57
来42.47
くれる41.97
引っ越し44.29
目の前42.63
ば41.60
しまう42.03
行く41.99
子供の頃43.96
これは42.28
なんか42.48
嫌42.74
そして41.87
おい42.87
彼方42.51
そう41.75
入る42.14
んです42.32
胸42.68
二日43.62
何も42.48
口42.30
驚く42.62
明日42.80
場所42.27
言葉41.96
匜52.76
ちゃんと52.69
心臓53.28
妙53.13
様に51.76
です51.71
立つ52.58
愛53.07
手51.97
丈51.71
なんだ52.26
転舵53.34
思う51.61
笹54.73
頭62.23
か61.46
熱63.20
って61.78
北61.89
三日63.50

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