"I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so no one could ever love me"? What the hell are you talking about, you fool!!

"I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so no one could ever love me"? What the hell are you talking about, you fool!!

月白ヤトヒコ

At a party being held at my place, I saw a child being treated coldly by their family. Apparently, their mother died when the child was born. Ever since, the father and older siblings have treated them as if they were their enemy. I'd never seen it before, but the family's behavior was notorious enough to be the subject of gossip. I hate this kind of thing, you know? A little while back, my best friend suddenly entered seminary school. And it was for this exact reason. So, acting like an immature adult, I got angry and yelled, and threw myself between this pathetic old man and the child who was cowering under his abuse. In front of me, you're the one doing something shitty like that. The kid being verbally abused isn't my best friend, and this old man isn't his father either—I know that. But I can't forgive it. It's an eyesore and an earache. So—take my displaced anger, why don't you? It's the same thing you're doing to that child. "Every time you treat that child as your enemy, every time you mistreat them, every time you scold them unfairly, it's like you're saying, 'Oh thank you so much for taking revenge on my behalf! I gave birth to this child, but that doesn't matter! Because this child took my life! Please mistreat them more, make them suffer more, corner them, and make them understand!' You're acting like that kind of nasty woman who enjoys hurting her own child, and even after you die, your family and husband spread that reputation—man, that's just pathetic." Even after death, for the family to say, 'she blamed the newborn child for her death and wanted revenge taken on them'—honestly, the wife has no peace even in death. 'I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so nobody will love me'? That's complete bullshit!! The setting is vague. This is a side story about the best friend of the protagonist from "Why Do You Also Live?"—you don't need to have read that one. Posted on Alphapolice and Kakuyomu.

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Words 3,028
Sentences 305
Characters 5,964
Unique Words 955
1-Occurrence Words
562
Unique Kanji 558
1-Occurrence Kanji
227
Avg Word Difficulty 2.27
Avg Sentence Length 9.9

Word List (955 words)

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12.90
頭を下げる13.46
11.97
縁切り15.38
あれ12.23
鳴く13.69
死に13.20
抱く12.83
にして12.30
別に12.69
普通に12.98
思春期14.47
じゃね14.02
資格13.72
疑う13.25
どうせ13.22
13.78
家系14.19
最終学年15.51
視線12.32
なよ13.13
口調13.14
言える12.62
迫害14.41
じゃう14.07
心配12.58
癇に障る15.18
済まない13.32
一言13.11
感想13.18
独りよがり15.06
不本意14.23
シリアス14.50
道理13.95
見せる12.38
12.96
可能性12.61
非難13.84
離れる12.83
無い12.25
おお12.89
かなー13.98
爵位13.71
びっくりした13.91
祈る13.47
かね13.25
生涯13.91
蒼白14.31
お家13.95
ほぼ13.03
被る13.46
不幸13.66
人当たり14.91
11.71
へと12.14
とっとと13.96
生きる13.23
下さい12.34
継ぐ13.64
無関係13.91
死者13.65
おろおろ14.47
13.24
思考13.07
我慢強い15.06
向かう12.31
12.75
愛する13.63
通称14.05
冥福15.15
無きゃ13.95
吸い取る14.33
面倒見14.50
マジ切れ15.88
暮らし13.33
14.57
報告12.76
帳代13.86
13.21
それとも13.02
男の子13.51
最悪13.24
いけない12.71
あり12.26
最近12.84
寝言14.48
見縊る15.63
13.64
隠れ13.31
かなり12.54
戸籍14.56
13.50
大変12.84
14.51
からって13.70
12.72
感謝12.96
我が子14.04
だが11.83
ねー12.79
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