"I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so no one could ever love me"? What the hell are you talking about, you fool!!

"I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so no one could ever love me"? What the hell are you talking about, you fool!!

月白ヤトヒコ

At a party being held at my place, I saw a child being treated coldly by their family. Apparently, their mother died when the child was born. Ever since, the father and older siblings have treated them as if they were their enemy. I'd never seen it before, but the family's behavior was notorious enough to be the subject of gossip. I hate this kind of thing, you know? A little while back, my best friend suddenly entered seminary school. And it was for this exact reason. So, acting like an immature adult, I got angry and yelled, and threw myself between this pathetic old man and the child who was cowering under his abuse. In front of me, you're the one doing something shitty like that. The kid being verbally abused isn't my best friend, and this old man isn't his father either—I know that. But I can't forgive it. It's an eyesore and an earache. So—take my displaced anger, why don't you? It's the same thing you're doing to that child. "Every time you treat that child as your enemy, every time you mistreat them, every time you scold them unfairly, it's like you're saying, 'Oh thank you so much for taking revenge on my behalf! I gave birth to this child, but that doesn't matter! Because this child took my life! Please mistreat them more, make them suffer more, corner them, and make them understand!' You're acting like that kind of nasty woman who enjoys hurting her own child, and even after you die, your family and husband spread that reputation—man, that's just pathetic." Even after death, for the family to say, 'she blamed the newborn child for her death and wanted revenge taken on them'—honestly, the wife has no peace even in death. 'I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so nobody will love me'? That's complete bullshit!! The setting is vague. This is a side story about the best friend of the protagonist from "Why Do You Also Live?"—you don't need to have read that one. Posted on Alphapolice and Kakuyomu.

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Reading Time
75 min
Words 3,028
Sentences 305
Characters 5,964
Unique Words 955
1-Occurrence Words
562
Unique Kanji 558
1-Occurrence Kanji
227
Avg Word Difficulty 2.27
Avg Sentence Length 9.9

Word List (955 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
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でしかない13.42
癇に障る15.18
真っ赤13.24
誰にも13.40
至極14.03
侮辱14.05
静かに13.02
付けたり14.74
悲しい13.34
小さい頃14.07
保健15.26
人当たり14.91
我が子14.04
憎悪13.86
行ける13.40
12.96
面倒見14.50
自主的14.60
何やら13.19
小さい12.69
慰め13.79
養子に出す16.21
子息13.88
もし12.64
資格13.72
落ち13.01
手上げ13.61
首を振る13.85
国王陛下13.75
臍帯16.72
怒鳴る13.71
断絶14.46
抜く13.09
八つ当たりに15.44
大変12.84
云々13.91
都合13.56
落とす13.04
おお12.89
13.64
12.51
と言う11.58
願う13.27
守る12.66
無関係13.91
惣社13.37
言える12.62
大っ嫌い14.96
マジ切れ15.88
12.90
無事13.09
祈る13.47
言い出す13.62
三回14.07
13.90
13.11
のせいで13.33
そしたら13.83
あんな12.93
手前13.33
入れ12.71
害悪14.77
出切る12.24
何で12.52
ってか13.72
評価13.17
13.75
非難13.84
出来12.54
耳障り14.41
素敵13.41
続けて12.85
こそ12.75
みたいだ12.84
かなー13.98
やがる13.67
この前13.60
迫害14.41
四端13.17
ならない12.51
ねー12.79
危害14.16
よか14.82
ありがとう御座います12.84
病む14.31
主催14.18
慣れる13.12
14.51
出禁13.89
見様13.25
Σ15.11
罪悪感13.80
返事12.98
我慢13.21
間接的14.43
入り13.18
兄貴13.52
人達13.16
見縊る15.63

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