"I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so no one could ever love me"? What the hell are you talking about, you fool!!

"I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so no one could ever love me"? What the hell are you talking about, you fool!!

月白ヤトヒコ

At a party being held at my place, I saw a child being treated coldly by their family. Apparently, their mother died when the child was born. Ever since, the father and older siblings have treated them as if they were their enemy. I'd never seen it before, but the family's behavior was notorious enough to be the subject of gossip. I hate this kind of thing, you know? A little while back, my best friend suddenly entered seminary school. And it was for this exact reason. So, acting like an immature adult, I got angry and yelled, and threw myself between this pathetic old man and the child who was cowering under his abuse. In front of me, you're the one doing something shitty like that. The kid being verbally abused isn't my best friend, and this old man isn't his father either—I know that. But I can't forgive it. It's an eyesore and an earache. So—take my displaced anger, why don't you? It's the same thing you're doing to that child. "Every time you treat that child as your enemy, every time you mistreat them, every time you scold them unfairly, it's like you're saying, 'Oh thank you so much for taking revenge on my behalf! I gave birth to this child, but that doesn't matter! Because this child took my life! Please mistreat them more, make them suffer more, corner them, and make them understand!' You're acting like that kind of nasty woman who enjoys hurting her own child, and even after you die, your family and husband spread that reputation—man, that's just pathetic." Even after death, for the family to say, 'she blamed the newborn child for her death and wanted revenge taken on them'—honestly, the wife has no peace even in death. 'I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so nobody will love me'? That's complete bullshit!! The setting is vague. This is a side story about the best friend of the protagonist from "Why Do You Also Live?"—you don't need to have read that one. Posted on Alphapolice and Kakuyomu.

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Words 3,028
Sentences 305
Characters 5,964
Unique Words 955
1-Occurrence Words
562
Unique Kanji 558
1-Occurrence Kanji
227
Avg Word Difficulty 2.27
Avg Sentence Length 9.9

Word List (955 words)

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必要12.28
それとも13.02
云々13.91
にして12.30
断絶14.46
に依る12.76
非難13.84
妊娠中14.97
我が家13.70
13.78
13.21
縁切り15.38
暮らし13.33
からって13.70
何やら13.19
そこ12.66
待遇改善15.56
怯える13.71
爵位13.71
聞く11.95
ちゃん12.24
知らない12.68
でしかない13.42
たり12.26
我慢13.21
あり得る13.51
下さい12.34
怒鳴る13.71
短編14.35
さっき12.78
少し12.13
下手13.26
のだ11.65
お孫さん14.98
当たり13.81
泣き13.33
画策14.26
加える13.36
養子に出す16.21
幾つも13.39
声を掛ける13.77
最悪13.24
体内13.59
目の仇にする16.69
開催13.90
思い知らせる14.64
罪悪感13.80
適当13.17
若い13.13
誰も12.77
思い12.61
上手く行く14.77
癇に障る15.18
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掛かる13.07
遠巻き14.12
一回13.50
示す13.10
もし12.64
鹿13.80
ちょこちょこ14.54
出す12.43
12.64
臍帯16.72
12.96
連絡13.05
実際13.06
あんなん15.02
使用人13.36
離れる12.83
何を12.46
かね13.25
良く12.94
13.64
年の差15.01
祈る13.47
状況下14.19
ならない12.51
兄貴13.52
見当違い14.56
抜く13.09
で候13.44
蒼白14.31
見様13.25
としても12.63
どうせ13.22
回る12.52
とも12.37
ない11.61
ご免なさい13.18
着せる13.98
主宰15.65
付いている13.38
14.05
完全12.65
生きる13.23
真っ最中14.39
隠れ13.31
言い付け15.18
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