A Selfish Memory

A Selfish Memory

美佑氏シイバ

A panda appeared in my dream and said this to me: "In one week, you will die. If you don't want to die, confess your love to him." The "him" the panda spoke of was my best friend and childhood sweetheart. The panda appeared in my dreams every day, counting down. Even though I thought it was ridiculous, something about the one-week deadline stuck with me. And when only two days remained, I finally remembered and became aware of my feelings for him. (Author's note below↓) It's more "boys like" (author's original term) than "boys love." It's a state that's more than friendship but less than romance... or rather, it can't quite be called that. Underdeveloped feelings, but still wanting to be together, still liking the other person. That's the kind of story this is.

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Chapters 2
Reading Time
32 min
Words 2,702
Sentences 352
Characters 5,132
Unique Words 868
1-Occurrence Words
539
Unique Kanji 505
1-Occurrence Kanji
245
Avg Word Difficulty 2.12
Avg Sentence Length 7.7

Word List (868 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
13.20
こんな風に13.80
12.31
むっと14.47
12.72
何処も14.16
怒る12.88
大きい12.90
13.69
まさかとは思うが14.84
さようなら14.34
13.03
によって12.54
前半14.03
腕を組む14.62
ものを12.71
安心12.88
13.23
中には13.08
夏まつり17.05
サッカー14.31
13.26
小さな12.71
うーん13.12
会う12.62
去年13.78
13.22
沸く14.02
される12.48
朝起き14.88
つもり12.48
それを12.10
より12.31
距離12.79
ことが出来る12.88
それは11.95
温か14.06
しかない12.80
13.69
中学13.96
12.05
念じる14.11
気は無い14.49
られる11.68
六日14.61
キリン15.34
転がる13.20
そう言う12.36
元気13.07
何日14.46
わざわざ13.09
食べ始める14.62
撫でる12.95
もう一回14.10
伸ばす13.00
甚平15.45
大抵13.58
13.26
かあ14.21
振り向く13.32
瞬間移動14.14
置く12.56
健康体15.06
広げる13.18
そりゃあ13.62
と思うと13.73
中国14.21
12.98
よな12.69
ぎょっと14.09
鼻水14.42
その内13.39
ベンチ13.93
覚え12.76
ので11.80
伊和13.96
中身13.25
感じ12.29
如何した13.27
入れる12.73
どうしたの13.34
ご免13.00
事大15.53
溢れ13.33
隣町14.84
何を12.46
ずぶずぶ15.06
口元13.26
平凡14.02
走り出す13.62
左足14.19
覗き13.50
感触13.37
ああ言う13.88
抱き締める13.91
注目13.52
リアル13.72
出る12.34
12.11
大きく12.61

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