A Selfish Memory

A Selfish Memory

美佑氏シイバ

A panda appeared in my dream and said this to me: "In one week, you will die. If you don't want to die, confess your love to him." The "him" the panda spoke of was my best friend and childhood sweetheart. The panda appeared in my dreams every day, counting down. Even though I thought it was ridiculous, something about the one-week deadline stuck with me. And when only two days remained, I finally remembered and became aware of my feelings for him. (Author's note below↓) It's more "boys like" (author's original term) than "boys love." It's a state that's more than friendship but less than romance... or rather, it can't quite be called that. Underdeveloped feelings, but still wanting to be together, still liking the other person. That's the kind of story this is.

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Chapters 2
Reading Time
32 min
Words 2,702
Sentences 352
Characters 5,132
Unique Words 868
1-Occurrence Words
539
Unique Kanji 505
1-Occurrence Kanji
245
Avg Word Difficulty 2.12
Avg Sentence Length 7.7

Word List (868 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
振る12.80
輝き13.35
ようやく12.82
息子13.14
なので12.48
丸く13.55
続く12.90
奇麗さっぱり15.11
死ぬほど14.36
より12.31
12.82
がくんと15.21
座り13.58
混乱13.09
近い12.79
必要12.28
悲しい13.34
何度も12.93
生まれて初めて14.33
初めて12.64
転がる13.20
12.95
一敗13.30
盛り上がる13.64
13.20
飼う13.95
何なの13.66
立てて13.18
ちょ13.41
反応12.69
会う12.62
思い浮かべる13.73
夏祭り14.84
表情12.35
段ボール14.93
腰掛け14.00
12.65
ドキドキ13.90
なさい12.85
12.89
しんみり14.63
毎日13.21
気づく12.78
朝起き14.88
どっち13.48
そりゃあ13.62
卒業13.55
翌日13.38
教師13.40
だろうか12.42
それは11.95
細々とした14.62
嬉しそう13.06
ひょっこり14.46
じゃねえ13.34
中身13.25
溢れ13.33
名前12.51
引っ13.62
12.31
嫌い13.22
建物13.04
熱い13.28
頂上14.23
切角13.20
ベッド13.01
12.13
変わり13.44
責め立てる14.78
と思うと13.73
食べ始める14.62
向く13.30
いいか13.15
ぎゃあ14.17
滑り台15.04
現れ13.42
ピュー15.83
中学13.96
沈む13.38
以外12.55
13.31
11.64
続き物16.43
喪失感14.68
なりません13.51
である11.76
赤い12.81
散々13.63
13.87
去年13.78
鼻水14.42
眩しい13.69
遠足14.63
甚平15.45
最後12.63
電車14.10
そうになった13.59
新鮮13.78
初期段階15.32
外見13.45

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