"I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so no one could ever love me"? What the hell are you talking about, you fool!!

"I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so no one could ever love me"? What the hell are you talking about, you fool!!

月白ヤトヒコ

At a party being held at my place, I saw a child being treated coldly by their family. Apparently, their mother died when the child was born. Ever since, the father and older siblings have treated them as if they were their enemy. I'd never seen it before, but the family's behavior was notorious enough to be the subject of gossip. I hate this kind of thing, you know? A little while back, my best friend suddenly entered seminary school. And it was for this exact reason. So, acting like an immature adult, I got angry and yelled, and threw myself between this pathetic old man and the child who was cowering under his abuse. In front of me, you're the one doing something shitty like that. The kid being verbally abused isn't my best friend, and this old man isn't his father either—I know that. But I can't forgive it. It's an eyesore and an earache. So—take my displaced anger, why don't you? It's the same thing you're doing to that child. "Every time you treat that child as your enemy, every time you mistreat them, every time you scold them unfairly, it's like you're saying, 'Oh thank you so much for taking revenge on my behalf! I gave birth to this child, but that doesn't matter! Because this child took my life! Please mistreat them more, make them suffer more, corner them, and make them understand!' You're acting like that kind of nasty woman who enjoys hurting her own child, and even after you die, your family and husband spread that reputation—man, that's just pathetic." Even after death, for the family to say, 'she blamed the newborn child for her death and wanted revenge taken on them'—honestly, the wife has no peace even in death. 'I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so nobody will love me'? That's complete bullshit!! The setting is vague. This is a side story about the best friend of the protagonist from "Why Do You Also Live?"—you don't need to have read that one. Posted on Alphapolice and Kakuyomu.

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Words 3,028
Sentences 305
Characters 5,964
Unique Words 955
1-Occurrence Words
562
Unique Kanji 558
1-Occurrence Kanji
227
Avg Word Difficulty 2.27
Avg Sentence Length 9.9

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WordFrequencyDifficulty
首を振る13.85
結婚12.95
付けたり14.74
落とす13.04
シリアス14.50
代え14.44
での12.60
小さい頃14.07
現に13.86
証拠13.32
書く12.69
惣社13.37
13.50
済まない13.32
峨々14.00
行ける13.40
後継ぎ14.89
責め13.85
可愛がる14.20
誘き出す15.05
何なり14.71
13.21
入れ12.71
吸い取る14.33
12.11
なる程14.59
ぶん殴る14.19
少年12.80
泣き13.33
14.23
良く12.94
画策14.26
待遇改善15.56
11.71
なので12.48
にして12.30
云々13.91
こんな12.33
向かう12.31
12.96
我が家13.70
あり得る13.51
死者13.65
被る13.46
お願いします13.20
12.86
まともに13.42
独りよがり15.06
間違う13.21
見様13.25
さて12.78
生む13.81
長子14.76
主催14.18
恨む13.75
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