A Selfish Memory

A Selfish Memory

美佑氏シイバ

A panda appeared in my dream and said this to me: "In one week, you will die. If you don't want to die, confess your love to him." The "him" the panda spoke of was my best friend and childhood sweetheart. The panda appeared in my dreams every day, counting down. Even though I thought it was ridiculous, something about the one-week deadline stuck with me. And when only two days remained, I finally remembered and became aware of my feelings for him. (Author's note below↓) It's more "boys like" (author's original term) than "boys love." It's a state that's more than friendship but less than romance... or rather, it can't quite be called that. Underdeveloped feelings, but still wanting to be together, still liking the other person. That's the kind of story this is.

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Chapters 2
Reading Time
32 min
Words 2,702
Sentences 352
Characters 5,132
Unique Words 868
1-Occurrence Words
539
Unique Kanji 505
1-Occurrence Kanji
245
Avg Word Difficulty 2.12
Avg Sentence Length 7.7

Word List (868 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
がらん14.76
鼻水14.42
鼻13.23
街12.53
弔い14.93
繋がる13.22
焼ける13.91
朝食13.36
頁13.69
外見13.45
煌めく14.17
段ボール14.93
置く12.56
そっち13.10
ねえ12.74
大切13.25
死ぬほど14.36
ゼリー14.45
格闘13.84
ふうん14.17
盛り上がる13.64
教師13.40
とは11.95
大あくび15.36
性別13.80
切りそろえる14.84
等12.72
混乱13.09
味わう13.58
ん12.09
うわ13.47
俺たち12.60
突然12.92
横13.21
リアル13.72
恋13.39
丸く13.55
苦しい13.37
向く13.30
人達13.16
そうになる13.49
近い12.79
簡単12.68
名前12.51
冗談13.17
夏祭り14.84
喃々13.84
とも12.37
連絡13.05
逸らす13.35
教え12.64
山12.98
より12.31
戻る12.35
キラキラ13.63
変わり13.44
短い13.10
強い12.36
わっ13.63
新鮮13.78
驚くほど14.05
一家13.91
ついさっき14.18
訳ない13.74
お互い13.30
飼う13.95
直ぐに12.43
見覚え14.11
酷く13.32
いつの間に13.85
過ごす13.05
訳12.81
二本13.56
ゾウ14.61
せい12.98
鈍14.55
続く12.90
熊13.49
定規15.24
恐らく12.72
翌日13.38
思わず12.73
記憶12.80
飛んだ13.76
会話12.82
い12.74
回る12.52
こんなに13.14
似ても似つかない14.86
気味13.47
こいつ12.74
ひょっこり14.46
ぱちくり14.53
熱い13.28
度13.32
取る12.69
社会人14.51
朝起き14.88
どう12.34
入れる12.73

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