"I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so no one could ever love me"? What the hell are you talking about, you fool!!

"I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so no one could ever love me"? What the hell are you talking about, you fool!!

月白ヤトヒコ

At a party being held at my place, I saw a child being treated coldly by their family. Apparently, their mother died when the child was born. Ever since, the father and older siblings have treated them as if they were their enemy. I'd never seen it before, but the family's behavior was notorious enough to be the subject of gossip. I hate this kind of thing, you know? A little while back, my best friend suddenly entered seminary school. And it was for this exact reason. So, acting like an immature adult, I got angry and yelled, and threw myself between this pathetic old man and the child who was cowering under his abuse. In front of me, you're the one doing something shitty like that. The kid being verbally abused isn't my best friend, and this old man isn't his father either—I know that. But I can't forgive it. It's an eyesore and an earache. So—take my displaced anger, why don't you? It's the same thing you're doing to that child. "Every time you treat that child as your enemy, every time you mistreat them, every time you scold them unfairly, it's like you're saying, 'Oh thank you so much for taking revenge on my behalf! I gave birth to this child, but that doesn't matter! Because this child took my life! Please mistreat them more, make them suffer more, corner them, and make them understand!' You're acting like that kind of nasty woman who enjoys hurting her own child, and even after you die, your family and husband spread that reputation—man, that's just pathetic." Even after death, for the family to say, 'she blamed the newborn child for her death and wanted revenge taken on them'—honestly, the wife has no peace even in death. 'I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so nobody will love me'? That's complete bullshit!! The setting is vague. This is a side story about the best friend of the protagonist from "Why Do You Also Live?"—you don't need to have read that one. Posted on Alphapolice and Kakuyomu.

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Words 3,028
Sentences 305
Characters 5,964
Unique Words 955
1-Occurrence Words
562
Unique Kanji 558
1-Occurrence Kanji
227
Avg Word Difficulty 2.27
Avg Sentence Length 9.9

Word List (955 words)

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願う13.27
必要12.28
呼ぶ12.52
さっき12.78
心配12.58
子息13.88
リンク14.11
真っ赤13.24
無事13.09
こそ12.75
差し上げる14.01
13.73
失礼13.13
今年13.34
知らない12.68
可愛がる14.20
別に12.69
自己評価14.93
からって13.70
焼き13.55
何でも13.05
ならない12.51
素敵13.41
懸け14.37
12.51
続けて12.85
泣き13.33
ちゃん12.24
入り13.18
主催14.18
で候13.44
蒸発14.25
11.71
結婚12.95
元凶14.01
ってか13.72
償う14.34
隠れ13.31
13.85
ねー12.79
としても12.63
教会13.16
知る12.11
通常13.30
頂く13.21
未だ12.14
この前13.60
12.86
汚名14.62
王家13.23
あんな12.93
非道14.37
一回13.50
授業13.32
12.75
付けたり14.74
何やら13.19
鳴く13.69
でしたら13.49
幾つも13.39
12.08
首を振る13.85
ご免なさい13.18
政略結婚14.15
落ち13.01
男の子13.51
ブックマーク14.36
さっさと13.12
どやす15.22
そこまで12.73
適当13.17
12.90
さぁ13.31
子女14.47
責め13.85
小さい頃14.07
最終学年15.51
産後15.33
落とす13.04
初産15.61
済まない13.32
お家13.95
寂しい13.33
マジ切れ15.88
先ずは12.86
ゴリ押し14.77
罪悪感13.80
とも12.37
シリアス14.50
優先13.37
生きる13.23
続ける12.56
大事12.94
さて12.78
調べ13.20
舎利14.04
母の命15.88
最悪13.24
言い出す13.62
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