A Selfish Memory

A Selfish Memory

美佑氏シイバ

A panda appeared in my dream and said this to me: "In one week, you will die. If you don't want to die, confess your love to him." The "him" the panda spoke of was my best friend and childhood sweetheart. The panda appeared in my dreams every day, counting down. Even though I thought it was ridiculous, something about the one-week deadline stuck with me. And when only two days remained, I finally remembered and became aware of my feelings for him. (Author's note below↓) It's more "boys like" (author's original term) than "boys love." It's a state that's more than friendship but less than romance... or rather, it can't quite be called that. Underdeveloped feelings, but still wanting to be together, still liking the other person. That's the kind of story this is.

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Chapters 2
Reading Time
32 min
Words 2,702
Sentences 352
Characters 5,132
Unique Words 868
1-Occurrence Words
539
Unique Kanji 505
1-Occurrence Kanji
245
Avg Word Difficulty 2.12
Avg Sentence Length 7.7

Word List (868 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
34.21
ても31.96
開け33.07
上がる32.69
一緒に32.46
他地31.90
悪い32.37
33.06
かも知れない32.21
無くなる33.38
32.33
少し32.13
そう言った33.01
32.07
今朝33.77
見える32.26
31.95
しかし32.08
教科書34.12
笑う32.45
32.24
33.69
自分31.91
勉強机35.48
32.98
出し32.32
のに32.21
昨日32.87
何か32.12
学校33.04
社会科35.55
33.40
これから32.69
子供32.60
分かる32.00
32.29
それが32.31
聞く31.95
走る42.77
入る42.14
子供の頃43.96
部屋42.30
42.08
これは42.28
言葉41.96
引っ越す44.68
42.57
彼方42.51
行く41.99
二日43.62
っけ43.23
後に42.87
おい42.87
驚く42.62
明日42.80
42.53
高校43.71
42.11
ではない42.28
不思議42.81
なんて42.13
42.74
42.47
しかも42.72
41.60
引っ越し44.29
場所42.27
そして41.87
目の前42.63
しまう42.03
なんか42.48
何も42.48
歩く42.65
くれる41.97
ちょっと42.29
42.68
んです42.32
42.30
そう41.75
じゃない42.26
52.76
転舵53.34
53.07
51.71
思う51.61
立つ52.58
51.97
53.13
心臓53.28
です51.71
様に51.76
なんだ52.26
54.73
ちゃんと52.69
佝僂62.10
61.89
って61.78
齧る64.13
62.23
63.20

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