"I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so no one could ever love me"? What the hell are you talking about, you fool!!

"I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so no one could ever love me"? What the hell are you talking about, you fool!!

月白ヤトヒコ

At a party being held at my place, I saw a child being treated coldly by their family. Apparently, their mother died when the child was born. Ever since, the father and older siblings have treated them as if they were their enemy. I'd never seen it before, but the family's behavior was notorious enough to be the subject of gossip. I hate this kind of thing, you know? A little while back, my best friend suddenly entered seminary school. And it was for this exact reason. So, acting like an immature adult, I got angry and yelled, and threw myself between this pathetic old man and the child who was cowering under his abuse. In front of me, you're the one doing something shitty like that. The kid being verbally abused isn't my best friend, and this old man isn't his father either—I know that. But I can't forgive it. It's an eyesore and an earache. So—take my displaced anger, why don't you? It's the same thing you're doing to that child. "Every time you treat that child as your enemy, every time you mistreat them, every time you scold them unfairly, it's like you're saying, 'Oh thank you so much for taking revenge on my behalf! I gave birth to this child, but that doesn't matter! Because this child took my life! Please mistreat them more, make them suffer more, corner them, and make them understand!' You're acting like that kind of nasty woman who enjoys hurting her own child, and even after you die, your family and husband spread that reputation—man, that's just pathetic." Even after death, for the family to say, 'she blamed the newborn child for her death and wanted revenge taken on them'—honestly, the wife has no peace even in death. 'I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so nobody will love me'? That's complete bullshit!! The setting is vague. This is a side story about the best friend of the protagonist from "Why Do You Also Live?"—you don't need to have read that one. Posted on Alphapolice and Kakuyomu.

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Reading Time
75 min
Words 3,028
Sentences 305
Characters 5,964
Unique Words 955
1-Occurrence Words
562
Unique Kanji 558
1-Occurrence Kanji
227
Avg Word Difficulty 2.27
Avg Sentence Length 9.9

Word List (955 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
問題52.39
喜ぶ53.26
やる52.13
ー52.29
判る53.27
めっちゃ53.83
もっと52.63
他52.34
せ52.05
かも知れない52.21
だった51.58
中51.86
絶対53.07
酷い53.02
まあ52.23
こう言う52.87
命42.72
なー43.13
かも42.76
奴42.57
だろ42.69
ショック43.60
二回43.82
後42.36
命懸け44.38
市内42.23
貶める44.14
非常に42.99
栄養44.05
いい42.05
手々43.09
パーティー43.12
なんて42.13
せい42.98
転舵43.34
オッサン43.93
保護43.52
って言う42.83
ちょい44.39
じゃ42.24
可哀想43.78
前に42.25
んで43.13
つか43.81
頼む42.70
付く42.78
神学校44.72
周囲42.52
違う42.29
なの42.22
にも42.03
掛ける43.30
姉上43.90
虐げる44.25
かな42.42
幸せ42.99
暮42.46
とは41.95
ですか42.36
こっち32.61
一番32.58
討つ33.74
大馬鹿34.94
マジ33.30
彼32.13
顔31.91
それは31.95
性格33.09
人殺し34.32
許し33.29
伯父貴35.21
起こし33.33
迷惑33.31
よね32.43
馬鹿32.99
遭う33.72
それが32.31
貴族32.46
のです32.21
困る32.85
ので31.80
あ32.22
それに32.23
時に32.57
体調33.59
ちょっと32.29
あなた方33.88
度33.32
だけど32.44
ちゃう32.74
見苦しい34.30
赤の他人34.66
刻32.65
画僧32.89
孫33.55
終える32.86
はっ32.79
野郎33.52
自己満足34.52
ガキ共34.55

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