"I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so no one could ever love me"? What the hell are you talking about, you fool!!

"I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so no one could ever love me"? What the hell are you talking about, you fool!!

月白ヤトヒコ

At a party being held at my place, I saw a child being treated coldly by their family. Apparently, their mother died when the child was born. Ever since, the father and older siblings have treated them as if they were their enemy. I'd never seen it before, but the family's behavior was notorious enough to be the subject of gossip. I hate this kind of thing, you know? A little while back, my best friend suddenly entered seminary school. And it was for this exact reason. So, acting like an immature adult, I got angry and yelled, and threw myself between this pathetic old man and the child who was cowering under his abuse. In front of me, you're the one doing something shitty like that. The kid being verbally abused isn't my best friend, and this old man isn't his father either—I know that. But I can't forgive it. It's an eyesore and an earache. So—take my displaced anger, why don't you? It's the same thing you're doing to that child. "Every time you treat that child as your enemy, every time you mistreat them, every time you scold them unfairly, it's like you're saying, 'Oh thank you so much for taking revenge on my behalf! I gave birth to this child, but that doesn't matter! Because this child took my life! Please mistreat them more, make them suffer more, corner them, and make them understand!' You're acting like that kind of nasty woman who enjoys hurting her own child, and even after you die, your family and husband spread that reputation—man, that's just pathetic." Even after death, for the family to say, 'she blamed the newborn child for her death and wanted revenge taken on them'—honestly, the wife has no peace even in death. 'I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so nobody will love me'? That's complete bullshit!! The setting is vague. This is a side story about the best friend of the protagonist from "Why Do You Also Live?"—you don't need to have read that one. Posted on Alphapolice and Kakuyomu.

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Reading Time
75 min
Words 3,028
Sentences 305
Characters 5,964
Unique Words 955
1-Occurrence Words
562
Unique Kanji 558
1-Occurrence Kanji
227
Avg Word Difficulty 2.27
Avg Sentence Length 9.9

Word List (955 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
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人間12.21
誘き出す15.05
つもり12.48
全く12.49
守る12.66
さて12.78
通称14.05
実力13.00
12.11
そんなに12.88
12.08
11.71
良識ある15.46
かなー13.98
12.15
とる13.14
涙目13.75
年の差15.01
ありがとう御座います12.84
へー13.80
あり得る13.51
我慢13.21
少し12.13
償い14.62
お手柔らかに14.81
見縊る15.63
若しかしたら13.16
癖して14.94
とっても13.57
手上げ13.61
怒鳴る13.71
精神13.21
ちゃん12.24
面倒12.94
13.50
いけない12.71
なぁ12.56
感謝12.96
生きる13.23
少年12.80
臍帯16.72
委縮14.85
12.86
驚愕13.40
13.29
臍の緒16.40
願う13.27
何やら13.19
内容12.74
向かう12.31
泣き13.33
被る13.46
おしまい14.09
なんぞ13.85
手加減13.71
何なり14.71
優先13.37
12.90
そこまで12.73
別室14.33
でしかない13.42
王子様13.69
帳代13.86
たり12.26
うん12.39
差し上げる14.01
察す13.55
そこ12.66
クソガキ14.38
12.96
一下14.26
着せる13.98
回復12.68
参加者13.85
こそ12.75
12.61
入り口13.28
ブックマーク14.36
抜く13.09
べー14.43
思い知らせる14.64
控え室14.33
さっさと13.12
男性13.02
崩れる13.63
無理心中15.63
最終学年15.51
シバ14.42
間接的14.43
言える12.62
耳障り14.41
元凶14.01
13.90
済まない13.32
キャー14.63
境遇14.09
当たり13.81
拍手13.71
12.86

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