"I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so no one could ever love me"? What the hell are you talking about, you fool!!

"I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so no one could ever love me"? What the hell are you talking about, you fool!!

月白ヤトヒコ

At a party being held at my place, I saw a child being treated coldly by their family. Apparently, their mother died when the child was born. Ever since, the father and older siblings have treated them as if they were their enemy. I'd never seen it before, but the family's behavior was notorious enough to be the subject of gossip. I hate this kind of thing, you know? A little while back, my best friend suddenly entered seminary school. And it was for this exact reason. So, acting like an immature adult, I got angry and yelled, and threw myself between this pathetic old man and the child who was cowering under his abuse. In front of me, you're the one doing something shitty like that. The kid being verbally abused isn't my best friend, and this old man isn't his father either—I know that. But I can't forgive it. It's an eyesore and an earache. So—take my displaced anger, why don't you? It's the same thing you're doing to that child. "Every time you treat that child as your enemy, every time you mistreat them, every time you scold them unfairly, it's like you're saying, 'Oh thank you so much for taking revenge on my behalf! I gave birth to this child, but that doesn't matter! Because this child took my life! Please mistreat them more, make them suffer more, corner them, and make them understand!' You're acting like that kind of nasty woman who enjoys hurting her own child, and even after you die, your family and husband spread that reputation—man, that's just pathetic." Even after death, for the family to say, 'she blamed the newborn child for her death and wanted revenge taken on them'—honestly, the wife has no peace even in death. 'I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so nobody will love me'? That's complete bullshit!! The setting is vague. This is a side story about the best friend of the protagonist from "Why Do You Also Live?"—you don't need to have read that one. Posted on Alphapolice and Kakuyomu.

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Reading Time
75 min
Words 3,028
Sentences 305
Characters 5,964
Unique Words 955
1-Occurrence Words
562
Unique Kanji 558
1-Occurrence Kanji
227
Avg Word Difficulty 2.27
Avg Sentence Length 9.9

Word List (955 words)

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満足13.15
保健15.26
大事12.94
顔面蒼白14.69
一言13.11
暫く13.56
部13.30
探す12.81
可愛がる14.20
にやっ13.86
吸い取る14.33
構わない13.22
内容12.74
侍女13.20
未だ12.14
に加え13.96
無い12.25
間違う13.21
それを12.10
シバ14.42
とっても13.57
頂ける13.53
画策14.26
待つ12.41
そ12.90
口12.30
での12.60
心配12.58
王子様13.69
なよ13.13
加える13.36
シリアス14.50
寸13.41
下さい12.34
的12.51
見せる12.38
馬鹿野郎14.46
利用12.98
家系14.19
全く12.49
程12.89
男性13.02
少女12.57
思わず12.73
憐れ14.71
母12.96
ええ12.61
刃傷沙汰15.17
誰も12.77
理不尽13.67
十才15.28
小さい頃14.07
いや12.14
自主的14.60
元凶14.01
尊敬13.63
でる12.96
&13.78
不本意14.23
頭悪い15.34
産後15.33
と言う11.58
目の仇にする16.69
可能性12.61
継承13.89
排除13.51
死者13.65
ゴリ押し14.77
大人げ15.07
首を振る13.85
結構12.82
二人目14.43
おろおろ14.47
見縊る15.63
蘭13.73
嗚咽14.20
駒13.90
とる13.14
書く12.69
今も13.35
着せる13.98
願う13.27
使用人13.36
五日13.24
病む14.31
い12.74
へー13.80
丈11.71
流し13.30
王家13.23
似る13.03
落ち13.01
全然13.10
ちび14.31
臍の緒16.40
無しで13.72
喧伝14.61
たら13.78
ちょこちょこ14.54

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