"I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so no one could ever love me"? What the hell are you talking about, you fool!!

"I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so no one could ever love me"? What the hell are you talking about, you fool!!

月白ヤトヒコ

At a party being held at my place, I saw a child being treated coldly by their family. Apparently, their mother died when the child was born. Ever since, the father and older siblings have treated them as if they were their enemy. I'd never seen it before, but the family's behavior was notorious enough to be the subject of gossip. I hate this kind of thing, you know? A little while back, my best friend suddenly entered seminary school. And it was for this exact reason. So, acting like an immature adult, I got angry and yelled, and threw myself between this pathetic old man and the child who was cowering under his abuse. In front of me, you're the one doing something shitty like that. The kid being verbally abused isn't my best friend, and this old man isn't his father either—I know that. But I can't forgive it. It's an eyesore and an earache. So—take my displaced anger, why don't you? It's the same thing you're doing to that child. "Every time you treat that child as your enemy, every time you mistreat them, every time you scold them unfairly, it's like you're saying, 'Oh thank you so much for taking revenge on my behalf! I gave birth to this child, but that doesn't matter! Because this child took my life! Please mistreat them more, make them suffer more, corner them, and make them understand!' You're acting like that kind of nasty woman who enjoys hurting her own child, and even after you die, your family and husband spread that reputation—man, that's just pathetic." Even after death, for the family to say, 'she blamed the newborn child for her death and wanted revenge taken on them'—honestly, the wife has no peace even in death. 'I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so nobody will love me'? That's complete bullshit!! The setting is vague. This is a side story about the best friend of the protagonist from "Why Do You Also Live?"—you don't need to have read that one. Posted on Alphapolice and Kakuyomu.

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Words 3,028
Sentences 305
Characters 5,964
Unique Words 955
1-Occurrence Words
562
Unique Kanji 558
1-Occurrence Kanji
227
Avg Word Difficulty 2.27
Avg Sentence Length 9.9

Word List (955 words)

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実際13.06
落とす13.04
次12.53
さて12.78
下手13.26
め13.21
なので12.48
とうとう13.70
抱く12.83
どうかと思う14.29
現に13.86
三回14.07
クソガキ14.38
入れ12.71
そこまで12.73
お節介14.46
どうやって13.23
あわよくば14.49
何を12.46
ってか13.72
王家13.23
状況下14.19
長子14.76
顔面蒼白14.69
家系14.19
ほぼ13.03
つもり12.48
抜く13.09
断絶14.46
可愛がる14.20
お12.11
小さい頃14.07
お手柔らかに14.81
高13.14
一回13.50
冥福15.15
ブックマーク14.36
怒る12.88
侍女13.20
耳障り14.41
思い12.61
死に13.20
つい13.19
あんな12.93
頭悪い15.34
真っ最中14.39
ギクリ15.30
少女12.57
兄貴13.52
年12.64
鳴く13.69
向ける12.71
詳しい13.29
に対して12.68
に依る12.76
満足13.15
臍の緒16.40
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持つ12.02
程12.89
何で12.52
刃傷沙汰15.17
向かう12.31
がさ13.81
刀伊13.64
良い12.17
クセに14.74
リンク14.11
寮13.64
失礼13.13
後ろ12.63
利用12.98
マジ切れ15.88
政略結婚14.15
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と言うのに13.07
視野13.66
おまけ13.96
と言う11.58
主宰15.65
祈る13.47
先程13.07
嫌がる13.66
へと12.14
泣き13.33
書く12.69
排除13.51
初産15.61
侮辱14.05
手前13.33
造る13.60
男の子13.51
へー13.80
での12.60
口調13.14
ちょいと14.13
管理13.26
おい12.87
件12.96
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