A Selfish Memory

A Selfish Memory

美佑氏シイバ

A panda appeared in my dream and said this to me: "In one week, you will die. If you don't want to die, confess your love to him." The "him" the panda spoke of was my best friend and childhood sweetheart. The panda appeared in my dreams every day, counting down. Even though I thought it was ridiculous, something about the one-week deadline stuck with me. And when only two days remained, I finally remembered and became aware of my feelings for him. (Author's note below↓) It's more "boys like" (author's original term) than "boys love." It's a state that's more than friendship but less than romance... or rather, it can't quite be called that. Underdeveloped feelings, but still wanting to be together, still liking the other person. That's the kind of story this is.

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Chapters 2
Reading Time
32 min
Words 2,702
Sentences 352
Characters 5,132
Unique Words 868
1-Occurrence Words
539
Unique Kanji 505
1-Occurrence Kanji
245
Avg Word Difficulty 2.12
Avg Sentence Length 7.7

Word List (868 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
今朝33.77
これから32.69
32.29
のに32.21
昨日32.87
32.33
そう言った33.01
見える32.26
教科書34.12
32.02
また32.19
いや32.14
自分31.91
少し32.13
知る32.11
31.95
何か32.12
もの31.96
だから31.99
でしょう32.49
まま32.40
分かる32.00
勉強机35.48
続ける32.56
32.07
悪い32.37
品柄32.63
笑う32.45
それが32.31
出し32.32
庭内32.27
ても31.96
学校33.04
34.21
笑い32.95
をして32.06
社会科35.55
引き出し34.02
42.68
彼方42.51
場所42.27
なんか42.48
走る42.77
これは42.28
入る42.14
不思議42.81
っけ43.23
なんて42.13
目の前42.63
42.11
引っ越す44.68
42.47
おい42.87
驚く42.62
部屋42.30
42.57
しまう42.03
後に42.87
引っ越し44.29
歩く42.65
42.53
42.74
ちょっと42.29
ではない42.28
高校43.71
子供の頃43.96
何も42.48
41.60
42.08
そう41.75
明日42.80
そして41.87
42.30
しかも42.72
行く41.99
くれる41.97
二日43.62
じゃない42.26
んです42.32
言葉41.96
転舵53.34
心臓53.28
53.13
51.97
です51.71
53.07
様に51.76
52.76
51.71
立つ52.58
54.73
思う51.61
ちゃんと52.69
なんだ52.26
61.75
61.91
61.46
61.89
佝僂62.10
って61.78

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